Chapter 114: Self-pity and self-pity
In the morning, there was no one at the table who spoke. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
After eating, Zhang Defa wanted to comfort Liu Xinyue, because he didn't send her to the bedroom when she was drunk.
When he wanted to pull her hand, Liu Xinyue dodged.
Perhaps, she blamed me for not taking care of her, after all, it was the first day that I let her drink like that, and she ran to the wrong room.
didn't think about it so much, Zhang Defa smiled and said: "I shouldn't have let you drink so much wine yesterday, it's me who is wrong, don't be angry, today, let's go buy gifts, I'm going to give you a big gift, what do you want?" ”
Liu Xinyue lowered her head, glanced at Meng Tianhao secretly, and said, "I don't want your money, and I don't want your gifts." I...... I'm not for this. ”
Finding that Liu Xinyue's eyes glanced at Meng Tianhao, Zhang Defa thought that she knew that she had entered the wrong room, and also knew that she had slept with Meng Tianhao, and she was remorseful and repentant, and said with a smile: "It's okay, it's okay, we have to look forward in the future." ”
Yes, everything has to look forward.
Liu Xinyue is a girl born in Bandai Town, a small town near Tianyang City, a third-rate small city, because her family has a serious patriarchal mentality, she has always wanted a boy, and she is not very good.
Later, when she was thirteen years old, her mother added a younger brother to her, and the family was a little better for her because of her good mood, and another reason was because she studied well and has always been the first in the town. Never got a second.
At the age of thirteen, she left home and went to the third-rate city of Tianyang to attend a key middle school. Because of her good grades, she is one of the few free students. However, his family still did not give him a sufficient share of the money, saying that he would support his younger brother and let her save some flowers.
She knew that her brother's milk powder was foreign milk powder, and the money for a bucket of milk powder was enough for her to live for two months. She was not angry with her family, but she told herself that she must have money in the future, and she must make her family regret treating her like this.
From that day on, she worked harder, whether it was studying or anything else, she wanted to be the first.
Although she failed many times, her scholarship was never broken. Those scholarships alone were enough for her to live, and her family, who had never cared much about her, would know that.
With her own efforts, Liu Xinyue was able to live a prosperous life in school, and she enrolled herself in a lot of study classes during the holidays, so she didn't go home a few times a year.
She remembers that at the age of eighteen, she was admitted to Yenching University, and that was the last time she went home.
Because her family dropped her out of school, saying that there was no money for him to go to college, she said that she could work and study on her own, and she could also take out a loan at school......
"You have to earn money to support your brother, he doesn't study well, he will have to spend a lot of money to go to college in the future, and he will have to spend money to buy ...... to work"
"Also, you have to buy a house in the future, and your brother will definitely go to the big city to buy a house in the future, how much will it cost, so you have to go out to work now to earn money!"
Her parents' words were like pins and needles, like knives cutting through her heart.
Holding back her tears, Liu Xinyue didn't cry, she promised to send money to her family every year, and said that Yanjing would go to work.
One summer, Liu Xinyue worked three jobs. This job is not tiring at all, it is to be a tutor.
At first, she looked for a family, and the family was looking for college students with good grades, and she said that she didn't need money, just took care of food.
Then she took out her Yenching University admission notice certificate, and took out her honorary certificate of being rated as an outstanding student in Tianyang City for three consecutive years.
Although these are fake, however, the ID card is real.
She said she didn't want money, and the family couldn't believe her, so they just let her take a class and try it, and they hadn't found a tutor yet.
The family asked her to give lessons to their son.
Their son is about the same age as her younger brother, and although he is very studious, he can memorize all the liberal arts, but mathematics is the most difficult.
Liu Xinyue found that he had applied for a lot of math tutoring classes, but the more he studied, the more he couldn't learn. Just say, "Mathematics is the easiest of all subjects, so why should I sign up for classes?" There are so many teachers, none of them taught you how to learn math, and now, you forget all the teachers that have taught you, follow me for a lesson, and I promise you will learn more than all the teachers combined. ”
The parents of the students also heard this sentence, and of course, the whole family did not believe it.
