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But if you go with such a comparison, you find that others are better than yourself, and all the unsatisfactory things that happen to you are not at all on the other side, and the gap in your heart can make people crazy.

So Kira's eyes were red at that time, and his little face was so aggrieved that he almost cried. Think about this thing, why do you go out together and only yourself is bitten, Griffith is so fat, the surface area is twice as big as him, don't bite this tease and bite me, you say that I don't discriminate against me, no one believes me.

Under the influence of such thoughts, Kira was indignant for a long time. For this reason, he specially took Griffith to squat in the tiger's den in Longtan for a long time, and even let his big head eat honey and hide from the grass under the honeycomb, but most of the time, Griffith can always be safe, and Kira will not always be bitten by mosquitoes because he wears too much.

This situation lasted for a long time, and Kira got used to it. Complaining is not Kira's style, in fact, he is not the kind of system that can endure grief for a long time, so he can always find a way to comfort himself in the shortest possible time - sometimes Kira is more optimistic to wonder if he is gifted with sweet flesh and blood, especially to attract mosquito-like critters.

There is nothing difficult in the world, but I am afraid of those who have a heart.

This was the way it was in the world, and when Kira persevered, he went to the edge of the temple to ambush the side of the hut of Nakibo in the temple, and finally waited for the first time for the corrupt, narrow, chilling door of the shop to open to him.

It is not accurate to say that the door of the temple is open to Kira.

It was a summer evening, and the night wind began to blow just after the scorching heat. Kira was full of food and drink, holding his round little belly, and came out of the room for a walk with his teeth picked.

It was about eleven or twelve o'clock in the evening, and the bright moonlight was shining in the sky, and Ji Qing and Ji Aman had now fallen asleep because of the day's hard work.

Kira was energetically lying on the bench in the courtyard and burping, the lights of Liang Qiu's house not far away were also extinguished, and in the darkness Liang Qiuzhi took off his shoes and entered the room with his sister who had quietly fallen asleep because of the late night.

Kira lay on the chair for a while, and soon after, bored, he thought of the shop again.

Kira is almost a typical ADHD patient, he always tries to do everything he can think of, and even tastes the taste of glue out of curiosity when he was a child.

Unable to sleep, Kira got up and walked out of the courtyard, and walked down the path, and soon came to the familiar shop.

The moon and stars are scarce, the shadows of the trees are mottled, the surroundings are quiet, and the sound of insects, fish and birds is clear at this time. The shop, called Tona Kibo, was closed as expected.

Kira didn't care, he sat behind the tree and listened for a while, his intuition was refreshed, and his temperament seemed to be much more ethereal.

The head of the Ji family leaned against the tree like that, and seemed to be more and more comfortable.

Then, unconsciously, he turned his head, only to see the dark and corrupt door of the small shop that had been empty for many years suddenly open to him, like a vicious beast waking up from its slumber and cracking open its mouth.

Kira's reaction at that time was stunned for a moment, and then his heart was pounding, "coming", "coming" He said to himself, and he didn't know what he was excited about.

Excitement is excitement, Kira, who has experienced some things, is still calm. He leaned down and lay down, trying to cover himself with weeds.

'Squeak squeak', the pivot rubbed against the wooden door frame in the silent night, and it sounded like a musty witch on crutches in the dark thick wooden door. Kira made up for such a thing, and goosebumps were covered all over his body.

The little shop that was opened late at night soon welcomed its first customer of the night, a little girl who looked to be only six or seven years old, who seemed to be the only child of some wealthy family, gorgeously dressed and with jeweled ornaments on her head.

The girl jumped up to the door of the hut, looked left and right, her eyes swept over the open door, and in the darkness she seemed to see something, and suddenly cheered, and trotted into the shop.

After the girl rushed into the shop, the dilapidated door of the temple 'thud' slammed shut, and the little girl's crisp voice disappeared as if it had been cut off.

The situation in front of him, coupled with the negative impression that Diana Qibo had left on Kira for a long time, made him immediately think of human trafficking, blaming Shu Huang for tricking the little girl into watching goldfish and the like.

