Chapter 60: Zhang Yuwei's Thoughts

While the media reported on Dortmund's dinner, they did not forget to cover the game. Pen~Fun~Pavilion www.biquge.info Although this is just an ordinary league, it has attracted the attention of many German media, the reason is that many media looked down on Dortmund before the game. Now Dortmund has won, much to the surprise of many German media. Dortmund, full of wounded soldiers, surprised them by winning against a strong Hertha Berlin.

The media quickly identified the key factor in Dortmund's victory: the Chinese boy's return from injury. Especially those reporters who watched the whole game, they had to sigh that the fat man's strength was strong. It can be said that Dortmund can win in the second half, and the Chinese boy is absolutely deserved.

At the same time, when Schmelzer left the field injured, the photo of the captain wearing the armband on the fat man's arm also appeared in many newspapers and became a focus of media reports. Because many media remembered Kahn's famous quote before: I think Pang is a player with a leadership temperament......

After this game, there were a lot fewer voices questioning the strength of the fat man, because the fat man once again slapped a lot of media in the face with his outstanding performance. That is, the fat man is an Asian player, and if the fat man is a European player, it is estimated that he would have been praised by the German media.

In order to ensure the smooth running of the dinner, Schmelzer specially chartered a famous restaurant in Dortmund. By the time the dinner began, almost all of Dortmund's players were present, and many of them brought their wives or girlfriends, and the atmosphere was very lively. However, there were also players who did not show up, such as Bender and Reus, who did not show up due to injury, and Götze did not show up because of family matters.

Despite Borussia Dortmund's ban on alcohol during league time, it was clear that tonight's dinner was not part of the group, and Schmelzer got an amnesty from the club. However, everyone was also very restrained, and instead of drinking high-alcohol liquor, they drank some beer and red wine. But despite this, many people also drank high at the end of the dinner and were driven home by their wives and girlfriends.

Schmelzer was very happy at tonight's dinner, and despite the injuries, Schmelzer didn't care at all. Schmelzer felt that he had spoken more to his team-mates tonight than in the previous months combined, and Schmelzer was also recognized by many of his teammates, which gave him great psychological satisfaction.

Some people are proud, some people are frustrated, and the fat man belongs to the frustrated person. Seeing his teammates come with his wife or girlfriend, but the fat man can only come alone, seeing things and thinking about people, the fat man's mood can be imagined. Originally, the fat man wanted Zhang Yuwei to accompany him, but in the end he vetoed this decision, and the fat man didn't want his teammates to have any misunderstanding.

Maybe it's a bad mood, maybe it's to release the pressure, the fat man faces the clinking glasses of his teammates, and he doesn't refuse to come. When the dinner was over, although the fat man drank well, he was slightly drunk. The fat man called a substitute driver and took himself back to the apartment.

As soon as the fat man was lying on the bed, he heard a knock on the door, the fat man got up and opened the door, and it turned out that it was Zhang Yuwei who knocked on the door.

"Teacher Zhang, I'...... Didn't I say I wouldn't have to go to class tonight, you...... Why are you still here? The team had dinner tonight, I drank too much, I didn't ...... I can't go to class. The fat man was dizzy and said in a daze.

Of course, Zhang Yuwei knew that the fat man was having dinner tonight, and the reason why she came to take a look was because Zhang Yuwei was not worried about the fat man. Since the fat man and Caroline confirmed their relationship, Zhang Yuwei felt the fat man's estrangement from her, although Zhang Yuwei felt uncomfortable, but Zhang Yuwei still accepted the facts, so Zhang Yuwei silently blessed the fat man and Caroline in her heart.

It's just that Zhang Yuwei has never understood what the "family reasons" Caroline told her before were, and it wasn't until Caroline was hospitalized that Zhang Yuwei understood the meaning of "family reasons".

But after figuring out this matter, Zhang Yuwei couldn't figure out another thing, that is, since Caroline knew that she had an incurable disease, why did Caroline accept the fat man's love and become the fat man's girlfriend, which eventually led to the fat man's current pain. Zhang Yuwei felt that although there was real love between the two, one party deceived the other.

It wasn't until recently that Zhang Yuwei figured out why, because of love. Love is selfish, so Caroline knew that she had a genetic disease, but she still accepted the love of the fat man, because she loved the fat man deeply, and she didn't want to miss the last moment of love. After figuring out the reason, Zhang Yuwei felt sorry for Caroline and felt worthless for the fat man.

Zhang Yuwei suddenly felt that she had an obligation to take care of the fat man, because she had promised Caroline before that if Caroline left, she would take care of the fat man, but Zhang Yuwei didn't expect that Caroline's mouth said that leaving was in this way; In addition, seeing the fat man getting thinner and decadent, Zhang Yuwei was also distressed, and felt that even if she stood in the perspective of her friends, she should take care of the fat man.

