Chapter 206: Meaning
When the sun rises again, everything looks like it's still the same, but it doesn't know that it only takes one night for the world to change dramatically. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½?
At that time, nothing came to the surface, and everyone continued to live a thin but peaceful life like every day in the past. The world hidden under the truth has already begun to quietly dissolve, don't believe you. "Click". "Click, click, click".
The tip of the iceberg has begun to crumble, and time is running out.
Turn off the lights, raise your hands, and close your eyes together.
After all, in the end, no one can escape.
"Didi Di ......" At half past six in the morning, Zhao Shuangwei's alarm clock rang, she pressed the alarm clock, and was about to turn over and continue to sleep in a daze, but suddenly thought of something and jumped up from the bed all of a sudden.
Taking out his mobile phone and checking the information after falling asleep last night, Zhao Shuangwei opened Weibo and sent a private message to Han Zhun. Yes, after so much, she has appeared, if the idol is not held high in the palm of her hand, then what is the point of chasing stars? In that period of life that was once misplaced, she is trying to return it to its original position, as Wei Qiyue said, in this way, Fang will live up to Li Zhijun's heart for her.
Whether he is there or not, she has to be the best Zhao Shuangwei, just so that one day when she can meet someone like him, the other party will also like her.
Although Zhao Shuangwei also knows that she shouldn't live for this, at present, this is at least a strong enough motivation to support her to move forward.
Studying is a very lonely thing, endless practice questions, never-ending test papers, only a single moon in the sky witnesses every night when she writes hard. As winter progresses, the hours of darkness are significantly earlier, and the days are getting shorter.
When Zhao Shuangwei got up, the sky was not completely bright, and she took out the wrong book that she hadn't opened for a long time, and the wrong questions on it were still left before the summer vacation. She sighed slightly, turned a new page, and copied the wrong questions from last night's test paper.
After reading the wrong questions, she looked at her watch and it was almost time to go to school, so she took the breakfast that Zhao's mother had prepared for her and went out to take the bus.
Day after day, day after day, is about to begin again.
Zhao Shuangwei stood on the bus, watching the sunlight spill into the car, and outside the window was the path she would walk with her eyes closed. At such a moment, she was in a trance, when did this constant cycle of life become a head? Why do people work so hard to live? She was trapped by this sudden thought, Zhao Shuang frowned slightly and thought about it for a long time, but she still couldn't think of anything.
That feeling came back suddenly. Every time there is such a moment, Zhao Shuangwei will feel breathless, and these unanswered questions are like shackles, locking her deeply. She was crushed in despair, unable to see the exit, like a person walking in the dark, with no lights around, she did not dare to take a single step, but staying where she was made to go crazy out of control.
Zhao Shuangwei remembered that Wei Qiyue had told her that whenever this feeling came to invade again, she could find him, and he was willing to help her.
As soon as she got off the bus, she didn't have time to enter the school, so Zhao Shuangwei immediately called Wei Qiyue.
"Hello? Xiao Zhao? Don't go to class? He was right away.
Zhao Shuang breathed slightly, she finally grabbed this last straw, she had to hold it firmly in her hand and couldn't let go.
"Xiao Zhao, let me tell you, you shouldn't be right. Do you know why your mom let you know me? Because she wants to find a good role model for you, I have been a pacesetter in learning since I was a child. You listen to me count for you, I ...... when I was in elementary school" Without waiting for Zhao Shuangwei to speak, Wei Qiyue took the lead in talking about his glorious experience, talking endlessly, without any intention of stopping.
Zhao Shuangwei held the mobile phone, and suddenly felt a little relieved. It turns out that in this world, Han Zhun is far from the only person who can understand her emotional breakdown.
"I'm going to class, so I don't have time to listen to your deeds. Hang up first, bye-bye. Zhao Shuangwei looked at her watch, hurriedly hung up the phone, and ran back to the classroom.
On the other end of the phone, Wei Qiyue finally breathed a sigh of relief. He has been a doctor for so long, and he has seen many patients and has been exposed to many cases. Zhao Shuangwei's situation is actually not special, but she has a paranoid personality and is particularly easy to drill the horns. Girls who are in adolescence themselves are more sensitive, and a little thing can easily cause them to have a psychological breakdown, so that they fall into this emotion and torture themselves over and over again. They are like beautiful but fragile stained glazed glass that needs extra care and care.
If it weren't for Zhao's mother repeatedly asking him, in fact, Wei Qiyue would not be willing to care about such a thankless thing. It's just that after he met Zhao Shuangwei, he slowly began to want to let her return to the sunny side from his heart. She is simple, cute, curious about the world but timid, I heard Zhao's mother say that Zhao Shuangwei also won the first place in the grade, and she is a child who is very demanding of herself. If she is left alone and let her give up on herself and destroy her future, then he really can't bear it. In fact, at this stage, in addition to timely companionship and patient explanation, the more Wei Qi can do, it is also very limited. He can only hope that Zhao Shuangwei can one day realize the true meaning of life by himself, so that he loves life from the bottom of his heart, not to please anyone.
At this moment, Zhao Shuangwei is far from understanding so much. How lucky she is to have such a careful mother by her side, Han Zhun who is willing to take care of her, and Wei Qiyue who constantly guides her.
Zhao Shuangwei didn't think about it so much at all, she only had one goal now, which was to make up for the missing homework as much as possible, and other than that, to reduce the time spent on the game. Although she can't completely quit this addiction for a while, Zhao Shuangwei is full of confidence in herself and full of expectations for the future. It's always going to be okay in the future. She wasn't in a hurry.
Regarding all the other people and things, Yang Sang, Li Zhijun, and Han Zhun ...... The fact that these people can appear in her life is an incredible fate in itself. In addition to cherishing the moment, cherishing the people in front of her, and cherishing the people who are willing to treat her sincerely, Zhao Shuangwei really has nothing more to do.
The sunlight outside the window is exactly the same as every day, always so bright. The sun is far away, but there will be a sun.
Flipping through the calendar, she is about to turn 18. (To be continued.) )