In the one-hour class, Liu Xinyue only spoke for forty minutes before stopping. After chatting with the boy for fifteen minutes, the family was reluctant and came over and asked, "Why don't you give a lecture just to chat?" ”
Liu Xinyue said: "According to what we said, I still have five minutes of class, although I am not good in class, but please respect me and let me finish the class." ”
The family thought, I won't give you money anyway, a meal, you can eat and leave, I will ask the teacher tomorrow. He said nothing more.
In the last five minutes, Liu Xinyue began to repeat to the boy what she had said in 40 minutes. The boy found that he knew what she had said. So, he hurriedly found the exercises he didn't know before, and in less than five minutes, he solved three.
After eating a bowl of noodles simply, Liu Xinyue was about to leave with her schoolbag on her back, and the boy said respectfully, "Teacher, when are you coming tomorrow?" ”
His family said: "She won't come back, she is all chatting during class time, and she is not responsible at all!" ”
The boy was anxious: "Why is it irresponsible, I have learned everything she said, and I have solved three math problems in a row, if I am still the previous teacher, I will definitely not be able to teach so well!" ”
Liu Xinyue was hired, and the salary for an hour was 400 yuan. Because when the other party told her the price, she insisted that she didn't want money, but just wanted to give her a meal. This family is a wealthy family, and they don't know how many tutors they have changed. It hasn't worked.
I finally met a good teacher, they felt very sorry for their initial attitude, and their children's mathematics has always been a heart disease, if this subject goes up, there is no problem in the future to be admitted to a good school, so in the end, the price was raised to 400 yuan an hour.
In this family alone, two hours of counseling a day is 24,000 yuan a month.
Then she took two more houses, both at the price of 400 yuan an hour, so that she earned 48,000 yuan a month.
Even after the start of school, she still teaches an hour of tutoring every day, and she still earns 10,000 yuan a month.
Every month, she sends 2,000 yuan to her family. can't give too much, giving too much can only make the family more greedy, and let the younger brother who is spoiled by his parents be even more useless.
When she was in college, she transferred to a master's degree and then a doctorate.
After graduating with a doctorate, she met Zhang Defa. From him, she felt a feeling that she longed for very much. Maybe it's father's love, maybe it's romance, maybe it's because he's rich, and no matter what, she's in love with him.
Finally entered his door, only one step away, and he really became his person. But......
got up from the bed in a daze, but she kept thinking about Meng Tianhao, who was thirteen years younger than her, he was like her younger brother, but unfortunately, it was much better than her brother, so good that her heart could no longer tolerate anything else.
Everyone knows that Meng Tianhao's saliva is poison for women, it is the poison of love, as long as it is a woman who eats his saliva, she will immediately fall madly in love with him.
Liu Xinyue is undoubtedly one of them.
That kind of love is poison without an antidote, just like taking a toxic stimulant, happy, excited, comfortable, and beautiful, just like God has become a god. Liu Xinyue's love for Meng Tianhao is still sweet and happy, just like meeting a lover who has not been caught up in love for eight lifetimes.
"I'm drinking well." Liu Xinyue said suddenly.
Zhang Defa didn't understand what she meant by this. He looked at her earnestly, seeing what she wanted to say.
"I'm a double master's degree, and a Ph.D." Meng Tianhao's mouth grew in shock when he said this, he never thought that his hand would touch the doctor's chest.
Liu Xinyue continued: "I didn't go to postdoc because I was old and wanted a complete home. I originally thought that you were my dependence, but ......, but, you are old, you can't drink a lot, you can't do a lot of things with me. And, I don't need your money either. When I first graduated from high school, I was earning 48,000 yuan a month. Although I am not rich now, I am not short of money to spend. ”
Zhang Defa understood that she didn't want to marry herself.
After organizing the language, Zhang Defa said: "Well, it's nothing, I'm already old, it's my daughter who wants you to ......, since we ......, we can still be friends, and you are still my daughter's good friend." To avoid embarrassment, he turned to his daughter with a smile and said, "Is that right?" ”
Liu Xinyue lowered her head and didn't dare to speak, nor did she dare to look at Zhang Kexin, Zhang Kexin couldn't help pursing her lips, glanced at Meng Tianhao's brother resentfully, and thought to herself, what did Meng Tianhao's brother feel about her, did he like this older woman?
Since she was unwilling to marry Zhang Defa, Liu Xinyue did not leave Zhang Defa's house and lived cheekily.