The fat man has indeed been more decadent lately, although the fat man is as serious as ever in training and competition, but as soon as he returns home, the fat man feels very lonely. The fat man now feels like an outcast, and the two women he loves deeply will eventually leave him, which makes the fat man feel a huge sense of powerlessness and frustration, even if the fat man is now very mature in his thinking, he can't stop his cranky thoughts.

In the half a month that he was guarding Caroline's side, the fat man didn't feel this way, after all, his girlfriend was in front of him, although the fat man was worried about Caroline's condition, but at least he didn't have messy thoughts, but now it's different. After returning to Dortmund, the fat man's mood began to become irritable, on the one hand, worried about Caroline's condition, and on the other hand, there was no hope. Every night the fat man would call Caroline's attending doctor, but every time he finished the beating, the fat man's mood would become heavy, because his condition did not improve.

The anxious mood tormented the fat man, which is why the fat man got drunk tonight. The fat man wants to numb himself with alcohol so that he doesn't think about these things anymore.

"Pang Hao, are you okay, I'll pour you some water to drink!" Seeing that the fat man was very drunk, Zhang Yuwei came over with a glass of water.

"I didn't ...... It's okay! Go back, I'll sleep...... Just get some sleep. The fat man spoke with difficulty.

The fat man eventually drank a glass of water and was in a better state of mind. In fact, as long as the fat person activates the heat flow in the body, the drunken state can be instantly reduced by half, but the fat person is reluctant to use the heat flow, because the fat person does not want to stay awake.

Seeing the fat man lying on the bed again, Zhang Yuwei gently took off the fat man's shoes, wanting the fat man to sleep more comfortably, and then found a wet towel to gently wipe the sweat beads on the fat man's forehead. Although the fat man had his eyes closed, he felt Zhang Yuwei's gentleness, like his girlfriend Caroline.

If Caroline hadn't been hospitalized and I was so drunk, she would have taken care of me like this, right?' The fat man silently asked himself, 'Caroline is a good woman, she has always taken good care of me......

"Thank you, Mr. Zhang, I'm much better now, you don't have to worry about me, go back quickly! It's not early! The fat man opened his distracted eyes.

Seeing the fat man's godless eyes, Zhang Yuwei was even more distressed. Because she remembered the man who was in high spirits on the court the day before. The man came off the bench in the second half, but he turned the tide and led the team to a comeback victory. Zhang Yuwei sat in the audience, feeling the fans' love and worship for this man, and unconsciously, the image of the fat man became tall in Zhang Yuwei's heart.

Since Zhang Yuwei and the fat man met, Zhang Yuwei has unconsciously fallen in love with football. And in the communication with friends, fat people are also an unavoidable topic, because in the Dortmund area, where the football atmosphere is strong, fat people are already the hottest football players. Under the influence of her ears and eyes, a seed has been planted in Zhang Yuwei's heart, although Zhang Yuwei tried her best to cover it up, this seed still sprouted. Maybe Zhang Yuwei didn't know that she had fallen hopelessly in love with the fat man unconsciously, otherwise she wouldn't have come to take care of the fat man late at night.

"Pang Hao, I know you're in pain right now, can you tell me about it?" Zhang Yuwei whispered, "It is said that the sharing of happiness is doubled, and the sharing of pain is halved, maybe you can feel better if you say it......"

The fat man is grateful for Zhang Yuwei's kindness, but there are some things that cannot be shared, just like now, the fat man wants to guard Caroline's side, but he can't do it; The fat man wanted to make Caroline better, but he couldn't do it either, this feeling of loss and helplessness, the tortured fat man was physically and mentally exhausted.

"Pang Hao, just talk about it, maybe I can help?" Zhang Yuwei continued to persuade Zhang Yuwei that Zhang Yuwei was really afraid that the fat man would bury everything in his heart, so don't hold it back.

"I want to take care of Caroline and be by her side, but unfortunately I'm a professional footballer and can't do it!" The fat man stared at the ceiling and said helplessly, "I tried my best to find so many doctors, but they couldn't find a solution...... I probably won't be able to save Caroline......"

When the fat man finished his last sentence, tears slowly overflowed from the corners of his eyes. The man has tears and doesn't flick, but he hasn't reached the sad place, and now the fat man's feelings have completely exploded.

Zhang Yuwei suddenly envied Caroline, because although she was lying on the hospital bed, there was a man who was sad for her. And he can only silently like a man, and he is not even qualified to speak.

"Pang Hao, don't be too sad, as long as you live, there is hope!" Zhang Yuwei persuaded.

"I know, but I don't want to!" The fat man shook his head, "Those famous doctors I found couldn't find a solution, and now I can only barely maintain my ......"

