Fan Zixi didn't really make up for a 'breakfast', but he still kept his promise and took Xia Zhien to eat barbecue. After all, you can't have a relationship casually, and at this time, you may not be ready for the illusion of monsters.

Full of wine and food, Xia Zhien felt that his stomach was a little bulging.

bought a movie ticket, the time was still early, Xia Zhien and Fan Zixi sat in the coffee and waited for the time to pass little by little.

Fan Zixi stirred the coffee in the cup aimlessly, looked at the big red mug, and felt that the New Year was not far away.

December is the last month of the year, and at the beginning of the month, the café is filled with Christmas-related songs on a loop.

"Fanzixi, what are you thinking?" Xia Zhien held the cup in his hand to keep warm.

"Are you cold?" Fan Zixi pulled Xia Zhien's hand holding the cup.

"It's not cold, but my hands have never been hot in winter~" Xia Zhien said casually. In fact, many women are like this, their bodies are not cold, but their hands and feet are cold, which is the embodiment of Gong Han.

"With me this year, your hands won't be cold anymore, and in the future, I'll help you warm your hands." Fan Zixi said, letting the true air flow into Xia Zhien's hands.

Xia Zhien saw the hands of the two people holding together, surrounded by yellow faint light, and felt warm.

"If I can't see the things in the underworld, can I still feel your true qi?" Xia Zhien tried to touch the true qi with his hand, but he only felt the heat and couldn't catch anything.

"I don't know how you feel, but I think I can feel it." Fan Zixi said.

"I sometimes wonder if we never have a relationship, the monsters will never come out, and we can be together forever." Xia Zhien said, leaned back, and withdrew his hand from Fan Zixi's hand, "In the past, in the hospital, I would communicate with many mentally ill patients every day, and their thoughts were also strange, and their words were also wild. Without your brothers, I haven't seen Qi Bin for a long time, and Dai has also returned to the East China Sea. I'm sitting with you like this now and drinking coffee, and it's a New Year's vibe everywhere. Xia Zhien's eyes flickered uneasily, "Fan Zixi, am I actually the patient?" ”

With such a good dating atmosphere, I really shouldn't say such sad things. Fan Zixi was infected by Xia Zhien's emotions, and he even felt that he was harmful.

"Do you want to accept the fact that you're a patient, or are you willing to accept the fact that I'm not human?" Fan Zixi smiled faintly, looked at his watch, stood up and put on his coat, "It's almost time, let's go to the movies." ”

Xia Zhien pursed his lips, took a deep breath, and then stretched out his hand.

Fan Zixi smiled slightly, pulled Xia Zhien to stand up, and then picked up the tweed coat on the sofa and put it on Xia Zhien.

Xia Zhien got dressed and took Fan Zixi's arm and walked out of the door of the coffee. Xia Zhien has always felt very uneasy in his heart, as if everything is over, and the tragedy begins. Her heart was beating fast, and her eyes were often only focused on the blue spirits around her. Such a state makes Xia Zhien, who has been a doctor, very uncomfortable. In fact, she can't accept her own changes.

I have been working in the hospital for many years, and the patients I have encountered have had their own problems. Some patients have caused psychological damage to themselves because their parents divorced when they were young, and until they are in their thirties, they cannot be indifferent to the trauma in their hearts. Some patients have a nervous breakdown because they can't stand the mental pressure. Some patients suffer from paranoia because they find that their ideals are too different from reality. Not only can external causes influence a person's ability to develop a mental illness, but genetics can also have an impact on the patient. The kidnapped child when he was a child went crazy, so how strong does his heart have to be to experience so many weird things, and he can still watch movies with a boyfriend who is not a person?

Xia Zhien thought about his experience in the past 30 years, but found that there were no good memories worth keeping. The more I think about it, the more strange it becomes, why do I have no relatives, friends, brothers and sisters? The only friend is Qi Bin, and he is not human. The first person I liked in my life, he was a dragon. Is this a punishment? It's like Hanno is punished for the mistakes of that life in every life. So, what is your fault? Is it 900 years ago that I fell in love with the Three Realms? Or in that life, he and the Three Realms were pregnant with monsters and violated the immortal rules? If you are here to atone for your sins in this life, how can you be happy?

"You're not happy." Fan Zixi said.

"Nope." Xia Zhien said lightly.

The movie is a New Year's movie, and the performance is very lively, even if the laughter is stupid, the audience also follows hahaha. Xia Zhien didn't laugh the whole time, Fan Zixi watched Xia Zhien from time to time, and he basically didn't pay attention to what this movie was about.

Everyone must be in a happy mood to watch the New Year's movie, Xia Zhien leaned his head on Fan Zixi's shoulder, and Fan Zixi reached out and hugged Xia Zhien into his arms.

"Fanzixi." Xia Zhien turned his head slightly, and Fan Zixi also lowered his head to listen to her, "I was born to wait for you." ”

"Maybe." Fan Zixi replied to her in a low voice.

"I've lived so empty in every life, I don't know what I'm waiting for until you appear in my life..." Xia Zhien said in Fan Zixi's ear.

"Do you not want me to meet you again, or do you think I met you too late?" Fan Zixi put his forehead on Xia Zhien's face.

