It's really quite a strange amnesia.

No matter how Yun Chu consulted countless materials, he could no longer find a case exactly like her.

"Even if others have amnesia due to brain injury, they often don't have the same complete memory as me, they can often recall some fragments of the past, although they may not be able to connect those memory fragments, but I'm good, I can't find even a little memory fragment in my brain, don't you think it's strange?"

Yun Chu kept having a smile on his face.

"I tried hypnosis, but the hypnotist told me that my brain was completely blank! Oh yes, the hypnotist said that I was hypnotized, and he tried many methods, but he couldn't succeed in hypnotizing me. He even studied me as a subject, and in the end, it was only with the help of drugs that I was successfully hypnotized. But the results of the hypnosis made him very, very unhappy. Generally speaking, after hypnosis, it is awakening people's subconscious, many memories, you yourself think you don't remember, but in fact, as long as these memories are still in your mind, then they will still exist in your subconscious. But the hypnotist said that there was nothing in my brain, and even if he hypnotized me, even if it awakened my subconscious, there was no trace of the past! ”

Although Yun Chu had a smile on her face, her voice was very stunned.

"I still don't understand what all this is all about." Yun Chu sighed slightly, "Uncle doesn't like me to investigate the past, and I don't want to make my uncle angry, besides, I'm doing well now, my uncle is very good to me, he is so doting and even doting on me, what am I not satisfied with?" Why do we have to get to the bottom of what happened in the past? But...... People are always curious. Many people wish they could forget some of the past, but after they really forget it, after they really don't remember, they can't wait to find that blank memory at all costs. This is the paradox of life, people always want to be able to forget their troubles and leave their troubles behind, but people are always looking for their troubles all the time. ”

I don't know if it's this enclosed elevator space, or the situation of being trapped, all in all, Yun Chu wants to talk very much now, wants to keep talking, and her mouth doesn't seem to be able to stop.

"Actually, I'm also very curious about the past, very curious and curious, but my uncle doesn't like me to ask about the past, what happened before the car accident, and my uncle said that it was not a good thing, I don't need to know. Also, after I woke up from a car accident, I was in a very bad mental state at that time, because I didn't have any memory, so I was afraid of all kinds of things, and I didn't believe anyone. Including my uncle, I don't believe him either...... Later, it took a long, long time for my uncle to convince me of him, and it was only then that my mental state slowly improved. The psychiatrist at the time also said that I should no longer deliberately think about what happened before the amnesia, which would only make my mental state more and more unstable. That's why my uncle didn't talk to me about the past for my own good...... But I'm curious, really curious, curious. ”

Yun Chu laughed as he spoke, "Have you ever tried that feeling, huh...... That is, the more people don't want you to know, the more they think you shouldn't know, the more you want to know? ”

She looked at Tan Jincheng and said this, and Tan Jincheng also looked at her, but Tan Jincheng didn't answer, just looked at her so quietly and expressionlessly, his eyes were not shocked.

Yun Chu shrugged, and didn't care about talking about Jin Cheng's attitude, anyway, she was eager to talk at this moment, she just needed an audience, an audience who would not reject her, as for whether this audience expressed an opinion or not, it didn't matter, he just needed to be a qualified listener with peace of mind.

"I was curious about my past, and I wanted to know my past, so I hid it from my uncle to the hypnotist...... However, the result made me look for the truth, and my brain was really blank. En, I originally thought that I was just injured in the brain, and for some reason something in the brain was hidden, but it turned out that it was not because of the damage to the brain that some areas could not be connected and then amnesia, but that there was no memory of the past in my brain at all, no memory of any bit of memory! ”

When Yun Chu said this, he couldn't help but smile again, "Don't you think it's interesting?" Seen this before? Not really. I looked it up on the Internet, and I asked many, many brain experts, including the most famous doctor in the United States, and as a result, people said that they had never seen a case like mine, and theoretically there could be no such case as me. Are you strange or not? There are six or seven billion people in this world, and the probability of one in six or seven billion has been encountered by me. Tsk, should I say I'm lucky, or lucky......"

"By the way, I'm still thinking, if I die, I'll have to donate myself to those research institutes, so that they can study what the hell is going on with my head." Yun Chu blinked playfully at Tan Jin Cheng, and then said, "Actually, I also want to donate now, after all, I want to live to know the reason, if I die, even if the reason is found out, I can't know, who knows if there is a heaven in this world?" Besides, even if there is heaven, who can be sure that I can go to heaven? If I go to hell, I still won't get any news. ”

"Doing research on living people is probably not ethically acceptable, but as long as I want to, I guess it's fine. When my uncle was there, I knew that I would never be able to do that, even if I didn't think about myself, I had to think about my uncle, and my uncle did everything possible to save me back, and it took so much effort to make me a normal person, but it didn't make me dedicate myself to science. Now that my uncle is gone, I finally don't have to worry about anything...... It's pretty good, too. ”

"Really?"

Since entering the elevator, Tan Jincheng, who had not spoken since Yun Chu began to talk endlessly, finally spoke up at this moment.

Just two simple words, all of a sudden, made Yun Chu, who was originally gushing, close his mouth.

Is it?

She really wanted to answer yes in a dashing manner, but ...... She couldn't really say a word.

Everything is just self-deception, and she can only live by it. I can only imagine for myself, if she really goes into action, will she? The answer is definitely no. But the question is, what is the meaning of her being alive now?