Chapter 177: Melancholy

It's already depressing to be suppressed by a woman, and it's even more depressing when a woman who suppresses herself runs away after she sleeps. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

This kind of encounter makes Zhang Tao look a little manic now, he hates this kind of bloody plot, and he hates this kind of thing even more! What can't be said to come, do you have to come like this?

The irritable vented in the room, but unfortunately there was no one here, and he didn't have a hobby of throwing things when he was angry, and there was nothing for him to be angry.

After a long time, Zhang Tao calmed down his mentality, and then saw the things on the sheets, remembering what happened to Li Xiaoling, Zhang Tao suddenly slapped himself in the mouth - mlgb! I didn't have a condom!

Regarding the condom, this is really a sad question for Zhang Tao. In the previous life, it was more than three or four years later than now.

A girl who gave Zhang Tao a notebook took away his first kiss when the two were about to develop further. The girl made a request to ask Zhang Tao to buy a condom, otherwise there would be no next step.

So it was a tragedy, at that time, buying a condom was not as blatant as that of later generations, it was all covert. And not all supermarket stores sold it, it seemed to be only available in pharmacies at that time.

Seeing the young girls in the pharmacy, Zhang Tao was stunned and walked around the door for two hours. It's just that I'm embarrassed to go in and buy it, so the further development of him and her can't continue, and the two of them end up in the end.

Until many years later, when the sleeves were sold everywhere, and young people blatantly bought them. Zhang Tao suddenly remembered a question: The girl who gave him the book was from the countryside like him, who knew how to use a sleeve in the countryside at that time?

The children at that time were all blown with a set of balloons, and they were blowing very energetically!

How did the girl know? And the girl knew that Zhang Tao was more introverted and shy at that time, how could she dare to buy that thing? After thinking about it like this, Zhang Tao understood that the girl should have used a condom a long time ago, and it was not Zhang Tao who should know about it.

And she and Zhang Tao don't seem to have the intention of further development at this time, just talking about it for a while, and after the interest is over, they will go their own way.

This is a sad emotional story of a rookie on the road of love, if it weren't for the sudden memory of the sleeve, Zhang Tao probably forgot about the woman long ago.

Li Xiaoling has already left, and the breath left in the room is estimated to be nothing after a while. Zhang Tao opened the door, and it was raining lightly outside.

It was still early, because it was raining, so Zhang Tao was lazy to exercise, but continued to lie in bed and think nonsense.

He really didn't have any other feelings for Li Xiaoling, at most he just thought about it in a dream, and this Sanqing can testify. He just felt that Li Xiaoling was his English teacher, and he had passed by in his youth.

So I want to help her, so that she doesn't encounter things that shouldn't happen and can live with peace of mind. I didn't expect things to turn out to be like this in the end, it seems that I was still asleep, what a humiliating feeling!

It's just that Li Xiaoling has already left, quietly gone.

After thinking about it in bed, it was time to go to class. Zhang Tao is a little excited now and doesn't want to go to class. I got up again and rode towards my hotel.

I stopped by a kiosk and bought a pack of cigarettes and lit one for myself! The long-lost spicy taste rushed from my throat to the bottom of my heart, and a faint melancholy filled my heart.

This pesky rainy weather! I've made myself a little sentimental.

"Lighting a cigarette, my heart is like a smoke ring spitting out. Pour a glass of wine and your face will be as delicate as an apple. How I wish you had never departed. How I wish that love would continue... ”

The town didn't know whose house was playing music early in the morning, and a woman's voice came from afar. After hearing this song, Zhang Tao's mood became more and more bad.

When she arrived at the hotel, Zhao Lin was already waiting anxiously, and when she saw Zhang Tao coming over on a motorcycle, the girl immediately became happy.

"Brother Xiaotao, where did you run last night? Don't call home, everyone in the family is worried about you。。。。。 How did you smoke? ”

Zhang Tao tried hard to put on a smiling face, and then pulled the corners of his mouth.

"There was something going on last night, so I didn't go home and forgot to call back. You go to school and ask me for a leave of absence. Say I have a headache today, I won't go to class, and I'll pick you up when class is over. ”

Zhao Lin still wanted to say something to Zhang Tao, but Zhang Tao had already gone to the front desk to check the empty room. The headache after the hangover, and the extremely low mood, made him really have no heart to go to class, and he just wanted to sleep a little more now.