"I want to meet you. But I'm also afraid of losing you. I want you to come to me sooner, but maybe then we'll be over sooner. Xia Zhien was restless, hugging Fan Zixi's waist, his eyes were a little hot.

"You're sentimental again, Xia Zhien, I've resigned, and you don't have a job, so we can be together every day from now on. We can go shopping, eat and watch movies hand in hand, and we can go on a trip with our suitcase. Go back today and get a good night's sleep, and tomorrow we'll book a plane ticket to travel the world! Don't think about it anymore, we will have a lot of time in the future, and since we have met, we will not be separated again. Fan Zixi whispered comfortingly.

"There is no later. Fanzixi. Maybe there will be no later. Woo woo. I feel.. We don't have a later at all. Xia Zhien cried sadly.

"No, it won't." Fan Zixi said, feeling a little sad for some reason. Is it subconsciously feeling that disaster is coming?

is such a happy New Year's film, but Xia Zhien cried. Xia Zhien walked out of the theater with a sad face, and Fan Zixi helplessly put his arm around her shoulder to comfort her, "Don't think about anything, it's okay." It's because you've been through too much lately, and you're too tired, so just go back and rest for a few days. ”

"You know it's impossible to be good," Xia Zhien stood still, looked at Fan Zixi and said seriously, "You know what I'm afraid of, you must be able to feel it, you just don't want to say it." ”

"Let's go find the light and ask him what is the best time to summon a monster?" Fan Zixi knew what Xia Zhien was worried about, but he didn't know what Xia Zhien wanted.

"You're talking about Qi Bin, I don't want to go to him." Xia Zhien frowned and bowed his head slightly.

"And what do you want?" Fan Zixi asked patiently.

"I don't know." Xia Zhien cried again, "Fan Zixi, let's break up." ”

"What did you say?" Fan Zixi was stunned and looked at Xia Zhien in disbelief. After going through so much to finally be together, thinking about it ten thousand times, Fan Zixi couldn't guess that Xia Zhien would say something about breaking up now.

"I like you, but I still want to calm down. Like you said, there's been so much going on lately that I can't digest it. Xia Zhien kept crying, and the crying Fan Zixi was also upset.

"Let's go." Fan Zixi didn't answer her, pulled Xia Zhien and strode up.

Neither of them spoke again along the way, Fan Zixi drove home quickly, and carried Xia Zhien into the room as soon as he entered the door.

"What are you going to do?" Xia Zhien was thrown onto the bed, sniffed, and looked at Fan Zixi and asked.

Fan Zixi turned on the heating with a cold face, and then began to take off his clothes.

"No, Fanzixi, no." Xia Zhien cried, "I don't know what will happen then. Woo woo. I'm scared.. ”

"What are you afraid of, I'm the Red Dragon God, can't I even protect my own woman!"

After Fan Zixi finished speaking, he threw Xia Zhien on the bed and kissed him domineeringly.

"Woooooooooo Xia Zhien kissed and cried.

"Don't cry!" Fan Zixi said vigorously, "Do you just don't believe me like that?!" ”

Xia Zhien stretched his neck, frowned and closed his eyes, and Fan Zixi kissed her neck hard.

Doing this kind of thing in broad daylight, Xia Zhien felt embarrassed, and she slowly curled up. Fan Zixi didn't let her dodge, and brutally stripped Xia Zhien's clothes. In Xia Zhien's lying posture, Fan Zixi frowned and kissed her back.

"Uh-huh." Xia Zhien's goosebumps rose.

"I love you Xia Zhien, believe me, I will give you the security you want." Fan Zixi said, knelt on Xia Zhien's side, pulled Xia Zhien's waist, and tried to push himself in.

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Xia Zhien was in tears during the whole process, and she didn't know what would happen next. She loves Fan Zixi, and she is afraid that after summoning the monster, Fan Zixi will have to take her life to fight.

The two of them were combined and trembled constantly, and Fan Zixi hugged Xia Zhien tightly after venting, unwilling to leave.

In this way, Fan Zixi hugged Xia Zhien sideways and hugged her tightly in his arms. Neither of them spoke, and only their wheezing could be heard in the room.

Ten fingers clasped, and Xia Zhien's tears of despair flowed down again.

"I'm not afraid, and neither are you. Trust me, I'll be back soon. Fan Zixi hugged Xia Zhien from behind, rested his head on the back of Xia Zhien's neck and said softly.

"I'm going with you." Xia Zhien said, slowly turning around.

"It's too dangerous, you're waiting for me at home." Fan Zixi stroked Xia Zhien's hair.

"You'll be back soon, and you'll come back with me. If you never come back, I'll accompany you wherever you are. Xia Zhien frowned and looked at Fan Zixi's eyes, "Don't want to leave me." ”

"Xia Zhien, if things don't go in a good direction, will you regret meeting me?" Fan Zixi asked with a bitter smile.

"I have never regretted meeting you, whether it was nine hundred years ago, or now, or after every subsequent reincarnation, I have no regrets. I love you, no matter where you go, I must be by your side. Don't think about leaving me, don't think that you can live well without me. ”

Before Xia Zhien finished speaking, he was tightly hugged into his arms by Fan Zixi.

"Don't say it." Fan Zixi's voice choked, "I'll take you there." ”

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