Nowadays, most schools will provide subsidies to some students whose family conditions are not very good, and the application conditions for these subsidies are relatively simple, such as the certificate in the village, and any low guarantee, which can be used as a poverty certificate. The amount of subsidy that can be obtained by the pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info is about 3,000 yuan a year, which is almost enough for the tuition fee of some schools in this batch of universities for a year. Even if a student is unlucky enough to be admitted to another school, it can also reduce the pressure on the family a little, so that they will not go to school like before. Because this is a kind of subsidy, there are not many places in a class, and it is easier to apply, and it is designed to help poor students go to school, and not everyone has it. However, with the development of society, the number of poor students, which should have been less and less, has increased over the years, so many schools have become more and more strict in the review of poor students. For example, some schools require the class to privately review the applicant's daily life, and some schools require the applicant to submit the origin of his valuables.

But when you really encounter this kind of thing in your life, you will find that in fact, these practices in school are completely unavoidable.

My friend, Xiaoxia, is a poor student. Xiaoxia's family has three children, and her parents' feudal thinking feels that having one more child will give birth to one more laborer, so they gave birth to them. Xiaoxia's sister is the boss, when she gave birth to Xiaoxia's sister, Xiaoxia's father suddenly drooped his face, blaming Xiaoxia's mother for giving birth to a money-losing goods, and when it was time to choose a name, he looked at the pregnant woman in the next bed called Lili, so he named Xiaoxia's sister Xiaoli. When Xiaoli was born, her family was not very poor, her father and mother were born in a village rich in grapes, and her parents made a living by buying grapes. In order to pass on the lineage and have one more laborer, Xiaoxia's father and mother gave birth to Xiaoxia's brother Xiaozhi. According to Xiaoxia's mother, it wasn't until she gave birth to Xiaozhi that her position in the family gradually stabilized, and her father had a smile on his face, and named the child Xiaozhi, hoping that the child could be wiser and help the family more in the future.

After Xiaozhi was born, the hospital was going to sterilize Xiaoxia's mother, but Xiaoxia's father refused, Xiaoxia's father wanted to have another boy, so that there would be more men, more people could work, and the family could be richer, so he secretly gave birth to Xiaoxia. Xiaoxia's father is still talking about it, when he gave birth to Xiaoxia, he paid 3,000 yuan for super birth, but he gave birth to such a money-losing goods.

Before Xiaoxia was three years old, the family's situation was still good, and her father made some money from buying grapes and built a two-story brick building for the family. When Xiaoxia was five years old, misfortune began. Xiaoxia's father began to have a lot of back pain, at the beginning, everyone just thought that they were moving heavy things, and did not take it to heart, as a result, the pain became more and more serious, Xiaoxia's father's back became more and more bent, and when he looked at it from afar, he thought it was a seventy-year-old hunchbacked old man. Everyone felt that there was a problem, and they went to the hospital to see that it was ankylosing spondylitis.

The family panicked all of a sudden, at that time, Xiaoxia was only seven years old and had just entered the first grade. Xiaoxia's eldest sister is only 18 years old and is just about to go to college. Xiaoxia's older brother Xiaozhi is only 16 years old and has only entered high school. At that time, there was no treatment for ankylosing spondylitis, and it was only maintained by taking medicine and injections.

Because of ankylosing spondylitis, the parents' work of buying grapes can only be pressed on the mother, the mother has little strength and can't collect so much, so the income begins to decrease, coupled with Xiaoxia's father's medicine money, the family is really about to be unable to open the pot. At this time, the village party secretary came to Xiaoxia's family to issue a low guarantee, and also helped Xiaoxia's three siblings issue a poverty certificate, so that Xiaoxia's three siblings can receive a subsidy at school and can also reduce tuition fees. Xiaoxia's three siblings will not lose the opportunity to go to school.

So far, it is the story of a poor family, but the darkness of this story began with Xiaoxia going to college.

Xiaoxia's college entrance examination did not do well, although she went to the undergraduate line, but there were not many, unless she said that she went to the more expensive undergraduate, she could only go to a junior college. At this time, Xiaoxia's father was lucky, and he came across an imported drug that can treat ankylosing spondylitis, which can be treated once a month, 3,000 yuan, and his brother and sister can afford to save money every month. Xiaoxia looked at the situation at home, and couldn't bear to go to those expensive undergraduates, so she could only apply for the best junior college in the province and learn accounting that has been very employable for these years. Xiaoxia had just gone to college and was ready to apply for subsidies, so on the day of the report, Xiaoxia took the green channel of poor students and prepared to apply for poverty subsidies. As a result, Xiaoxia was told that because there were more students who asked to apply for subsidies this year, the number of subsidies was not enough, and whether the specific subsidies could be applied for would not be known until the final results came out. At that time, Xiaoxia thought to herself, she had a clear conscience, her family was indeed very poor, and she would wait for the result.

