Today's story is the story of a good friend of mine, this good friend is called Xiao A, Xiao A is a student bully at school, the president of the student union, the teacher's favorite, the student respect, the kind that doesn't talk much, belongs to a friend I like very much, but Xiao A has a huge confusion since he was a child, and hopes to be solved, but I also have the same experience, and I can't help her answer, so I have to send it out for everyone to see, therefore, today's story is from the first perspective of Xiao A.

My name is Xiao A, and since I was a child, I have heard my mother sigh a sentence, called "honest people eat dumb losses, and crying children have milk to drink". When I was a child, my parents told me that to be a man is to do things in a down-to-earth manner, to be a down-to-earth person, not to say what you haven't done, and to cry blindly will not get anything. I always thought so until one day I met a good friend of mine, Little B, in elementary school.

Xiao B's family is very good, his family is doing business, he lives in a villa area, he drives a big Mercedes-Benz, he is picked up in and out, and he is courteous. Yilai stretched out his hand to eat and opened his mouth without saying, what he wanted, he only needed to frown, and it would appear in the next second. The first time I went to Xiao B's house, I learned that not everyone in this world has neighborhoods, not everyone rents a house, not everyone has to go to the vegetable market on time to buy specials, and not everyone has to work their own if they want something. When I look at Xiao B, a frown can decide what to eat at home today, a pouting can change what has been done, a tear can make parents disarm and surrender in an instant, my view of time seems to collapse in an instant, it turns out that this world really not everyone needs to work hard to get what they want, some people can change everything with a drop of tears. At that time, I felt that just because her family was well-off, the things she wanted were not valuable things to her family.

Little B and I have been classmates since elementary school, and Little B and my family are in the same area, going to junior high school together, high school together, college together, working together, and even working in a company and a department. Not only did we go to school together, but we also played and worked together, so the relationship between the two of us was still very good, although Xiao B and I were very different in many ways, like a chasm that could never be crossed.

Since college, I have discovered that not only my family background, but also many things, I am not as good as Little B. When I was in college, I was the president of the student union, and Xiao B was the head of the propaganda department. Little B is beautiful, and she draws well, and every time the poster is very beautiful, she can get everyone's praise every time, there is no dispute about this, and I will not discredit her for anything else. But most of B's time is not spent on the work of the student union, a lot of time is spent on makeup, dressing up, dressing, beauty shopping, playing with mobile phones, for every poster of the student union, Xiao B can drag it, and cry if it can't be delayed. But everyone seemed to eat her very much, and as soon as she cried, the whole world compromised. Originally, she was reprimanded for not completing the poster when she went shopping in the city, and she cried as if the whole world was sorry for her, and she was greatly wronged, as if we were talking too hard, and some things that were not very important hurt her like this. So every time, it was she who caused everyone to be scolded, but everyone had to surround her to comfort her, and sometimes apologize for what she said, as if we didn't do a good job ourselves.

At first, I didn't think it was a big deal, because Little B was beautiful, and the beauty was crying, and I felt sorry for it.

But then I felt like, this was really wrong. The student union organizes a lot of large-scale activities every year, because most of the schools with Xiao B and I are liberal arts majors, with more girls and fewer boys, which is the kind of school where girls are used as boys and boys are used as animals, so many times the activities need to move things and take props, and girls have no privileges, so they all have to come forward to help.

But little B doesn't want to take something every time, every time he takes a little thing, he has to find someone to help, if people don't help, little B's mouth will deflat, tears will roll in his eyes, and he can't support it, so someone will help every time. Once, Xiao B really couldn't find anyone else to help, so he came to me, at that time I was holding a chair in each hand, the kind with a backrest in a single position in college, which was not very light, and Xiao B was holding a dozen posters for propaganda, which had been drawn and rolled up. When she saw me, she asked me to help her get it, and when I saw this, I said that I didn't have a hand, and she was not happy at once, so she said, it won't be good to help take it, my stomach hurts. I said, Miss, I don't have a hand, how do you tell me to take it! As a result, as soon as she stomped her foot, she left, and then someone said to me, Xiao B is not feeling well, help take it, everyone is good, don't be so unkind.

