"Ha ......" let out a sigh of relief, leaned back on the bench, looked at the sky in a daze, and let the sweat soaked sweatshirt be dried by the west wind. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

The effect of the piercing pain just now has not completely disappeared, and his body is still twitching unconsciously, and it is already the limit to be able to hold up from the venue here.

Half a year ago, this sharp pain from the depths of the nerves visited Yingda's body for the first time, and although it was not unexpected, it was still not an easy experience. However, only half a year later, the pain struck for the second time, so maybe it was shorter than expected.

Sure enough, wanting to integrate into this society in the way of ordinary people can only be a dream for yourself who has gone further and further on the road of magic. But why is he still so eager to do this?

Maybe it's because the smiles of these simple ordinary people are too warm and dazzling. Even if you are supposed to be in the darkness with the declining family, you can't help but be attracted.

"Senior Sister Huamei, ......", sighed lightly, and Ying Da Pao remembered the first time he saw her on campus.

At that time, Ying Da Pao had already spent half a year in college, and the first experience of leaving home to break into a big city made him excited, but he still couldn't get rid of the indescribable loneliness and isolation after all after all. coincided with the food festival being held at the school, and Ying Da Paddle went over to play with the excitement, but saw a scene he had never seen in his hometown.

A little boy in ragged clothes limped in front of the stall begging, saying that it was begging, but after all, it was a child, and the first impression was always not so annoying, plus the child's eyebrows and eyes were clean, and his mouth was also very sweet, so there was always a girl who couldn't help but go over and give him a little pocket money. But once the money is given, the child will be entangled in wanting more, and some shy girls will go directly to someone's bag. Some people can't look past it, but after all, it's a child, with a hippie smile and no heart, and everyone can't do anything to him except for a few scolds. Ying Da Pao saw it in his eyes, and he was tired for no reason.

Just when everyone was avoiding it, a loud slap woke everyone up. The person who gave the little beggar a slap in front of everyone on campus was none other than Senior Sister Huamei.

At that time, she was still wearing a simple dress, and she didn't know how to hide her emotions, and her delicate palms were still red and trembling, but she didn't notice it. Those clear eyes were full of unspeakable compassion and anger.

She crouched down and looked the little boy in the eye, as if she was holding back or something, and said, "You don't want to do this, do you?" ”

She gently held the little boy's broken leg with both hands, for fear of hurting him, but she couldn't help but feel pity.

For a moment, Ying Da Pao actually felt in a trance that if there was such a person by his side, maybe everything would be different.

But it was just a fleeting thought, and it was never remembered since, until he met Sister Huamei again at the double election meeting when he graduated from college, when she had become a member of the Green Gold Group, and she was full of spirit but still had the immaturity of the first career.

It was the first formal contact between the two, but they unexpectedly had a very happy conversation, even when Ying Da Pao failed to enter the interview, the senior sister said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "Go back and practice more, after two years, I will wait for you here, welcome to come again." ”

What is this? Invitation or appointment? Waiting for you, but what are you waiting for?

No one can figure it out, and no one is willing to figure it out.

It's just that since then, today's scene has been rehearsed countless times in Yingda's heart.

But by no means does that coquettish out-of-bounds kiss.

He himself wondered that according to common sense, he should never be so frivolous today. But if a person is cornered in some way, then it may be reasonable for him to do something unusual.

Ying Da Pao, his desperate situation has been with him since he was born, but when the bone pain hit for the first time half a year ago, the fateful ending turned into reality for the first time, even if he was always optimistic and lazy, he had no way not to be afraid.

He has four and a half years left at most, and at least ...... Less than half a year.

It was a short-lived curse that had been entangled in their people since the beginning of the ancient empire thousands of years ago.

No one knew better than the Ying Da Pao clan that the sharp pain like a devouring body of ten thousand insects was a harbinger of death for their clan. So far, countless people have tried to break the curse of death, but it is like their fate, and they will never be able to break free. Even after all the attempts of the people who came before them, they could only live for another five years after the first arrival of this severe pain.

His thoughts ran around Liaohai, and finally returned to the question at the beginning: why can't he help but integrate into the world of ordinary people when he has gone deep into the Demon Dao and died not long ago?

"Whatever the reason, I'm such a weirdo anyway." Ying Da Pao smiled self-deprecatingly, but there was no trace of despair on his face.

Yes, as a magic genius, he hides his strengths to try the life of ordinary people, and he has to spare their lives in the face of dangerous uninvited guests, and he still plans to enjoy life even though his life is short, and he still smiles brighter than anyone else every day knowing that the final outcome will end.

Such a person is indeed a strange person in modern Shenzhou society.

But when it comes to weirdness, your name is the most slotted. I have wanted to abandon this name countless times and run away with the fate of my family, but now...... The name is no longer a stain or a curse for me, but a final memorial.

"Old man, father, uncle, sister-in-law......" Ying Da Pao muttered to himself, secretly making up his mind.

People live for a lifetime, they always have to go back in style, and Yingda Paddle has designed two sets of plans for his last few years.

The first set is to work hard to learn those programming skills that I was not good at, successfully enter the Green Gold Group, become colleagues with Sister Huamei, and then live a life of worry-free future and waiting for death with beautiful women. This kind of life is calm and stable, and you can enjoy the warmth between people, although it is not the best for yourself who may die at any time, but it is also a comfort.

The second plan is to do a stimulating "big deal", earn the money that you can't spend in the second half of your short life, and then travel the world, spend all your time drinking, and see the vast world that you have never seen.

The first plan has been successful, and Yingda Paddle will not dwell on it anymore, so for the second plan, what needs to be done now is ......

"He's Bi, He's Bi, it seems that I can only sell you for a good price."

Ying Da Pao pretended to talk to himself helplessly, but the happy smile on his face betrayed his mood.