Then Xiaoxia began her college life. When the subsidy list came out and was ready to start the internal audit, Xiaoxia was stunned. The list shows that 18 students in his class have applied for subsidies, and even six students have applied for subsidies for extremely poor students. Xiaoxia felt strange, the classmates in her class couldn't see poverty at all, especially the people on the list of these extremely poor students, some Xiaoxia also saw that she had just bought a new Apple mobile phone this month, and some people even ate meat dishes that they didn't dare to order. For this reason, Xiaoxia specially found a counselor, and the counselor told Xiaoxia that these lists were based on the first draft of the materials submitted by the students, and after the internal review, the class would select five extremely poor students and five poor students. When Xiaoxia heard this, her heart was a little relieved, maybe these people won't pass the review.

Then during the review, Xiaoxia found that something was wrong. Like student A, who applied for a particularly poor student, when he was reviewing, he secretly put the mobile phone he had just bought recently with his good friend classmate C, and then wrote that he had no mobile phone on the source of his valuable property. Another example is student W, who applied for a poor student, when he did not have a review, he ate beef and chicken thighs for a meal, and in the past few days of the review, he only ordered the cheapest vegetarian dish in the canteen for each meal, and then ate a little rice. What's even more exaggerated is that student Z, who applied for a particularly poor student, directly wrote a leave note, saying that his family was going to harvest, and he was the only laborer in the family, and he wanted to ask for leave to go home to cut rice......

All kinds of unbelievable methods simply refreshed Xiaoxia's lower limit. Xiaoxia originally thought that applying for a subsidy itself was a very shameful thing, if she could, she would rather go out to work than apply for a subsidy, why would these people pretend to be poor to apply?

When the results came down, Xiaoxia was even more surprised, she and the other seven classmates were not selected, and these who were not selected were really very frugal in their daily lives. For example, student G, when he was a freshman, took a lot of his luggage, took the slowest train from his hometown in the north, took a week, and came here to go to school, in order to save travel expenses, and even changed buses several times to save some money. Like student Y, he goes to the canteen early every morning to buy three steamed buns, and he can eat the mustard at a discount in the supermarket all day, and when he is thirsty, he will be served with some boiling water. Xiaoxia looked at the classmates who were not selected like herself, all of them were much poorer than those who were selected, but they didn't know how to pretend, they didn't know how to pretend, or in other words, in terms of poverty, they didn't need to pretend. Therefore, these really poor people have been replaced by those who pretend to be poor, and those who pretend to be poor, when the review is over, they will openly hold new mobile phones, new computers, eat big fish and meat, and receive subsidies for poor students, and these really poor families can only let their parents continue to go out to borrow money with old faces to maintain their studies.

For this reason, Xiaoxia also reflected it to the counselor, but the counselor's words left a deep impression on Xiaoxia.

"This kind of subsidy was originally intended to subsidize poor children to go to school, so that the country would not lose talents because of family poverty, and too many people took advantage of this to make profits, so the school had no choice but to set up these review systems, but I didn't expect that these people used this system to act in a full set, deceive the upper and lower, and take things that do not belong to them, and the school is helpless, this society, the most terrible thing is the human heart."

The counselors also want to help these poor students, but the school leaders have no time to take care of these at all, they only care about whether they really send out the money, how can they care if the money is really sent to the useful people? Just like in some places now, those who receive donated clothes and belongings from the outside world are not the most needy families in the village, but often those whose families are not so difficult and have a certain background. These families, in fact, don't lack this thing and money at all, just thinking, free money, don't be stupid, one by one occupy this place, and the poor can't do anything, so the poor are getting poorer and poorer, and the rich are getting richer and richer.

Xiaoxia looked at this school, looked at the classmates around her, and reluctantly walked to the Internet café outside the school, and handed in her part-time resume online, Xiaoxia knew that her home could no longer provide more money for herself.

After three years, I met Xiaoxia at the door of a hospital, and when I saw Xiaoxia holding an X-ray, I thought it was Xiaoxia's father who came to review, but I didn't expect it to be Xiaoxia herself. Xiaoxia because of the perennial part-time job and internship, only 23 years old has a lumbar disc herniation, every morning just to get up to spend nearly half an hour, work on the fourth floor, every day Xiaoxia is the most difficult, is when climbing the stairs. In order to go to work on time, Xiaoxia had to get up at half past five every day, and then go out at half past six, take the bus for an hour, and then climb the stairs for more than half an hour to start work at half past eight.

Looking at Xiaoxia, I seem to foresee her future situation, in this provincial capital, how many poor students are the same as Xiaoxia, who can't get subsidies in college and have to go out to work to support themselves, and when it comes to work, in order not to lose their jobs, they work too hard and work overtime, resulting in some irreversible damage to their bodies? If, as everyone says, a university is a small society, then in a university with a hint of bookishness, can there be less reality and darkness and more warmth? Let these children who have expectations and yearning for the city be able to ensure their lives when they are away from their hometowns, so that they will not suffer the inferiority of their poor family and the fatigue of long-term part-time jobs at the same time?