I have known him for more than a year now, and I have known him because he gave us biology lessons, and he has a strong theoretical knowledge of biology and is well-informed, and what he knows is not something that can be found in books. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Because I was very interested in this person, I applied directly to join his lab.

I have been to Heze and Dongying with him, but there is no place far away. He gave me the impression that he was a hanger, he went wherever he wanted, basically in some more remote places, it can be said that rabbits don't poop, that is, on the way to Laiwu, I have a deeper understanding of him, he has a girlfriend in his twenties, he is fifty-one this year. I didn't feel anything at first, but, at that time, I pestered him all day long, just trying to get him through, as for later, I found out that this person was really irresponsible, and later, he didn't give us any more lessons, so the contact was slowly broken, and the tamarixes in the laboratory were all dead, I have to say, this is indeed my responsibility, but there is not much guilt in my heart, after all, the owners of these tamarias don't care, I am blindly worried.

Later, I found that this person was very desolate in his heart and had a very strong sense of loneliness, so after being cold to his curiosity for a long time, I wanted to learn about it again.

So after calling him five or six times, but they couldn't get through, I went straight to his office. Knowing that he usually likes to drink a little wine, eat the sea or drink something, he bought the caramel melon seeds directly from the college supermarket, and went with them.

Holding the melon seeds in his hand, with a disgusted expression, he said what melon seeds, which were full of flavors, and I remembered that he was still quite picky about eating, so he silently accepted the melon seeds. I didn't let me into his office like I did, but went to a laboratory on the fourth floor, which was my surprise, my memory of his office was very dirty and messy, and he really had nowhere to put his feet, and this time he didn't let me go directly to the consciousness of nowhere.

With Uncle Wang's previous experience, he was really afraid of misunderstanding, so he said his purpose in advance, but it became to explain to him what model of online literature is, after explaining, he has been emphasizing that he has nothing to write, that is, he has nothing to write about, that is, he has no goal or ideal, just that's it, when he dies, it is the past, let him pass in the past, there is no need to leave anything, besides, he has not experienced any wind and waves in his life, and there is no story worth writing, and thoughts.

He said, "That's how their generation thinks, I don't understand what their thinking is, but the meaning of the words is that his experience is really ordinary."

I suddenly remembered what Uncle Wang said to me, some people's lives can be completed with one page, and some people's lives can be finished with a book. Speak to him as he spoke.

He said that no matter how good a person's life is, all the big and small things in the world are good, and the emphasis is on a random, just like, if you like a person, do you really like that person? No, that's the kind of person you like, and as for why you two think it's suitable, it's just because you met, time and space let you meet, that's all. If you meet the same type of person in advance, the same is true, it won't make much difference, it's just that because it's random, the person you meet is this person.

I scoffed at this and didn't want to agree with it, but when I think about it, he's right.

But the loneliness of this person is very attractive.

Once on a dark night.

The class group kept tinkling bells, I picked up my phone and saw a few photos in the group, which were photos he sent out drunk in the middle of the night.

A very old-fashioned large bowl of wine glasses, like the tea bowl used by Ju Xian and Duan Xiaolou when they drank in Farewell My Concubine, and on top of it was a ginseng fruit. The entire tea bowl is placed on a stack of red bricks stacked in two.

The light shone on the ginseng fruit with a clear silhouette and even a clear smile, and it was pitch black all around.

It wasn't much to see from that photo alone, and he was in the open-air rooftop where flowers and plants bloomed on weekdays, just in time for something to do in the laboratory.

After that day, I stopped by and took a second look.

Everything was on that picture, including the light bulb he pulled himself.

Beneath the light bulb were the two bricks, a dark tea bowl and a green ginseng fruit.

There are also two piles of bricks on the opposite side of the ginseng fruit, directly opposite the ginseng fruit.

Seeing this scene, I can imagine how he sings about wine alone, sending his state to various groups, but few will return to his state.

inexplicably gave birth to a sense of distress.

I feel sorry for him, and I feel sorry for myself.

This feeling of loneliness seeps into your bones, whether you are in a noisy crowd or in a desolate area, it is the same loneliness.

Suddenly, I could understand why he was running from city to city, even if he abandoned his family.

It should be a loneliness that pervades his body and mind, so he doesn't know how to calm down in this pompous society, and he doesn't know how to face his responsibilities, so he chooses to escape.

Because the short things in the family are not what he wants, and he can't do the ordinary goal of God. I remember him telling me something.

He said that everyone in his family had some mental problems, and he was an exception.

I half-jokingly said that he was not normal, and he did not refute it.

Say maybe yes.

He was like an ancient treasure. All the things in it are antiques, and I need to understand the contents of the antiques through the shell of this antique, but I find that there is still a layer inside, and there is another layer when I open it again!

Summer is coming. It's hot.

I don't want to go out, but I still have physical education classes.

So, I brought a bottle of mineral water with me.

Very ordinary mineral water.

Unscrewed and took a sip before class.

After drinking, I screwed it on, and put it together with my classmates' schoolbags very casually.

Class is over, the teacher arrives, and he is looking at the roster.

One of the students picked up his school bag.

At the same time, picked up the bottle of water.

Unscrew the lid and drink halfway through the first sip.

And he didn't stop her.

Suddenly, her friend next to her asked her whose water she was drinking.

She realized she had taken the wrong water.

Half of the saliva in the mouth is instantly spit out in the shape of a fountain.

After vomiting, complain about why the friend next to me didn't say it earlier.

Pick up the mineral water in your friend's hand and start rinsing your mouth.

While saying disgusting, disgusting, disgusting, disgusting.

I'm looking at her.

Still talking......

After finishing speaking, he angrily asked who's who.

I'm still looking at her.

Don't talk about it.

Don't talk about it.

Don't talk about it.

Disgusting doesn't kill you!

How dare you say I'm disgusting!

Classes are over.

Pick up the bottle of water.

Throw it in the trash in front of her.

It's so cool!

(To be continued.) )