I'm very strange, everyone is helping to get things, many ministers are short, and two people have a big table, why can't she even get a few posters, she has a stomachache, not to mention, this excuse for stomach ache is not the first time she has used, every time she takes something, she says that her stomach hurts, there is no way at all, as soon as everyone refuses, it begins to seem that everyone is sorry for her.

Because of one of my refusals, Xiao B didn't pay attention to me for a long time, and then he started talking to me after the Chinese New Year, and I didn't say anything. It wasn't until later that everyone looked for a job, and I naturally went looking for a job, because of the internship experience at the university, the student union officer, and various awards, I successfully entered a very good unit. And Xiao B, because he was picky, was about to start the internship check, and he hadn't found an internship unit yet, so Xiao B was anxious and called his parents, crying and complaining all kinds of unhappy. It just so happened that her parents had a personal relationship with the leader of the interview unit I was into, and they also stuffed her into my department.

For her to enter my department, everyone's opinions were originally very big, but Xiao B belongs to the kind of person who is very good at life, the first day to report, I brought a gift to everyone, it is a brand of key bags, that brand I know, Xiao B's father and that brand have cooperation, those key bags are sent, Xiao B also complained to me before that the key bag is very dirty. But for the average office worker, the newcomer gave this a little expensive gift on the first day of work, and everyone has a good impression of this newcomer, anyway, they are all newcomers, anyway, they are all a blank sheet of paper, teach you, the back door or something, who said that they would not be reincarnated?

This is how my internship life with Little B began, I and Little B are with two masters, my master will become Little C for the time being, and Little B's master will be called Little D. The two of us are competitors in the department, and the work is similar, each person is responsible for a project, basically the two projects are accepted together, and the meetings are usually together.

When I was interning with Little B, once we both received planning tasks, and we naturally went back to do it. Because I had to use it the next day, I was in a hurry, I stayed up all night at home, before I did it, but the computer was too old, and the next morning the computer broke down, I hurried to fix it, and the result was five minutes late for the meeting, and the scolded dog was bloody. But little B, she went shopping with her mother that night, our big shopping mall was on sale, they went home after buying it was already more than eleven o'clock, little B went to sleep directly, and did not do a plan. Little B cried at the meeting the next day, saying that he couldn't do it, and he had a stomachache all night last night and couldn't sit up. As a result, Xiao D just said that he was not feeling well, and he should say it early, and he didn't say that he couldn't take it out until the end. And the planning I worked so hard to make, but Xiao C drenched the dog I scolded with blood, just because I was five minutes late.

This kind of thing happened a lot during our internship, for example, Xiao B received a job, Xiao B didn't want to do it, and as a result, he found Xiao D to be coquettish, and Xiao D casually said to let me do it, although I didn't follow Xiao D, but I was one level lower than Xiao D, so I had to help Xiao B do it, sometimes because I had to do my own thing, I also had to do Xiao B's thing, and I often worked overtime until late at night, and the dark circles under my eyes when I got up the next day, comparable to the national treasure panda. But Little B won't say a word of thanks for these, just take it and leave, and finally Little B was praised for my things, and I was scolded for sometimes doing wrong things because of overtime.

Sometimes I really don't understand, I read honestly, do things honestly, why every time I am scolded, she can do things that can be done by being coquettish, I must stay up late to do it, promotion without me, salary increase without me, rest without me, scolded by me, I have done so much, although in the end we all turned positive together, but everyone always likes to talk to Xiao B, always don't like to talk to me, every time I know that Xiao B has a backstage, but everyone will not care, and shout at her, and I can only work overtime obediently, Doing a good job is what I should do, and if I don't do it well, I will be scolded for being bloody, as if I am a working machine, I shouldn't think about anything else, I can only do things.

It's been a year since I joined the company, Xiao B has been promoted to a level, and has become my top boss, I'm still spinning in place, doing the lowest job, my planner Xiao B handed in a promotion and raise, I'm still struggling at the bottom, I really don't know, how long will it take for such days, every time everyone says I don't want to fight, but how do I go for it? I don't even have the qualifications to speak, the name on the plan, Xiao B can change it in a minute, change it to his own, but I can't say anything, I really don't understand, why is she so praised by thousands of people, but I can only be as obscure as the miners underground?