Kira is a man with a sense of justice, and he has recently been playing a game called 'Extrajudicial Sanctioner', in which the protagonist is an angry young man who is committed to punishing lawbreakers with his own strength, and Kira admires him so much that he has long been determined to imitate and learn from him.

But in the face of the occurrence of illegal facts, he still shrunk, after all, those unknown dangers are still quite terrifying for Kira. There was a small conflict between ideal and reality here, and the righteous heart of the big man of the Ji family was vigorously condemning him, so he hesitated like this, hovering between impulsiveness and cringe.

Fortunately, however, the girl came out shortly after entering the temple, and when the girl came out, she also jumped up, and had a doll with beautiful and gorgeous lines in her hand.

The little girl walked away happily with the doll in her arms, and in the darkness behind her, where she couldn't see what was inside the door, there seemed to be someone with a nervous abnormality muttering to herself, and it seemed that only the sound of the wind was left when she heard carefully.

Nothing strange happened in the second half of the night, and Kira cautiously leaned against the tree, not returning home for the whole night.

In the days that followed, Kira's brain fell into a brief vacuum, and he was not sure that what he had seen that night would have helped him to recognize the true face of the temple, or that what he had seen that night was just some kind of signal that was not yet clear.

This state lasted for three days, and when it was almost midnight on the third day, Kira, who had been holding his little secret for three days, finally couldn't stand it anymore, and he tossed and turned, unable to sleep at night, and finally sat up, kicked the door open, and rushed into Griffith's room.

What followed was a hearty statement, in which Kira grabbed the sleepy, dazed and delirious Kiaman, and bitterly recounted what he had seen and heard that day.

This roaring presentation lasted only five minutes, with two boys in only underwear sitting on the bed facing each other, Kira clutching Griffith's chubby face with both hands, shaking and shouting.

Then my sister Jiqing, who was woken up, walked in in a single dress with broken flowers, grabbed Kira's ear and dragged him out of the room, and when he left, he also closed the door intimately.

There was no change in the matter of the temple this summer, although Kira swore that Griffith with the big head squatted again and again, and when he was crazy, he also said that he had moved Jikei to go out together, but from beginning to end, he had very little.

As time passes, the summer passes, and the autumn grass grows. There were many disappointments again and again, and sometimes, even Kira himself wondered if what he saw that night was real. 、

Anyway, meeting a little girl holding a doll in the middle of the night sounds like a bit of a gimmick, but the more you talk and hear more, the strangeness fades away - isn't it just a child, Lao Tzu has seen a dozen minutes during the day.

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Such days happen slowly and softly in this new year, and in the golden autumn, under the tall sun, the black spots under the shade of those trees and the inexplicable nap have become the memories of the year that are unconscious and indelible.

In late autumn, a man named Galen came to the island, a tall man with a square head and a big face, and he was a typical East-West mixed race.

Mr. Galen has a bronzed skin, which must be due to the perennial wind and sun, so his skin looks rough, and his face is only the image of a rough rural man.

His expression was serious, his body looked aggressive, and when he first arrived, he didn't have any friends.

But after a long time, it is inevitable that someone will come to say hello without looking up, and Mr. Galen will respond one by one. There are many days like this, and some people think that he is not a person with a very strong personality.

Kira met Mr. Galen after an autumn rain, and by that time it was already November, and it was time to keep warm and protect against the cold compared to the island.

On that day, Kira came back from selling handicrafts and happened to meet Mr. Galen, who was standing next to the bus stop sign with an army-green duffel bag on his back and looking up at the sign.

It was still drizzling in the sky, and the tall man's hair was wet from the rain and he was lying on his forehead.

Hearing footsteps, Galen turned his head and saw the boy approaching slowly. He thought for a moment, smiled, and then looked up and continued to focus on the stop sign hanging from the telephone pole.

At the end of the street, Yoshikei, wearing a white apron, was waving to a boy with a big head, and Kira said yes loudly in that direction and ran past the man.

The autumn rain is a kind of pretentious thing, it lingers, like those irretrievable feelings that cannot be lost.

After the heavy rain, the drizzle of smoke drifts intermittently in the air, and there are few pedestrians in such weather.