In the past two days, Su Xingug refused me, didn't hold the child for me, and fed 'milk' with 'milk' powder. шщш.(vii) (ix) x.S.сом The update is so fast.

Sometimes I sit on the 'bed' and look out the window at the 'color' for hours in a daze.

After I changed back to Su Xing, because I was a little "sluggish" in my "spirit", I was dismissed from my job and had to go home to rest.

I want to kill Su Xing, I really want to go crazy, but I can't do it.

According to the time and space I am doing now, if Su Wuhui doesn't kill Su Xing again, then she really died in a car accident.

And Bai Meisheng is almost eleven years old.

After almost ten months here, I was homesick too.

And recently, I suddenly woke up to one thing, if I kill Su Xing, then, when I become Su Wuhua, there should be a Su Xing, right?

If there is no Su Xing, isn't Su Wuxie's brother dead in the eyes of everyone?

How will the twenty-seven-year-old Su Xing exist now?

Also, will my soul be fixed in the body of the twenty-seven-year-old Su Xing, or will I continue to live in the body of the soon-to-be seventeen-year-old Su Wuhui?

The old village chief said that he would give me a gift, so what kind of gift would it be?

On this day, there was a drizzle of rain in the air, and the clouds were dark. I stood in front of the house, staring at the sky in a daze. A mouthful of white mist came out of my mouth. It's been getting colder lately.

Bai Meisheng opened the 'door' and walked out, came to me and took my hand, and leaned next to me.

She didn't say anything, she was quiet with me.

I saw a drizzle falling like snow, and the picture of the whole world had a dim beauty. I suddenly smiled, as if I heard the piano sounding and touched the heart in the depths.

This time, you must kill Su Xing.

……

On the third day, Su Xing still took care of the children by himself, as if he had become a competent 'milk' father. Su Zimei is very "well-behaved", she doesn't cry, she is happy all day long, and Su Xing is also relaxed.

I left the house 'door' and was going to buy dichlorvos...... Well, who will tell me what else can poison Su Xing except dichlorvos, which drinks a dead man's soul when he drinks it?

In the end I didn't bring anything.

There are no poisons on the market now, unless they go to the black market. He still doesn't take sleeping 'pills' or the like for Su Xing.

So, after a day of free time, I went home in the evening.

"Where have you been?" Su Xing asked me.

"I bought poison 'medicine', but I couldn't find where to sell it." I tiredly went to my room.

Su Xing frowned, probably guessed it, but still asked, "Why?" ”

"Knowingly, of course, to poison you."

Su Xing smiled and said, "Wuhui, if you want to kill me, just take a knife and stab me in the stomach?" ”

I stopped and glanced back at him.

"Where's your daughter?"

Su Xing said: "I'm asleep." ”

"Okay, you stand there and don't move, I'll go get a knife." As I spoke, I ignored Su Xing's sneering voice and went to the kitchen to get a fruit knife.

"Are you really going to kill me?"

"Yes, are you scared of Su Xing?" I came to Su Xing, stared at Su Xing's stomach, and fantasized about the knife in my hand after stabbing it in.

"Of course I'm afraid, but if the person I love the most wants to kill me, what can I do?" Su Xing said softly.

"Don't say these nonsense words to take my mercy, Su torture I tell you, you must die."

"Hehe, come on." As if resigned to his fate, Su Xing closed his eyes, and had no intention of resisting at all.

I looked at the knife in my hand and said in a tangled voice: "My brother, don't you have any wishes before you die?" ”

Su Xing closed his eyes and smiled at me, and said, "Then take care of my 'girl', after I am gone, tell her that my father has gone far, far away, and tell her that if she is an excellent 'girl' child, she will be able to see her father in the future...... Actually, I'd love to hear her call Daddy. ”

He suddenly opened his eyes, tears welling up in his eyes.

I covered my eyes and didn't want to look at it, and said cruelly, "Since your wish has been spoken, then I will definitely fulfill you." ”

"Thank you, Mue. I used to just like Su Feiya, but I later learned that I fell in love with a 'girl' who was very handsome and cute. Su Xing closed his eyes again and said with tears streaming down his face: "Su Wuhua, I love you." Kill me. ”

I covered my eyes with my hands and said mournfully, "You and you, you can say another wish, say one and I can fulfill your wish immediately, okay?" Otherwise, I won't be able to do it. ”

"Then just call me brother again."

"Brother, don't you have a better wish? A wish that can barely be reciprocal with life, such as letting me and you go on or something. The knife in my hand was trembling, as if it wanted to escape my palm.

"Excuse me, I don't want to leave you with this kind of pain again. Kill me now. Although Su Xing was in tears, he was also smiling at me.

I can't see him like this, let alone do it.

"You, you, you'd better roll the sheets with me first, okay? It's okay to die after you get out. ”

"Nope."

"I'm begging you, okay? Isn't it good to die a merry ghost? ”

"Kill it."

"I'll kill you! Can you roll with me first? ”

"I'm sorry, no painting, I'm not going to do that."

"Nima, then how can I kill you? Labor and management can't do it like this, okay! At the very least, you want me to hate you, okay? Come! x got me! I threw the knife to the ground with a flick of my hand.

"......" Su Xing was speechless.

"Brother, you want me, okay?" I hugged his waist.

"Isn't this obviously indebted...... Su Xing wiped away his tears and said seriously.

"Cut, you're still obviously 'wanting' to indulge." I disdainfully said, "But I still got hit." ”

"I'm not 'lust', I'm really crying. You really broke my heart just now. Su Xing hugged me and breathed a sigh of relief.

I was slightly stunned, then I strengthened my mind and said, "But you must die, if you don't die, I will die...... Su Xing, let me ask you, don't you want to die for me? ”

"Why did you die?"

"You don't care so much. Don't you love me? Do you want to die for me? ”

Su Xing was silent for a moment, hugged me tighter and tighter, as if he was afraid of losing me, and whispered, "I am willing." ”

This made me stunned again.

"Is it necessary?" Half a day, I said this.

"Who called you the one I love the most. You are so beautiful and so lovely, how can I be willing to let you die. Su Xing pushed me away, grabbed my shoulders, looked at me and said affectionately.

"Well, since I can't do it, and you're willing to die for me, then you're going to commit suicide, okay?"

Su Xing looked at me in silence.

"Excuse me?" I sneered.