Chapter 1: Despair
S City
In the gynecology operating room of a people's hospital, a doctor in a white robe was wearing gloves while asking the patient's name, "Li Xi?" ”
A face with a slightly healthy complexion raised slightly from the operating table, met the doctor's gaze, and answered the sentence, and the long black hair fell naturally with the movement of half-up, like a willow fluttering in the wind in summer. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
The doctor seemed to recognize the patient, and stepped forward to take a closer look, "Why are you again, little girl!" ”
Li Xi tried hard to pull the corners of his mouth, and made a smile like crying, which was regarded as a greeting.
The doctor didn't mind, as if he didn't expect her to answer, he patted her leg sideways and asked, "Spread your leg open, general anesthesia or partial anesthesia?" ”
Li Xi exhaled a long breath and said softly: "General anesthesia!" ”
The doctor respected the patient's choice and didn't say anything more, but when he was injecting anesthesia from a vein, he didn't know if it was to distract Li Xi's attention, or he couldn't bear it, so he persuaded a few words earnestly: "Little girl, you have been so young so many times, I'm afraid that you won't be able to have children in the future, and men don't have to worry, when he doesn't want you, you won't have a place to cry, women, you must learn to cherish yourself and take protective measures!" ”
Li Xi wanted to tell her that An Rong would not want himself, he said that he would take care of himself for the rest of his life, this time he ...... It's just an accident like last time, because he doesn't want to marry his son too soon when his career is on the rise... Nothing more......
Before the words could be spoken, a strong sense of slumber struck, and Li Xi had a beautiful dream that she finally wore a custom wedding dress by Verawang and took vows with An Rong, who was also wearing a haute couture groom's dress, in a castle in Provence......
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However, the dream woke up, broke, and shattered.
This is her third child with An Rong, who was mercilessly flushed into the toilet by the doctor, and I don't know where it went!
Li Xi looked at the falling sycamore leaves outside the window, his eyes were a little dry, from the first time he couldn't accept the howling and crying and the mental breakdown to the current indifference, Li Xi couldn't shed tears.
The nurse in the ward was explaining the precautions after listening to Bai, and Tingbai was listening very carefully.
Different from Li Xi's complexion, listening to Bai Sheng's skin as white as her skin, big eyes, high nose bridge cherry lips, thin body, convex and concave concave, a cute appearance, now a standard beauty.
"If there's nothing to do later, can you just go back?"
"Yes!" The nurse listened eagerly to Bai Xi's words like gold, her face was indifferent, and she turned around and left.
Actually, it's not her fault, she sees so many people who come to have miscarriages every day that she can't even remember it!
Human nature is like this, born cold.
The afterglow of autumn hit Tingbai's face, dyed with a layer of golden soft light, "Pity, how do you feel?" Is there anything wrong with it? ”
Li Xi smiled lightly at Tingbai, and his pale face was as pale as paper a lot warmer, "There is some distension and pain in the lower abdomen, the doctor said that it is normal, just rest for a few days, but it is you, and you have to ask for leave to accompany me!" ”
"Look at what you said, you only have a friend like me, I should come if it makes sense!" After speaking, he couldn't help complaining, "An Rong is really, you have all reached the legal age, what can you do if you pull a certificate?" You have suffered so much! ”
Li Xi listened, and naturally defended An Rong, "Don't say that, he is now on the rise in his career, and he should not want to get married, besides, in fact, I don't want to get married so early, I still want to have a few more years in the world of two!" ”
Hearing Bai's helpless face, he pinched the quilt for Li Xi, "You just have a hard mouth!" ”
Li Xi stuck out his tongue, Tingbai and himself have been friends since elementary school, junior high school, high school, and college, and even their work is in the same city, if there is no Anrong, it is like glue, no one knows himself better than Tingbai, but ...... It's become a habit to defend An Rong......
Li Xi smiled bitterly, "Tingbai, my phone is out of battery, you give me your phone to use, I'll send a text message to tell An Rong to let him pick me up!" ”
Tingbai shook his head with a helpless expression, but he still took out his mobile phone from his bag and handed it to Li Xi.
Tingbai's mobile phone was bought with Li Xi, the same model and the same brand, the difference is that her screensaver is herself, and her screensaver is a photo of An Rong!
Li Xi and Tingbai looked at each other and smiled, and the tacit understanding over the years flowed invisibly between the two!
At this time, the nurse shouted outside the door, "The family members go over and get the medicine!" ”
After speaking, he handed a prescription, and Tingbai hurriedly stepped forward to take it, and whispered to Li Xi: "Then I'll go get the medicine first!" ”
Li Xi smiled slightly, nodded, and thought to herself, what would she do if she hadn't listened to Bai!
After Li Ximu sent Tingbai away, he picked up his mobile phone, found An Rong's number, and sent a text message:
I've already done the baby, you come and pick me up at xx hospital!
Soon, the text message was successfully sent, and Li Xi tried hard to pull the corners of his mouth and look out the window, comforting himself that everything would pass and everything would be fine.
