Something I want to say
I've been updating late, and I feel a little undisciplined.
It's because I've recently become obsessed with playing a game, not advertising, it's a game that my friend complained about being very naΓ―ve and stupid, called POPSTAR.
I know, don't spray me, it's a game that came out very early. I've played it before, but I don't know if it's Mao, but I seem to be a little obsessed with it lately.
The whole person sat in front of the computer, anxiously watching the time gradually reach ten o'clock. I was in a hurry, but I continued to play the next level.
I feel like I'm already a little bit of a late stage of procrastination, what can I do about the swelling, and there is no way to cure it? Online, etc., urgent ......
To tell you something that has had a big impact on me lately, I quit. At this point, I was confused.
To be honest, I actually think that although the salary is not very much, it is very close to home, and I have met several friends with good personalities in the company. Everyone usually eats together, chats, brags, and gossips, which is quite pleasant. Of course, several of them already have children, but I don't know for Mao, I heard people about their children, and I actually thought it was very interesting.
Am I already slowly getting to this stage? (βoβ)
At the beginning of June, I received my last month's salary, and I was a little distraught when I was deducted from social security for two months, and then I impulsively mentioned to my boss that I wanted to resign. Our boss told me not to quit my job and help me apply for a salary increase.
In fact, when I chatted with the boss on WeChat, my impulse had disappeared. I think it would be nice if I could raise my salary. After all, this place is already cooked, and I'm a very lazy person, to be honest, in fact, my inner purpose is not without this idea. So the boss helped me submit the application on weekdays, and until the 20th of June, the boss of our department asked me about my situation, and then said that he would apply to the boss and reply to me at the end of the month.
At that time, the friends who played well with me were saying that they should give me a salary increase. I thought so at the time.
However, the reality is always so cruel, one day on the 29th, my boss told me on WeChat, just fill in the resignation application, the boss disagreed.
I was a little confused, but I didn't feel anything, and I thought I was going to be disappointed. But at that time, there was not even a sense of disappointment. On the contrary, because of my boss's tone, I felt a little disappointed by his kindness.
To tell the truth, in the year I have been working, this boss is really the most considered by the employees of his own department among all the leaders I have met. It's also the most protective.,Every time I have a little conflict with an employee in another department.,He will try his best to help me out at work.,A little temper.γ
But he knows a lot of things, although working in the company is almost always a carrot and a pit work mode, but if you want to learn things, it is not without opportunities.
Nowadays, everyone knows a computer, so many people also know simple office software, such as word, excel, ppt, etc......
But since I started working in this company, I have realized that there are a lot of things to learn in a simple excel.
Many of the tables he made were particularly rigorous and complex. So sometimes I also do my own research, how to get this thing, and the more I learn it myself, the more I feel that what I knew before is so superficial. Sometimes, a single space difference can make a drastic change in the data of the entire table.
In the past, the most I did may have been to use the formula of the table to calculate something.
In fact, there is no reluctance to leave this company, but I feel that it is not easy to get acquainted with some people and establish friendships, and I don't know if I will meet again when I leave, which is a pity.
On the afternoon of the 29th, I watched our boss walk out of the smoking area with a pack of cigarettes. I felt a heavy heart.
Although I am not responsible for many things, I have a lot of people involved, and almost all of them are familiar to me, so I deal with these people's problems and rarely worry about them. That's one of the reasons why he wanted to keep me.
On June 30th, I went to the company to hand over to the boss.
After the handover one day, I didn't go to the company again on July 1st.
I'm not sure what company it is, but after all, you still have to have a bit of a work ethic, hahaha.
But to be honest, I found a very serious problem.
I remember that my first job was a job that matched my major, I studied fashion design, so my first job was a job as a design assistant, in Chongqing, I don't know if anyone had heard of the brand Yubell, and I worked in that company at that time. And then there was a college classmate of mine in it, so it was quite enjoyable. It's just that he may have just come out of work and he is a newcomer who doesn't understand anything, so if he does something wrong, he has a feeling that he has committed a heinous crime.
Especially sometimes, the fabric accessories are wrong, and the color number of pearl yarn and silk is wrong. At that time, there was a feeling of panic in my heart.
But over time, everything will slowly become handy. I remember it was 2013. At that time, there was a popular saying, "Travel, go, go". It's a bit exciting for someone who hasn't gone on a graduation trip after graduating from college.
