For Ruan Xirui, Mo Wen will never forget that on the wedding night, when he gently picked up the bright red mandarin duck Xipa with the Ruyi weighing rod, his beautiful and bright face instantly amazed his eyes.

Under the distant mountain-like eyebrows, the affectionate eyes seem to have water waves, the small and erect Qiong nose is like jade, the red lips are like the most vivid madder, and her whole jade face is like a skilled carver carved out, Mo Wen looked at her, and there was a trace of tenderness in his heart.

She's really beautiful.

"Lord Wang."

Mo still remembers that Ruan Xirui's voice when he opened his mouth to call him was as if a soft jade bead was sprinkled on the jade plate from a high air, making a crisp sound, and the light voice really made him intoxicated.

For Ruan Xirui, he really likes it very much, everything he loves about her, her long black and soft hair, her rippling eyes, and her smile, every trace and every minute is enough for him to savor carefully.

But he told himself that he couldn't like her.

Because, this is unpredictable for him to marry, it is a great irony for him who failed to compete for the throne, this is his lifelong shame!

He lost his martial arts, lost his throne, and lost his father, who had always loved him, and in a short period of time, it seemed that in the blink of an eye, suddenly, he was nothing.

He is unwilling, so no matter how bright and moving Ruan Xirui is, no matter how beautiful and delicious she is, no matter how much she makes him feel excited......

He didn't dare to like it, he didn't dare.

He was afraid that once he fell in love with Ruan Xirui, he would forget everything he had suffered, forget everything he had lost, and forget the deep hatred in his heart.

So, he can't like her.

But even if he is already a wasted person, Ruan Xirui has never disliked him, and even took care of him meticulously, but she is such a hard-working person, the more uncomfortable Mo Wen's heart becomes, so for Ruan Xirui, she is becoming more and more cold.

He didn't dare, he didn't dare to get too close to Ruan Xirui, he was afraid that he would indulge in the present contentment, forgetting the pain he had suffered, and what he had to do.

"Lord Wang, why are you so cold to me, is it because, where did I offend you?"

Mo Wen still remembered that this was the second month after they got married, Ruan Xirui asked him so, looking at the faint tears in her eyes, Mo Wen's heart ached, he didn't want to see her cry.

But what he thought in his heart, he couldn't say it to Ruan Xirui, he actually occasionally fantasized that when he really took back the throne, he would tell her everything and let her be his only queen.

So, on that night, he stayed in Ruan Xirui's room for the first time.

But what he didn't expect was that because Shenyang Gong had not yet been completed, he actually caused Yuanyang to run rampant around his body, so Ruan Xirui was also tragically implicated, and since then, Qingsi has turned gray.

Seeing Ruan Xirui's aging and ugly appearance, Mo Wen was frightened, he never thought that Ruan Xirui, who would be harmed, would become like this, so he never dared to see Ruan Xirui again.

He felt guilty.

"Lord Wang, you don't like me when I become like this, right?"

When Mo Wen avoided it, Ruan Xirui wore a veil, sat at the door of his room, and silently spoke by himself, although Mo Wen did not respond a word.

Ruan Xirui didn't know that in the room she couldn't see, Mo Wen was silently gritting his teeth and bearing the pain of the waste, he didn't dare to make a sound, he was afraid that as soon as he made a sound, he would shout, he didn't want Ruan Xirui to worry about himself.

However, after all, he didn't understand a woman's heart, so he also invisibly hurt Ruan Xirui and pushed her deeper and deeper into the abyss of pain.

In the end, Ruan Xirui, who was lonely and helpless, could only choose to sneak out of the palace and ask for help from Moji.

But because Mo Wen didn't want Mo Wen to know about his embarrassment, Ruan Xirui's first escape was stopped by Mo Wen, and he also found someone to ground her.

In this way, Ruan Xirui was even more disappointed in Mo Wen.

However, Li Xingcheng, who was in charge of making trouble, didn't want to see this kind of scene, what he wanted to see was that Mo Wen and Mo Chao turned against each other, so he came to help Ruan Xirui escape.

By the way, it is worth emphasizing that the Shenyang Gong method of the Ling Zen Temple is also unpredictable by Li Xingcheng.

Therefore, Li Xingcheng is actually an extremely annoying villain, mixed everywhere, too many things, all because of him.

"Don't ask, if you are unkind, don't blame me for being unjust."

He remembered that this was Ruan Xirui's last sentence to him, and after saying this, Ruan Xirui hurried to the palace with the help of the people arranged by Li Xingcheng to meet Mo Yu.

And this kind of situation is what Li Xingcheng really wants.

After hearing this, Mo Wen immediately panicked, but he was already in pain and couldn't move, and he couldn't even go out to stop her, so he could only watch her gradually walk away.

"Mingkong, after so many years, you should also learn to let go."

Looking at the bright sky with a slightly painful expression, Master Huijue couldn't help but sigh and said, "If you are only immersed in pain and guilt, you will not be able to grow. ”

"I know Master, but I will never be able to forgive myself."

Mingkong's voice trembled a little, but he tried his best to control it, wanting his words to be calmer, but because of the deep pain in his heart, he couldn't control his emotions.

"So, so, will she know?"

Master Huijue just smiled slightly, he knew that over the years, Mingkong's heart had been very bitter, but what could this be, even if he continued to bear this guilt and pain for ten years, twenty years, or even longer, but that person would never know about it again, speaking of which, this was a meaningless thing at all.

"I know Master, I know everything."

A trace of bitterness flashed in Mingkong's eyes, that's right, he can only comfort his conscience by feeling more guilty in his heart, but doing this is just deceiving himself, who knows?

No one will know at all, what outsiders know about Mo Wen is just a heinous flower thief, and the prodigal son turned back This kind of thing is just a nice thing to say, but in fact, many people feel that letting him survive is really cheap for him.

"Now that you know, try to atone for your sins, instead of just blaming yourself, and in the future, in front of the Buddha, you will receive the forgiveness you deserve."

"Yes, Master."

Mingkong bowed his head and folded his hands respectfully in reply, but his hands were still trembling.

Master Huijue looked at him with a sigh, and said in his heart, I am afraid that this period of self-redemption in my heart will still take a long time.