There are a lot of rooms in the house, and Zhang Defa has one more person in the house, but there is nothing in fact, and she is a beauty. Liu Xinyue didn't live on the second floor, and Liu Xinyue wouldn't let her live on the third floor, so she arranged for her to live alone on the fourth floor of the top floor.
Meng Tianxue saw that there were people living on the fourth floor, and offered to move to the fourth floor, saying that it was quiet and easy to study. So he lived opposite Liu Xinyue.
In such a situation, if he wants to see his sister, Meng Tianhao has to go to the fourth floor to see her. The dog river crab dragon no longer had a ban on not going up to the second floor, because Meng Tianhao needed it to go to the fourth floor to guard the door for his sister Meng Tianxue.
is just a dog, Liu Xinyue has never had a pet, and she has no time to deal with dogs and cats. Originally, she was still a little afraid, but when she saw the way the dog looked at her, and the way she shook her head and sighed, she couldn't help but feel very curious.
"Do dogs still sigh, just like people? Maybe it's because I have observed too little of these things before, no wonder so many people have pets, and no wonder many people say that dogs are also a mouthful. Liu Xinyue sighed and reached out to touch the hair of the river crab dragon.
"Not all dogs sigh."
While enjoying Liu Xinyue's touch, she expressed her opinion.
In fact, the river crab dragon has never enjoyed such a gentle touch, and at this moment, it wants to be a human again.
Liu Xinyue, who was gently stroking the river crab dragon, seemed to have been electrocuted, trembling all over, and suddenly pulled her hand back: "You...... Can you speak? ”
The river crab dragon turned to look at Liu Xinyue and licked his tongue. After that, it nodded slightly, looked left and right, and shook its head again.
That vivid expression frightened Liu Xinyue. The squatting body can't stand up at all, and the teeth fight up and down hard. A whisper came out of his mouth: "Help...... Help...... Help ......"
"I'm Koo!" The river crab dragon burst out in a foul mouth, "You are still not the boss of the woman, you are cowardly like this, alas! How do you ...... How can you be one of the eldest women? ”
The Boss Woman?
Liu Xinyue suddenly thought that this dog belonged to Meng Tianhao, and she was bold and trembled and said, "He ...... Does he know you can speak? ”
The river crab dragon sneered: "Sneer......"
At this moment, Liu Xinyue understood, and after churning in her heart for a long time, she finally calmed down and asked something that the river crab dragon didn't expect: "He...... Will he like me? ”
The river crab dragon was stunned for a moment and shook the hair on his body. Liu Xinyue hesitated for a moment, stretched out her hand tremblingly, and continued to help the river crab dragon scratch its hair, gently combing it, and after a long time, she didn't see the river crab dragon answer, but her courage was also a little bigger, and she asked softly: "Is this comfortable, is it so?" ”
"Well, it's okay, but it's not as good as the first one. A little further to the left...... A little further up, a little to the right,...... Keep to the left, well, the range is a bit larger. Lighter ......, okay, it's pretty much the same this time, yes, that's what it looks like. The commander of the river crab dragon enjoyed it, and did not mean to give Liu Xinyue an answer at all.
Liu Xinyue has been patiently tickling it, and her squatting legs are a little numb, and finally asked softly: "Your boss...... He'll ......"
Saying that, Liu Xinyue suddenly blushed, although she was talking to a dog, but this dog could talk, if it talked to Meng Tianhao about this, where would she put her face? However, she couldn't help but ask, because she was really worried that she just went to the wrong bed and slept in the same bed with Meng Tianhao, in fact, nothing happened, and besides, she didn't have a good impression of him at first, I'm afraid he also knew it, if he didn't like him......
So what else do you have to do?
Liu Xinyue suddenly felt very sad: "What does he feel about me, will he like me?" ”
Liu Xinyue finally said the question she wanted to ask, she had never been so unconfident, even if she faced great difficulties before, she would find a way to solve it, but this time, she didn't have any confidence at all, and even felt very self-pitying, as if she had reached the most dangerous situation, but she couldn't find any way to get out.
"If he doesn't accept me, I'll die, and I'll die very sadly." Facing a dog, Liu Xinyue said something she had never dared to believe before. (To be continued.) )