Chapter 394: About Zhang Tao's Concept of Love in His Past Life
Zhang Tao doesn't seem to have heard the song, with a little lingering and a little complaining. Zhang Tao's mood was not very good, but now that he listens to it, his heart is getting lower, and he becomes more anxious when he drinks wine.
Maybe the emotional experience in his previous life was too bad, and Zhang Tao still doesn't understand what the relationship between him and He Fang is. Maybe he just coveted her body and snapped with her, so he regarded her as his girlfriend.
Maybe it's because he has some complexes of He Fang in his memory, and then at a certain moment he was spawned by a certain environment, so there was a reason for something.
There is no normal man and woman between the two of them, who have experienced the stage of acquaintance and love. It's an acquaintance, and then a night of snapping, which is extremely familiar with his emotional experience in his previous life, so he doesn't understand it himself.
Whether he and He Fang wanted more than love, or because of some kind of change caused by memory fermentation, Zhang Tao really couldn't figure it out, and it seemed that he had fallen into some kind of cycle in his previous life.
In his previous life, he thought very simply, find a woman who is a little chubby for nothing, with a gentle personality, there is some tacit understanding between the two, and then there are common topics. There will be no quarrels over various things, and then a stable, simple and happy life.
However, he was too naïve to think, and life never had a script. This kind of thinking was crooked at the beginning, and there has never been any white and chubby women around him that he likes, all of them are yellow and thin women.
The shape is not right, maybe this can be accommodated, but it has encountered the influence of various material factors, as well as the influence of various fashionable things. Then his relationship did not last for a long time, and at most he lasted for two years and said goodbye.
At that time, he thought that he was a kind of loving man, and every time he broke up, he had to toss himself for several years before starting another relationship, wasting all his youth in depression.
By the time he fell in love for the third time, he had already run for three, and a girl he met at this time happened to coincide with his national business trip. I have seen each other two or three times in half a year, but this time the relationship didn't last even for the whole year.
Within a year, my girlfriend couldn't stand the days when her boyfriend was often not around, and she ran away with her ex at the slightest awkwardness. Zhang Tao did not continue to toss in the sadness this time, but directly let go of the sheep and completely went to the opposite.
Although he has no money, he is a little handsome, so he really has no shortage of women. The female companions around her began to change in a casual manner, no matter whether they were beautiful or ugly, whether their personalities were suitable or not, they all slept first.
By the end of the day, how many women slept with, he himself did not know, anyway, there were a lot. It's not that he didn't think about finding a random woman to marry, but the woman he met didn't take sleeping very seriously, but if he wanted to get married, he had to ask the car and the house.
It's just that Zhang Tao didn't have these two things in his previous life, so in the end, he fell asleep and disappeared. It's not that he hasn't met rich women, it's just that these women are so weird, and he doesn't have confidence that he can live with those women for the rest of his life.
Zhang Tao has three women who remember deeply, one is three years older than him, and has a daughter. I have a car and a car in Binhai City, and I am still the owner of a beauty shop, and I am not bad in appearance and have a good personality.
This woman can cook, earn money, and is very skilled in popping, and her voice is particularly loud. Divorce aside, it is simply a perfect object, Zhang Tao even moved the years of marriage with this woman for a while.
It's just that once Zhang Tao inadvertently read her WeChat records, his heart collapsed directly. There are not many contacts on this woman's WeChat, and the remarks on it are all the top one, the top two, ..... all the way to the top eight.
Zhang Tao glanced at his remarks, which said Xiao Jiu. Looking at the previous chat history, the first eight were still in contact a week before they and this woman snapped, and the content was very good.
At this time, if Zhang Tao didn't understand any concepts, he would live in vain, if he really got along with this woman, he would become the top nine if he couldn't keep it, and he would still have a green piece on his head.
Although he is now ninth, he really doesn't want to see a little ten appear behind. He didn't know what made the woman look like this, she looked like a very simple woman.
There are eight in front, Zhang Tao doesn't know if he has entered this woman's world, but he really doesn't have the courage to think that he can change this woman.
The second sister is special, the only daughter, the northern girl, her parents have worked hard for many years to earn a lot of property, and then they all ran to the coast to settle down and live here.
This girl is good in other aspects, has a good personality, speaks very gently, and looks like a good girl. Although he is a little taller and thinner, he is white and clean, and he looks comfortable.