Especially when you still have a little money in your hand.
Then I actually bought the ticket.
However, the nature of my work does not allow me to take a long time off. And at that time, I was already going to prepare for the order meeting. It will be very busy, and by the way, when I first joined that company, they just happened to prepare for the autumn and winter order meeting of the second year, so I worked overtime until 12 o'clock in the evening on the first day of work. I worked overtime until two or three o'clock in the evening on the night of the order meeting, and at that time I probably felt that it was not easy to have a job, so I gritted my teeth and persevered. What's even more pitiful is that the eldest aunt of the two days came.
There are three transfers a day, and it takes two hours to get to the company, which is relatively far. I still think it's hard,
At first, I didn't want to give up, but at that time, I really missed the date of school, and I could sleep in. After work, I realized that work is really hard, no one will understand whether you are uncomfortable or not, and no one will be willing to listen to all kinds of reasons you find.
When I mentioned resigning, I was struggling with my heart for a long time, and I also learned from some of my good friends, asking them how to mention resignation and how to make excuses. But at that time, I was entangled in my heart, how could they possibly understand.
Seeing that the time is getting closer and closer, there is no time to apply for a visa without resigning. I can only grit my teeth and tell us designers. Fortunately, she is a relatively kind person. Moreover, I did all the preparation during that time. If you find almost one person, you won't have a problem taking over.
Then I left for almost half a month.
It was very cool to play, and when I came back, I was sad because there was no money.
Hahaha, the reason why I feel very emotional in the past two days is also because I feel like I'm a little old fritter now. Resignation is no longer something that bothers me.
But today I got a job again, and it wasn't very fast, and the company was closer to home.
But the nature is very different from the previous company.
It's a whole new field again, and it's never been touched before.
I didn't even know what I was talking about today.
Actually, after I came back from the interview, I was playing with my phone except for cleaning up my room and washing clothes, uh...... That's the game.
Let's talk about the novel.,Since it's been updated lately.,I'm really aware of my own problems.γ So I don't think we can go on like this, we have to refrain and change.
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Recently, I also read book reviews, and I read both the starting point and Tencent.
Many people say that the heroine's personality makes people a little anxious.
Actually, it was also my problem, because I initially portrayed her as an ordinary person.
In fact, I think that as an ordinary person, it is impossible for everyone to accept it. Because there will be a lot of character shortcomings in ordinary people.
For example, it will be [glass heart]. In fact, everyone has a glass heart, but they haven't touched that point or said that they haven't encountered anything that makes their glass heart. It's like when I was in high school, I liked to share things with the people in my dorm room that I was happy about, and then share some amazing things that I had encountered. At that time, the little girls were actually relatively simple, maybe they wanted to show off, or they just wanted to find someone to talk to. I remember one of the things I said about me when I was crossing the street looking at my phone and I was almost hit by a car, and then a guy in the back pulled me. It's a student from the eighth middle school next door, and the eighth middle school is a key high school (heheda). Looks pretty handsome.
But I forgot about it, and I've never met that male classmate.
Life went on as usual, but one day, a friend of mine who played very well said to me with a serious face. Did you know that the people in the dorm don't like you?
I was confused, what did I do?
At that time, there were twelve people in the dormitory, divided into several small groups, and which small group she was referring to was only six or seven people.
She said that when you are not there, they will talk about you in the dormitory, [like to show off in front of them, walk loudly in the morning, exaggerate when you talk, etc.......]
In fact, in my opinion, these things are nothing at all. But once someone has a bad impression of you, they will magnify you countless times about anything you do, and then treat it as a kind of conversation that complains about you together. And everyone agrees, whether they have seen it with their own eyes or whether they have been affected or not, they all think it is right, she is such a person.
When my friend told me at that time, it was a self-study in the evening, and after listening to it, I didn't say anything, I just went to the corner of another classroom and sat down, and then I cried on my stomach. To tell the truth, I was really stupid at that time, I couldn't look at people's eyes, I couldn't look at people's faces. There are so many people in this world, I am not RMB, and there will definitely be people who will look down on me.
It was at that moment that my friend probably felt a little cruel and came to comfort me, and two other girls came to me and handed me tissues and said some comforting words.