Looking at Zhang Tao's behavior and the melancholy on his face, Zhao Lin found that he felt a little heartache. I don't know what happened to my brother Xiaotao last night, which will make Zhang Tao what he is now.

In her eyes, Zhang Tao has always been very plain, even the last time he fought, Zhang Tao didn't show anything special.

And Zhang Tao didn't go home last night, and when I saw him this morning, he became like this, something must have happened last night.

It's just that Zhang Tao didn't want to say it, and Zhao Lin was helpless, watching Zhang Tao walk towards the elevator in a hurry. Zhao Lin gritted her teeth, then stomped her foot and went to school by herself.

She will definitely do it to help Zhang Tao ask for leave, and she is not going to tell her mother about it, otherwise her mother will definitely be worried.

Another incident happened in the school on this day, the English teacher of classes 64 and 65 went to study outside, and her class is now given to another teacher.

This kind of thing rarely happens in the first place, but after the school changed leaders, it was already the second, and the places were won by the school leaders and town leaders.

The purpose is to make the quality of the school's teachers higher, so that the quality of the school's teaching can be higher, which is not felt by the students of the town's middle school.

Their regret is that they will never see a certain role in their youth dream again, and their hearts are full of regrets, and they can no longer find that kind of turbulent mature woman in school.

Life has to go on, and after the English teacher left, Zhang Tao took a day off and continued to attend classes, but there was always a special look on his brows.

It's not that he didn't think about going to find out where the English teacher was studying and then going to her, but thinking about what the English teacher said in the letter, he gave up again.

Three years! See you in three years, when I was already a sophomore in high school, but Zhang Tao didn't know what the English teacher would become.

Especially when he was suppressed for a night that night, but no security measures were put in place, this kind of snapping of the knife made Zhang Tao always feel a little worried.

This is a habit for him, a habit developed in his wandering career in his previous life. Every time he snapped, he had to take action, or he would rather not do it.

This is also the reason why he never goes to Miss, a kind of psychological cleanliness and caution, and he never impregnates a woman when he is unprepared!

The people in Zhang Tao's family all felt the change in Zhang Tao, and it seemed that Zhang Tao, who did not go back one night, became more and more silent after that night, and even would be inexplicably stunned at some times.

This made the family very worried, I don't know what happened to this child, Zhang Cuihua even told her husband.

I am worried about whether Zhang Tao is because of what happened between him and Zheng Xiaoyan, so his temperament has become like this, after all, the communication between the two of them has become less and less now.

However, Zheng Hu can be sure that nothing happened between the two, he had dinner with Zheng Congwu and his brother's family two days ago, and Xiaoyanzi was not abnormal at all.

Zheng Hu immediately made a phone call to Zhang Tao, but he didn't ask anything from Zhang Tao's mouth. In desperation, he had no choice but to amplify his tricks and take the family to Shenzhen for a few days during the summer vacation.

It just so happened that Zhang Tao's branch was about to open at that time, and he hoped to go out to the big city and see the modern city to make Zhang Tao more cheerful.

The husband and wife are now very concerned about Zhang Tao, this child is smart, has good grades in school, is sensible, and has a good ability to earn money.

Although the two of them said insignificant things about Zhang Tao's money, they still cared very much in their hearts. This child's future achievements can be seen, and he will definitely not be worse than others nearby, so he naturally doesn't want anything wrong with his son.

Zhang Tao also knew that his current state was a bit of a problem, but he couldn't turn it around for a while. The English teacher is not only the woman in his dreams in his past and present lives, but also the first woman in his life!

Men will always care a lot about some aspects of themselves for the first time, especially their first woman, and he is in this state now.

But the woman slept him and turned around and ran away, leaving no nostalgia at all, which had too much impact on him.

So it's really hard for him to change his mentality in a short period of time, and he always unconsciously remembers what happened that night.

"The pond was full, the rain had stopped, and the thin mud on the edge of the field was full of loaches. Every day I wait for you, waiting for you to catch loaches. Big brother, let's go catch loaches. Maverick's brother, take him to catch loaches, big brother is good, let's go catch loaches... ”

It was another weekend, Zhang Tao was lying under the eaves in a daze, and he had been in this state for more than a month.

A child next to him passed by the doorway, happily humming the nursery rhyme of "Catching Loaches". After Zhang Yan on the side heard this, her eyes rolled and she ran to Zhang Tao's side.

"Second brother, shall we go catch loaches? The creek in front of the village had a lot of loaches in it. (To be continued.) )