"Then you can't give up hope, maybe a miracle happens!" Zhang Yuwei continued to persuade.

"Miracle?" The fat man's eyes suddenly had some lightness, but suddenly dimmed again, "Will there be a miracle?" ”

"Yes!" Zhang Yuwei said affirmatively, "Just like you, you are a miracle ......"

Although the fat man is in a lot of mood swings now, the fat man still feels Zhang Yuwei's warm emotions, and inadvertently looks at Zhang Yuwei, which makes the fat man confirm this, because the fat man sees a pair of eyes full of eager feelings. The fat man suddenly snorted, and his brain suddenly cleared up a little more. The fat man thought that Zhang Yuwei had given up the kind of feelings for himself, but he didn't expect that it was not like that at all, the woman in front of him seemed to like him more than before.

Seeing that the fat man seemed to be aware, Zhang Yuwei recycled some of her feelings, and at the same time looked away, Zhang Yuwei felt that now was not a good time to express her feelings.

"Pang Hao, we have an ancient Chinese saying: fate is destined, so don't force yourself too much." Zhang Yuwei continued to persuade, "You and Caroline can be the best, don't be too sad if you can't, after all, birth, old age, sickness and death are all natural laws, not by people, so you should look at the ......."

In fact, what Zhang Yuwei said, the fat man understands, because the fat man has also persuaded himself in his heart before, but persuading himself and others to persuade himself are completely two effects. After all, the fat man is not yet twenty years old, even if he is psychologically mature, he is still a young man, he needs someone to comfort and understand, and the fat man also needs to find someone to confide in the bitterness in his heart. When Fat Man first joined the Myburgh team, Emma was this character, then Caroline, and now Zhang Yuwei inadvertently started working in this area.

"Thank you, Yuwei, I feel better now!" The fat man regained some of his spirit, "No matter what, I can't lose faith, I want to continue to hold on to this love, so that even if I lose it in the future, I won't regret it......"

Seeing the fat man say this, a trace of inexplicable brilliance flashed in Zhang Yuwei's eyes, which was a very complicated emotion. Zhang Yuwei was happy to see the fat man's confidence restored, but at the same time, Zhang Yuwei didn't want the fat man to hang himself on Caroline's tree, because according to what Zhang Yuwei learned, Caroline was lucky this time, Zhang Yuwei didn't want the fat man to endure this pain all the time, but Zhang Yuwei couldn't directly persuade the fat man to leave Caroline, because she couldn't say this kind of thing......

Zhang Yuwei suddenly became jealous of Caroline again, jealous that she met an infatuated man like a fat man earlier than herself, you must know that in Western countries where people are indifferent, this kind of fat man is absolutely rare.

"Pang Hao, in fact, you don't have to stay by Caroline's side all the time, after all, you are a professional player, you have your own career, you can't lose a big one because of a small one, you just need to take the time to take a look; Also, I know Caroline won't agree with you going to see it often, she said you're a very talented player and she wants to see you more successful......" Zhang Yuwei expressed her opinion.

"Yuwei, although you are right, you also know that Caroline's time is running out, I want to spend as much time with her as possible, and I noticed that Caroline is happy every time she wakes up and sees me guarding her bedside, she wants to see me......" The fat man defended.

Hearing the fat man's words, Zhang Yuwei was speechless for a moment, not knowing how to justify. In fact, psychologically speaking, Zhang Yuwei doesn't want the fat man to contact Caroline frequently, because the deeper the relationship between the fat man and Caroline, the more painful the fat man will be when Caroline is gone, and the more difficult it will be to get out of the sadness.

Zhang Yuwei suddenly hated Caroline again, feeling that Caroline was too selfish and didn't think about the fat man. Zhang Yuwei felt that if Caroline really loved the fat man, in this case, she should keep the fat man away from her and let the fat man focus more on his football career......

"Pang Hao, once Caroline told me the story between you, she told me that she had rejected you twice before, and the second time she rejected you was because she already knew her physical condition......" Zhang Yuwei spoke again, "but I didn't expect her to accept your ...... later"

"Actually, I begged her to say yes...... the fat man confessed.

"Did you know that Caroline had a health problem?" Zhang Yuwei asked.

"I don't know." The fat man replied truthfully, "I only found out when I went to visit Caroline in the hospital, she was born in Ireland, her mother died when she was a child, she was sent to an orphanage, and she was later adopted by an English couple......"

"Aren't you angry? Caroline she lied to you, she hid her condition! Zhang Yuwei reminded.

"I don't know!" The fat man shook his head, as if caught up in a memory, "When Caroline's parents told me everything about Caroline, I was only thinking about saving Caroline, and I didn't think about anything else...... She is a woman worthy of my love, but unfortunately we are not destined to be ......"