Actually, I know very well that they must have met the requirements at that time. But I accepted their kindness.
It's just that since then, some people have really been completely separated from my heart, and I have never talked about my affairs with people who have average relationships or have just met or whose friendships are not particularly deep, and even if they do, I will not explain everything clearly. Even if it's my best friend, I haven't talked about it.
And, since then, I've had a special sense of protection against myself.
It's hard for someone to walk into my heart and hear my truest voice, maybe it's also the glass heart that is doing it. Because now every time I think of the person I regard as a friend, I talk about my various little problems with a contemptuous face behind my back, and after I finish speaking, I still listen to this other person's echo proudly, and then my mind spins quickly, and I don't let go of anything that can be taken out and said. Every time I think about it, I feel a little chill in my heart.
To get back to the point, the heroine will have a glass heart, so she will enter the obstacle.
Then some readers mentioned that the original heroine hurt the heroine so many times, but the heroine fought back very rarely.
In fact, to put it bluntly, there is another point, after all, she has a deep-rooted idea that she breaks the law when she kills.
So at this time, there will be a process, even if she has already killed someone once, but she is not without scruples in her heart, especially if she is in a book, and the original heroine is the main line of the whole story. If something is really done to her, will it have an impact on the whole story?
So I try my best to let the heroine jump out of the world outside the books.
To tell the truth, there are indeed a lot of problems with the heroine, stingy, bad mentality, and emotion, although she emphasizes over and over again that she does not rely on space, she will always regard space as a way out. In fact, if you think about it from another perspective, anyone who gets a space that is equivalent to saving their lives will really have a feeling of having a back road.
After all, the space is already hers, even if she wants not to rely on it, it doesn't mean that it doesn't exist. So at the beginning, I saw people say that the heroine is hypocritical. It is said that it does not depend on space, but it is always dependent on space. Because she is an ordinary person, her worldview, outlook on life, and values have been doomed from the beginning.
No matter what she occasionally figured out later, it was just a matter of figured it out, but it was impossible to change it right away.
She needed enough time and enough experience for her to assimilate into the Cultivation Realm, so that the aura on her body that did not belong to this world would disappear.
So she will grow up slowly in the future, and slowly let her behavior keep up with her thoughts.
When I write, I prefer to write something that extends something. It's not that I'm making up the word count, but I want people to read it a little bit more clearly.
It's just that there is a feeling for something that words can't fully express.
Actually, to be honest, it's still my own skills that aren't enough.
A comment I saw under a certain novel earlier said so.
What readers like to read is cool text, and if you counterattack, you must have the appearance of counterattack.
At that time, I was thinking that if the heroine crossed over, the model of cooling off the scum was the easiest for the public to accept, then the heroine of this kind of character, I might slowly write it down. Because there are too many things to slap your face, there will be a kind of visual fatigue.
If you watch more, you will be able to guess the follow-up routine.
Routine~~
The day when the heroine and the original heroine didn't face each other, I kept the heroine away from the fact that it was also to stay away from some of the radiation of the heroine. After all, even if it was because of her, a little butterfly, the original setting collapsed, but the luck of the original heroine was no longer comparable to that of a female partner like her.
She also has her own chances, and she needs to merge with her first life and slowly increase her luck, instead of just relying on knowing some advantages of the original book to get those things prepared for the heroine in the original book in advance.
The identity of the first life, I see that everyone in the back should know. So her luck is definitely no worse than that of the heroine, and after slowly merging with her, not only will her appearance be the same as in the first life, but her figure will also be the same. There may be disappointments if you want her to become bigger-breasted.,Big breasts are not possible.,It's okay if it's appropriate.γ
Of course, luck will come back.
Although the plot is a little revealed, everyone will forget about it after reading this paragraph.
Hahaha
Well, I'm making excuses for all this.
But from the beginning, I really just wanted the heroine to slowly change from an ordinary person's thinking. I faked it, if I crossed, I really couldn't have been very good at the beginning. Because I am afraid of death, I am afraid of seeing blood, although I am not afraid of heights, but I am afraid of being very high.
The Great Wall cannot be repaired in a day, and cultivation is not something that can be built all at once.
In fact, most of the gold fingers in the hands of the heroine have inherited the first life.