Jingle Bell -
It's to listen to Bai's mobile phone ringtone, this ringtone is still set by Li Xi, saying that it is to show his specialness, no one should set the doorbell as his own mobile phone ringtone!
An Rong quickly replied to the text message: Why didn't you tell me if you had a child? Still unwilling to marry me?
Li Xi looked at this text message and felt very strange, didn't he ask her to come to the hospital, why did he say this......
Wait... Wait... Li Xi looked at the text message in front of her, her pupils suddenly dilated, full of despair and emptiness, with a hint of reluctance to believe it, she ...... There is no signature......
So, An Rong thought it was sent to her by Tingbai? He said he would like to marry her? However, he doesn't want to have his girlfriend's child?
So, her best friend betrayed her with the man she loved the most?
No... How is this possible, it must be because of the tone of his voice, An Rong can see it, so he knows that it is hers, it must be so!
Li Xi opened the telephone dial pad, no longer looking for An Rong's number, the mobile phone trembled but quickly pressed the string of 11-digit numbers that he had already memorized.
The phone was quickly connected, and An Rong's almost hysterical voice came from the other end of the phone, sticking to Li Xi's cold left ear, who said that the left ear is closest to the heart?
One word at a time, it was like an ice blade passing through the left ear and entering the heart without hindrance, mercilessly slicing, and the whole body was covered with bruises and sores.
"Listen to Bai, you listen to me......"
The mobile phone slipped from his fingers for no reason, and Li Xi looked at the hand that was still infusion, which was almost ridiculous, what career was on the rise, and what he didn't want to marry his son, it turned out that it was because he wanted to marry never her.
Friends for more than ten years have teamed up to deceive themselves for so many years, and they have become such a person, and they are still grateful to her, and they hate to share everything with her......
Ho -
yes, hasn't she already shared it? Anrong ......
Li Xi suddenly felt that he couldn't stay here anymore, he could suffocate at any time, and the white coat he was wearing when he put it on was about to go outside, when he suddenly felt a pain in his hand.
Only then did Li Xi realize that he still had a drip in his hand.
With a sneer, he pulled out the needle, and blood splattered everywhere, but Li Xi couldn't care about it anymore, and there was only one thought in his mind, that is, to leave here, leave this cold-blooded place, and never come back!
She never wanted to see white, ruthlessly white again.
It's ridiculous that she thought he liked white because of her, but forgot a white word in her name?
What is she? Straight or Junior?
It's funny that she doesn't know!
She has been with An Rong for 16 years, and one day in these 16 years he loves him, the funny thing is that she doesn't know......
How ironic!
Bang -
collided with Tingbai, who was entering the door with a large pile of medicine, and at this moment, the tight string suddenly collapsed and disintegrated.
"Ahh Get out, I'm telling you to get out! Li Xi threw the mobile phone in his hand on Tingbai's face, and then fell, and An Rong's frenzied call to Tingbai stopped abruptly.
When Bai heard this, his face suddenly panicked, and he hurriedly stepped forward to pull Li Xi, who had gone crazy, "Xixi, listen to me, things are not what you think...... Really, you believe me! ”
Li Xi smiled, like a defeated rose, and grabbed Tingbai's arm fiercely with his backhand, and suddenly blushed, "Believe you? It's because I believe in you that I become what I am today, and it's because I believe in you that I can't even keep my own man, it's because I ...... Trust you! In the end, the voice was stuck in his throat and could no longer make a sound, looking at the Tingbai who was crying more than himself, the accusations of passers-by were transferred to himself, and Li Xi, who could no longer support it.
took advantage of Tingbai's inattention to shake off her hand and ran outside the hospital.
She wants to leave this place, she doesn't want to stay here anymore, look at her hypocrisy, see him think he is a snake, do they all like that they are filming idol dramas?
Love each other but can't stay together, love is so hard, so humble, but love is so great......
But when they meet, when they kiss, when they hug, when they hold hands, on... At bed...... Have you ever thought that a person named Li Xi?
A relationship of 16 years with him, a friendship with her for almost 20 years?
No, how could they remember that they only had each other in their eyes.
She will never marry for him, and he will never marry for her, what a great love!
Li Xi felt that she was about to be touched by their love......
"Bang-" A strong impact sound accompanied by countless horns sounded, Li Xi felt that his body actually floated up, and it was so close to the sky, Li Xi stretched out his hand to hold it but found that he couldn't hold anything......
She actually seemed to see the panicked An Rong rushing forward, followed by the crying pear blossom with rain......
What happened to them?
I'm very unhappy to be hit by myself!
Actually, she was also very unhappy!
Yes...... A heart-rending pain came, Li Xi blinked and wanted to see the meticulous and embarrassed appearance that he had always dressed, and he had always been extremely elegant and listened to the white like a crying rabbit, but ...... Why can't I keep my eyes open......
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Li Xi, female.
Born in 1994, died in 2014.
Only 20 years old!