336 Monsoon Fanwai 1
For as long as I can remember, I had to drink a bowl of black things for three meals a day, and after I became sensible, I knew that the bowl of black things was called "medicine". Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Then I knew that I was different from others, not because I was born in the Ji family and had a noble status, but because I was very weak, my father, mother and grandfather were porcelain when I was a porcelain, and I was carefully served, and I didn't even dare to say it out loud, as if I would be broken if I said a big word.
The range of my activities, the bedroom and the garden in front of the bedroom, and the dining room, which was too far away for me to walk that far, so I had to use a wheelchair to get there.
The sky I saw was always the one above my head, and the high courtyard wall blocked all the scenery outside, and later I learned that this place was called Hidden Dragon Mountain.
I don't have friends, I don't go to school, I'm not lonely because I don't know what loneliness is.
All the knowledge I learned was taught to me by my parents, and when my parents didn't have time to teach me, my grandfather took the time to teach me, and then when I was a little older, I read books by myself, and I never forgot them. ”
The grade is a little older, in addition to reading, there is also horse walking, grandpa said that it is to strengthen the body, my mother is worried that I can't stand it, every time I see me forced to smile, laughing is more ugly than crying, I comforted her and told her that I have nothing to bear, but my mother ran out crying. The scope of activities has also expanded, from the garden in front of me to half of the house, and every time I walk around the garden, I have new discoveries.
One day my father told me that he and his mother were going out to work for a while, and said that they would come back to bring me politeness, and I pretended not to care, but in fact, I was looking forward to it, and I was waiting for them to come back, as well as their gifts, and they never came back, and there were two more black and white photo frames in the ancestral hall at home, and my grandfather told me that they went to a far, far away place, and I will know when I grow up.
For the first time, I saw a lot of people coming to my house, and they looked at me, and I couldn't understand or like it.
Knowing that my parents had gone far away and not coming back, I was very unhappy and depressed for a while, so I let go.
Later, I slowly got used to it, and I got used to being the only one and my grandfather at home.
Growing up, I know a lot of things, my parents sacrificed and died, so I can't come back, my grandfather seems to be a great person, and I am a sick seedling, how long I can live is the last thing I know, maybe I can live to old age, maybe I will die tomorrow, but I am not sad.
Once I got sick, my heart hurt so much that I fainted, and when I woke up, there was a female nurse next to me, and my grandfather said that this female nurse would take care of me from then on.
I don't care if there are many people around me or if there are few people, just grandpa can rest assured.
When I was twenty-five years old, the female nurse who took care of me suddenly confessed to me, saying that she had liked me for a long time, and I thought about it for a night and agreed, thinking that I should leave a queen for the Ji family. I don't know how long I can live, and I can't live like a normal person, and I asked her if she wants to marry me.
The female nurse smiled and shed tears and agreed, I don't understand why she laughed and cried at the same time, whether she was happy or sad, decided to get married, and announced to her grandfather that night, it didn't take long for me to get married, after I got married, I still lived in Yinlong Mountain, and in the days that followed, I knew that her name was Meilan.
Although I can't live an ordinary life, I can respect her like a guest, I got married a few years ago, my grandfather died suddenly, I didn't feel very sad, because I had already seen it, and the next one after my grandfather was me. Without the big mountain of grandpa, our family moved out of Yinlong Mountain and lived in the military compound in the capital.
After another year, my son was born, and I was very happy to have a son, and I taught him everything I knew. For the sake of my son, I worked hard to live, and I stayed up for more than ten years, until my son was fifteen years old, his body had reached the limit, and when he was dying, he told his son that if he wanted to get ahead, there was only one way to join the army, and he handed over the connections left by the old man to his son, and then I let go, leaving them orphans and widows to live a hard life in the world, although I am very sorry, but I have tried my best.
When I was sober, I found that I was being carried upside down, a pair of feet were being grabbed, that position made me very uncomfortable, I wanted to see who was carrying me, but I couldn't open my eyes, let alone speak, I don't know why I was here, I remember very clearly, I was dead, or did someone steal my body, what was their plot? The words I heard in my ears were weird.
"Why doesn't the baby cry?" Very nice female voice, but unfamiliar.
"It can't be dumb, right?" Young man's voice.
"It's ugly." Young woman's voice.
"It's the same when you first give birth, and it'll be good if it grows in a few days."
"Nurse, why isn't my son crying?" A middle-aged man's voice, I thought about it, this voice is a little familiar, before I can remember, I was slapped in the ass, it didn't hurt, I didn't want to cry, but I opened my mouth and cried, I thought it was very strange, I cried a few times and I didn't cry, and then I felt very sleepy and sleepy, I wanted to sleep, I wanted to use my strong willpower to control me not to sleep, but this sleepiness was too strong, and I didn't support it for long before I slept again.
I heard a lot of people talking in a daze, but I ate when I was hungry, ate and slept, and after a decadent day like this, I was finally able to open my eyes, and I found that I was lying in a strange place, and I saw a limited place, and there was a bed not far in front of me, and there was a middle-aged young woman lying on it, and the middle-aged young woman seemed to be sleeping, and then a young man in a military uniform came up to me, did not speak, and looked at me quietly, and I also looked at him quietly, and then he suddenly laughed, and heard him pinch my face and say, "Come, call brother." ”
Brother?
Suddenly I realized that something was wrong, my mind couldn't turn around, my mind was a little confused, I had to figure out what was going on, so I closed my eyes and ignored him. First of all, I died, this is a fact, the body was not stolen, no one used me to endanger their mother and son, there was no conspiracy, let alone using me as an experiment, but I thought too much; Secondly, I became smaller, so small that I couldn't even turn over, let alone speak, and it turned into crying as soon as I spoke, so when I couldn't speak, I tried not to speak, and combined with the situation in the past few days, I deduced that I had just been born from the belly of the lady in bed, and this lady was my mother, and the word 'mother' came out of my mouth and felt a little weird...... Let's not talk about that incident, in short, this strange situation is like a story I once read - borrowing the body to return the soul.