Of course, the wind and dust are not the male protagonists, and I wanted to set it this way at the time, but then I felt that I couldn't eat back grass, especially since this person killed her in the first life. That's why she has an irritable mood when she sees the wind and dust.
Everyone will see who the male protagonist is.,Of course,I may do something later to make everyone feel like they want to hit me.,But believe me.,It's definitely the plot need.γ
But after all, this is the female protagonist's text.,So the male protagonist or something.,At most, it's the icing on the cake.,I'm not good at writing emotional dramas.,One day I'll write a new article to practice and practice again.,So as not to write embarrassing.γ
Thank you to those friends who have always supported me, given me advice, and written reviews carefully.
Let me know that my efforts have not been in vain, at least there are still people who are actually watching.
I am so fortunate to know you and thank you for your encouragement and support.
I don't care if we're looking at genuine or pirated versions, if the editor sees it, he'll hit me. Because I've been cracking down on piracy lately, I can't find the place I told you about anymore.
I haven't read much novels lately, but I pay to read them.
However, there are some more robust websites that can still be seen.
Again, I thank you for supporting the genuine version. I don't care about watching pirated copies, after all, it's also very hard to watch pirated copies, because it will jump a lot of web pages to annoy people.
I understand the pain, hahaha.
To be honest, no amount of gratitude feels a bit hypocritical. But I'm really, really glad that I still have something to complain about. There is a group of friends who read my text
It's almost two o'clock in the morning, and I'm actually really sleepy, but I always feel like I still have a lot to say, maybe it's because I don't want to talk about some of my thoughts with my friends, so I sometimes have some convulsions.
The writing is not very good, maybe sometimes everyone looks at it and it is exhausted, and I hope to be able to bear with it, I will try to improve my writing level.
To tell the truth, keeping up with the new every day has become a part of my life, and reading everyone's messages and comments has also become an essential behavior for me every day.
Sometimes I will be excited all day because of everyone's encouragement, and sometimes I will be depressed because of everyone's bad message. But overall, for better or worse, I think it's good to have you.
It was also your support that allowed me to continue writing for three years. Although the results of the past three years have only made my novels look a little more pleasing to the eye.
Haha, it's too much, I can't open my eyes, good night everyone.
Make up for the duplicate chapters that were sent last night.,If you don't see it, you can continue to read it.,If you see it, it's closed here.γ
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462. The main thing is that Tencent didn't cover it after modification, so I just sent it again.
After that, Donghua Yufan only briefly mentioned some of his experiences this time.
He didn't say where he went, what he went through, or who he met. Naturally, it is impossible to mention the matter of the Nirvana Continent.
Originally, they were two unrelated planes, and it was good that there was no handover. Moreover, because of her, maybe it won't be long before there will be a huge change in the Nirvana Continent.
For half a month, Donghua Yufan never returned to his courtyard, and was always in the main hall.
The Venerable of the Ages did not go to the Divine Residence Hall, and as soon as the succession ceremony was over, he was going to hand over the Eternal Leng to Donghua Yufan. Therefore, this succession ceremony is not only a matter for Ye Jia, but also to correct Donghua Yufan's name, so that her, a mysterious disciple of Leng through the ages, will completely come to the fore.
In fact, Venerable Eternal was also very curious, and he didn't know what kind of expression those so-called once-in-a-century geniuses in the sect would have when they met their disciples. If you want to talk about genius, the Venerable of the Ages has really never seen that person with such a fast cultivation speed as her.
In less than 100 years, it has reached the stage of integration.
Although it is said that after cultivation, every step of improvement is extremely difficult.
Not only do you need to have enough strength, but you also need an opportunity to make a breakthrough. This opportunity is usually an ethereal existence, maybe one second is still worrying, and the next second it is possible to suddenly break through.
Therefore, at this time, for Donghua Yufan, the experience has no substantive effect.
The reason why Venerable Eternal left Donghua Yufan behind was also to think about some of his experiences and insights that he had gone through the merger period over the years and briefly explained to Donghua Yufan. It's not that I want Donghua Yu Fan to draw a gourd in the same way, but it's just to give a reference. The path that any previous person has walked may not really be suitable for those who come after him, the so-called monasticism.
Cultivating one's own way is one's own way, and at most other people's can give each other a part of the enlightenment.
There are no same leaves in this world, and there is no same life.
