It's as if there is a certain number in the dark.

Yun Chu himself felt very strange.

No matter how she goes around, she can't seem to avoid the name Gu Yi'an!

This name really followed her like a spell, like a shadow.

"I like her, but I can't say it." Gu Xijin chuckled, "When I first had a crush on her, I didn't know that she was not related to me. At the time, I just thought ...... It was a strange feeling for her. Throughout my adolescence, I didn't have any girlfriends, not that there were no girls chasing me, but I always couldn't help but compare the girls who chased me with her...... I found that I couldn't accept any other girl except her. ”

Yun Chu pursed her lips and looked at Gu Xijin in a daze, she didn't know what she should say, let alone what kind of reaction she should make.

Should she sympathize with Gu Xijin?

fell in love with his sister, Gu Xijin back then, was still an ignorant young man, when he fell in love with his sister, that kind of psychological struggle and helplessness, hesitation and despair...... It's really sympathetic!

But Yun Chu is really not sympathetic!

Her mind was firmly occupied by the three words Gu Yi'an!

"I was so young at the time that I didn't know what to do with it, and when I saw her thinking about her, I felt very anxious and uncomfortable. But when I didn't see her, I was very hesitant...... I don't know what the future holds, I don't know what the road ahead ......" Gu Xijin sighed, "I want to see her, but I don't dare to see her...... Hehe......"

Gu Xijin's mood was very stunned.

Yun Chu couldn't empathize with him......

There was only one thought in her mind, why Gu Yi'an? Why?

It always seems to be Gu Yi'an!

Yun Chu really felt that he was going crazy.

Although she didn't feel too much touched by Gu Xijin's confession, and even thought it was ridiculous and funny, but why Gu Yi'an?

Gu Xijin smiled: "Later, I accidentally learned that she and I are actually not related by blood, do you know how I felt at the time?" Well, I'm finally not a pervert who likes my sister. But even so, she is still my sister in name, and the most I can do is allow myself to like her in my heart, but I can't really say it to her, let alone do anything to her......"

Yun Chu pursed his lips and looked at Gu Xijin lightly.

"I don't really know a lot of things about her, but the only thing I know is that she has too much pain and too much complexity of human nature." Gu Xijin said in a low voice, "I want to help her, but many times it backfires." Gradually, I didn't even dare to come near her......"

Yun Chu didn't quite understand what Gu Xijin was talking about, but she could probably imagine it.

If according to what Tan Jincheng said, Gu Yi'an is simply the test specimen of Angel Island, then what Gu Xijin refers to may be the things that Angel Island did to Gu Yi'an in order to do experiments.

Those things are really hard to meddle in and impossible to deal with.

"After she and Tan Jincheng were together, I thought she would finally be able to live a plain and happy life, and I thought that Tan Jincheng could protect her...... But in fact, Tan Jincheng didn't do it. Gu Xijin sighed, "Tan Jincheng didn't protect her either." ”

Yun Chu was silent, and she had nothing to say.

Tan Jincheng really failed to protect Gu Yi'an, otherwise, Gu Yi'an would not have disappeared or even died......

"I wondered, was it wrong for me to let go?" Gu Xijin smiled.

Yun Chu pursed her lips, she couldn't stand it a little, "So what exactly do you want to say?" You want to tell me that your affection for her will not change until death? No, I can see it even if you don't say it. You love her, even if she is already with Tan Jincheng, even if she has disappeared or even died, you still love her. So...... What are you trying to tell me? ”

Gu Xijin raised her eyebrows.

Yun Chu smiled: "You are trying to tell me that you love her, but you like me now?" Loving her and liking me, is not in conflict? Or is it that I'm so similar to her, so you can't like her, so you like me? ”

"It's not." Gu Xijin smiled and said, "I just found out that you are different from her." I thought my feelings for her were love, but in fact I just liked ...... It's because of my relationship with her, and a certain obsession that my heart continues to deepen, an obsession that I desire to get, and the more I can't get that obsession, the deeper it will become...... But in fact, I didn't love her as much as I thought I would. ”

"......" Yun Chu was silent.

This statement is really novel.

She even looked at Gu Xijin with some suspicion, and she didn't know why, she always felt that this statement was very weird!

He first told her how much he loved Gu Yi'an, but then he told her that he didn't love her as much as he imagined......

What kind of emotion is this?

Yun Chu looked at Gu Xijin rather speechlessly.

If Gu Xijin made up such a paragraph for her, then she was really flattered!

How could she let him deliberately make up such a passage for her, and even let him deny Gu Yi'an, whom he had loved for so long?

It's a joke!

But Gu Xijin's attitude was very serious, and there was no joke in his eyes.

Yun Chu fell silent.

She didn't know how to face such a Gu Xijin.

His seriousness, for her...... Extraordinary!

She's just gotten to know him, and she doesn't even know anything about him......

"Isn't it hard to believe?" Gu Xijin smiled.

Yun Chu nodded, it is indeed like this, it is indeed very, very unbelievable.

"Don't say it's you, even myself, I find it hard to believe." Gu Xijin shook her head helplessly, "I never thought that one day, I would be for a girl...... A girl who met for the first time, so crazy! ”

Crazy.

Gu Xijin actually used the word crazy to describe his mood.

Yun Chu couldn't help but laugh: "Your description is too exaggerated. How can I make you ......"

"To be honest, I know almost nothing about you, but from the first time I saw you, I knew it was you." Gu Xijin looked at her with a smile, her eyes were full of gentleness and seriousness, "It's also the first time I've experienced this feeling, that is, at the first glance, I can determine my own mind." Have you ever encountered one? ”

Yun Chu was stunned.

At first glance, you can determine your own mind.

Has she ever encountered it?

Without waiting for her to answer, Gu Xijin spoke again: "I can only hope that you haven't encountered it." Because once you do, there's nothing to do with me anymore. Isn't it? ”