It's just that this girl has a special hobby, all the books she reads are books of island people, and even things like a nickname are in island Chinese. For a while, Zhang Tao even thought that she was from the island, but after looking at her ID card, she was not now.
If it's just pure literature, I like Zhang Tao maybe I don't have any opinion.,After all, almost all the animations watched by people in that era were grown up in the animation of island people.,It's normal to be influenced by these things.。
However, this is not the case.,This girl likes and even prefers things from island countries.,Even most of the daily use is island products.,And for some history seems to have been selectively forgotten.,It seems that I don't know about these things.。
What's more, this girl seems to feel that everything in China is terrible when she chats, from food to use. Zhang Tao is very entangled in how this girl can get along with herself, and she is very slappy, she is a domestic product, shouldn't she look for an island country?
This made Zhang Tao feel a little guilty for a while after separating from this girl, and felt as if he had become a bastard who ran away after sleeping with a woman, although he actually wanted to live with this girl for a lifetime.
But he really can't accept that he will live in a world ruled by island people in the future, and when he opens his eyes every day, everything in the room is island goods.
What's even more nonsense is that every morning he even pees - the toilet is still from an island country, and that kind of day will really make him collapse!
Until he was reborn, Zhang Tao didn't understand how the girl's parents raised their daughters. The husband and wife are much more normal, and their ancestors are all mainlanders, and one is still in the system.
Zhang Tao couldn't talk about how patriotic he was, but he really couldn't accept this kind of thing, let alone understand that girl's world, so he chose to stay away. Even if that girl's family is really good, he is not so poor that he doesn't even have a bottom line.
The third girl is one year younger than Zhang Tao, with a monthly salary of tens of thousands, and a house in Binhai City. The woman who struggles by herself is always admirable, so Zhang Tao admired this girl at the beginning.
It's just that when it was snapped, the girl's clothes were stripped off by Zhang Tao, and the cyan rose on the buttocks cleft made Zhang Tao play the drum and tattoo the woman.
At this time, although Zhang Tao is also a battle-hardened man, he still maintains a respectful attitude towards women's tattoos, although this thing represents fashion and fashion at this time.
If it's just a tattoo, it's not a big problem. In the words of that girl, it would be good to wash it off in the future, and it would not be a big deal, but there was still a problem under this woman.
Obviously she is not a virgin, but as soon as the two of them snapped, the woman shouted in pain to stop. Zhang Tao didn't come out for a night, so Zhang Tao raised the flagpole all night, and almost collapsed him.
That girl is very strong at this time, she doesn't like to snap very much, and she doesn't snap much, and the two of them will snap once a month after they get married!
Zhang Tao was stunned directly! It doesn't seem right! He still knows very well about women who don't like and don't like to pop much, how to say that he has also experienced so many women.
However, this is not the key, the point is that the woman said that there was a problem with her lower body the next day, and it was said that she was infected with inflammation. directly scared Zhang Tao half to death, he immediately went to the hospital to check, and he had no problem at all! But the woman said that he had infected him.
After spending some money to cure the woman, Zhang Tao disappeared directly. The woman didn't dare to answer the phone after making n calls, and even the woman said that the property was for two people, and he didn't dare to say anything, he didn't think that his happiness was worth a house.
Therefore, after Zhang Tao summed up his life and emotional encounters in his previous life, he could only sigh helplessly that he seemed to be always unpleasant to meet people, and others could still get a Bai Fumei who loved him for a lifetime by cutting his hair, and he changed so many people without being satisfied!
In the words of some emotional experts, it is difficult for people who have been in love a lot to find a suitable partner, because they don't know what type of person they like.
Zhang Tao really believed this at first, and reviewed himself to review, but he didn't review something that was not normal from himself, and he deliberately asked the people around him for verification.
However, no one else thought that there was a problem with Zhang Tao, Zhang Tao was confused now, and only after pondering for a long time did he understand a truth. The so-called relationship experts are a bunch of, they can't even handle their own feelings, what qualifications do they have to judge others?
After tossing like this for a while, he also tossed the problem out of the original problem. He is really wrong with himself now, because he has no security about his future at all!
His character has always been to take things into his own hands, but he can't control the things that the two get along, so he will stubbornly look for the woman he is satisfied with, and then stay together for the rest of his life, but he has never met it.
Someone writes stupidly on the signatures of their various chat tools that they would rather be arrogant and lonely than humbly wronged themselves.