It's like saying that some people enter the Tao by killing, but even if many people enter the Tao by killing, everyone's killing thoughts are different. Some people are murderous, and some people are ruthless.
There are as many cultivators as there are in this world.
The way is ethereal, no one can penetrate to the extreme, and they don't know where the so-called extreme is.
Donghua Yufan rarely heard this kind of preaching, so he was almost fascinated by it for half a month, and some of the words of the Venerable through the Ages actually coincided with some of her thoughts. However, it has added a lot of the insights of the Venerable Venerable himself, and these unique insights have solved many Donghua Yufan's doubts and difficulties. She felt that most of the time she had wasted over the years was not in a hurry that the half month that Venerable Eternal Venerable had told her would be useful.
Although there are still many who don't understand it very well and are a little ignorant, they can be stored in their minds and wait for them to slowly experience and comprehend in the future.
Not everyone can talk about these things, and only the disciples will explain them in such detail.
Donghua Yufan suddenly felt that as a teacher, preaching and teaching to solve doubts was really not just talking.
With the words of the Venerable of the Ages for half a month, Donghua Yufan had no way to repay this kindness. Of course, their status as master and apprentice will not make any difference. As long as she doesn't betray her teacher or kill her teacher, her future kindness can be slowly repaid.
When the main hall was opened again, the bell under the Hall of the Divine Residence of the Jade Void Sect also began to ring.
'Knock knock'
The dull and melodious sound of the bell entered everyone's ears. Even the outer disciples subconsciously stopped the movements in their hands and began to look towards the place where the Divine Dwelling Hall was. Although nothing could be seen, that place was like the soul of the entire sect, involving the hearts of every disciple.
The bell was still ringing, and Donghua Yufan looked at the colorful glow flying in the sky, as well as the cranes that kept waving their graceful figures.
The bells seem to have come from a distant time.
"This is the bell of the temple of the gods, every time the succession ceremony begins, it will ring, echoing one hundred and eight, it has been a thousand years since the last time it rang." Venerable Eternal looked a little stunned, looking at Caixia not far away, there seemed to be a trace of nostalgia in his eyes.
"Then have we ever rang the bell for eternity?" Donghua Yufan asked curiously,
"Naturally, when you succeed the eternal cold, the bell will also be ringed." Venerable Eternal regained his old smile and walked outside.
At this time, both Tao Yaya and Han Xi were already wearing clothes that represented the eternal cold, and stood respectfully outside the main hall. Even Li Batian stood beside Taiya with a serious face.
When he saw Donghua Yufan, he raised his eyebrows at her, but when Venerable Qiangu looked at her, he immediately changed into a serious appearance.
"Hey, this is your previous contract demon beast?" Venerable Eternal looked at Li Batian and asked.
"Yes, the disciple went to the sea to help him transform into a shape, and he also traveled in the Eastern Regions for a while." Donghua Yufan nodded, and replied with mixed truths.
The Ancient Venerable didn't care about this, since it was a contract demon beast, he didn't ask too much about anything, and took the lead in stepping into the air.
Normally, the eternal cold is forbidden to the air, but today's situation is special, and Donghua Yufan and a few of them are also behind the Ancient Venerable. However, she and Li Batian both flew in the air, and Yaya and Han Xi could only follow behind with Edgeworth.
However, the two of them did not look a little depressed, on the contrary, there was a trace of pride on their faces.
As the bell rang, many representatives of other sects who had been invited to watch the ceremony also entered the front of the Divine Residence Peak.
When Donghua Yufan followed the Ancient Venerable into the Divine Residence Hall, there were already many people inside.
The five top sects of the Fantian Continent and some of the high-level cultivators who were invited naturally entered the Divine Residence Hall, and the rest of the sects were arranged outside the Divine Residence Hall.
Donghua Yufan came back relatively low-key, and besides, he had been listening to the teachings of the Ancient Venerable since then, so he hadn't seen other friends yet. Having entered the main hall, Donghua Yufan felt several eyes fall on his body.
There are surprises, delights, and intriguing. There are also those with hatred.
Donghua Yufan received all the bills, and there was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, but his eyebrows and eyes were still cold. Dressed in the clothes of the disciples of the eternal cold, with a tall figure and a delicate and beautiful face, because of this smile, he immediately attracted a lot of attention.
Donghua Yufan didn't have any self-consciousness, after all, first-class people like Li Batian and Jian Tianyi didn't have much feeling for her appearance, so slowly Donghua Yufan, although she is getting better and better looking now, she will feel happy at first, and slowly she will not have the joy she had before.
In the cultivation realm, strength is the last word. No matter how stunning her appearance is, she still has to have enough strength to have the ability to make others fall for it, if she is a beautiful nun who has no ability to protect herself, she must either have a strong backstage. Or you can only grit your teeth and work hard to cultivate.
The Venerable of the Ages went directly to his position, and this time Donghua Yufan did not follow him as an invisible person, but stayed in the center of the main hall.
Tao Yaya stood behind the Venerable of the Ages, looking at the woman above the main hall who was calm and smiling at the corners of her mouth. Full of excitement, he really deserves to be his master, even in the face of so many high-level monks, he is not timid at all, he is generous, neither humble nor arrogant.
There is no sense of being far away, and it will not be taken lightly. Although she didn't have the status to greet these high-ranking monks, she looked at the eyes around her and felt proud and proud.
"Disciple Venerable Eternal Throne personally passed on the disciple Donghua Yufan has seen the head of the family, and has seen all the uncles and uncles."
The head of the house flashed slightly, with surprise in his heart, he didn't expect that the eternal cold was the deepest hidden, this Donghua Yufan's cultivation was obviously higher than Ye Jia, and the eternal cold, who had always been low-key, was now displayed in front of the world in a high-profile manner. Almost everyone understood in their hearts that the Venerable of the Ages was about to enter that place.
Some people are sighing, some people are unwilling, some people are envious, and more people are at a loss.
At this time, there were elders from other sects, and even Venerable Venerables who didn't have a good impression of Donghua Yufan didn't say anything.
However, Venerable Lingyun, with a smile on his face, immediately opened his mouth and said after the head of the sect instructed Donghua Yufan not to be polite:
"If it's really a talent from the country, it seems that we are really old."
In fact, the image of Venerable Lingyun was not old, but revealed a mature charm. However, when he said this, many people felt that they agreed. They have also been in the limelight for a while, and they have also made their peers jealous. But the more you stand taller, the more you dissipate the idea of being invincible.
"Hehe, it's still the junior brother who will teach the disciple." The head smiled slightly, no matter what, Donghua Yufan was a disciple of the Jade Void Sect. She is strong, and what she represents is also the Jade Void Sect. Furthermore, the Venerable of the Ages asked her to show it in front of others, and it was basically determined that the next Venerable of the Ages would be Donghua Yufan.
That's fine, even if they go to that place to cultivate, the Jade Void Sect is still not an existence that any sect can despise.
"Where, everyone is gifted and intelligent, and he can understand it at one point. Senior brother knows that I have always been lazy, and it is her own creation that mortal can have such cultivation. The unusually praise of the Venerable Eternal made everyone once again confirm the conjecture in their hearts.
I can't help but feel a little embarrassed, the people who once dominated the Prosperous Heaven Continent are going to leave a legend after all, and they have decided to concentrate on pursuing the ultimate goal that countless monks are eager to pursue.
The corners of the boss's mouth twitched slightly, can the praise be more obvious?
Now that he has seen the ceremony, there is no need for Donghua Yufan to continue to let people watch. Moreover, because of the words of several Venerables, the eyes of everyone who fell on Donghua Yufan were much less.
When he walked towards the Ancient Venerable, he happened to pass by Ye Jia's side.
He bowed his hand and said softly:
"I didn't expect that when we meet again, Senior Brother Ye will become Master Ye, congratulations to Senior Brother first. In the future, I hope that the senior brother will pay more attention to it in the future. β
After saying that, his eyes blinked deliberately.
In front of people, she behaves modestly and calmly. Leaving everyone's sight, she looked calm, not arrogant or impatient, although her tone was slightly ridiculous, but it suddenly made Ye Jia's heart fall.
He hadn't seen him for so many years, he thought it would be strange to meet again, but he didn't expect a senior brother, as if it was yesterday.
Ye Jia arched his hand, with a proper smile on his face, which seemed to be no different from facing others, but if someone looked closely, they could see the joy in his eyes. (To be continued.) )