Qu Rou looked at the text message her mother sent her, and there were only three words: call back quickly. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

She sighed softly, still on her mobile phone, silently typing out the string of numbers that she had memorized. For so many years, her mother has never changed her phone, and this string of numbers has always been in Qu Rou's mind, accompanying her to grow up.

"Dut...... ......" The phone rang, and Qu Rou waited anxiously. It wasn't until the crisp artificial female voice came at the end, "Hello, the user you dialed has not answered for the time being......" Qu Rou breathed a sigh of relief.

Qu Rou shrunk in the quilt, holding her mobile phone, and her mother's face appeared in her head.

Qu Rou's mother's name is Qu Ying, and she has been one of the best beauties in the local area since she was a child. Qu Roujiao's good face and concave and convex body lines are all inherited from her mother. In the early 80s, when reform and opening up had just begun, everyone was still hesitating and hesitating. Qu Ying's father led more than a dozen male owners in a village to take the lead in going south to work. Within a few years, she made a lot of money, and then took Qu Ying and her mother and brother to live in the city together.

When I first came to the city, I was not used to it. The economic conditions of the family are not worse than others, Quying is good-looking, and his studies are reasonable, and he can be said to have become a man of the hour in school. From the principal to the parents of new students, no one doesn't know that girl is more beautiful than a movie star.

In the early 90s, the most fashionable activity was to go to the discotheque, and Quying just wanted to try it at first, so he secretly went there without telling his parents and classmates. Later, Qu's father found out, and he was very angry and didn't allow Qu Ying to go to such a place again. Where can the music shadow of adolescence be persuaded? I didn't even go to school, and I followed a group of young people around every day. Among them was a boy named Yue Qingqiao. He danced very well, high and white, and Quying fell in love with him at first sight.

It didn't take long for Qu Ying to have Yue Qingqiao's flesh and blood. On the day she found out, she excitedly ran to the disco to find him.

"Qingqiao, I have your child, let's get married." Qu Ying looked innocent and looked at the person in front of him.

"What did you say?" Yue Qingqiao turned his head sideways and gently approached her mouth.

Qu Ying was happy, and shouted again and repeated.

But then, Yue Qingqiao, who was fair-skinned and loved to dance, changed his face and turned around and ran. Qu Ying was stunned in place alone for a long time.

That day, it was calm and there was no wind. But the world of Quying is like a thunderbolt from the sky, and it will never be quiet.

The paper couldn't hold the fire, and soon, everyone in Qu Ying's family knew about it. Father Qu is a conservative person, and he beat Qu Ying and wanted to take her to the hospital. Qu Ying insisted on refusing, he couldn't keep his heart, and it was good to keep his children.

In the end, Qu's father threw down a sentence: "If you dare to give birth to this child, you will have nothing to do with the Qu family from now on." ”

The stubborn Qu Ying didn't want to say a word, and left the house directly. Since then, she has never been back.

A girl, with a big belly and penniless, how should she live in this city? Fortunately, Quying, who is pregnant, is still very beautiful, she helps to pick up customers in the disco day and night, and lives in a small room converted from the office behind the disco at night.

Qu Ying made up her mind that she would never leave, she would wait for that person here. It's just that Yue Qingqiao never appeared again.

Soon, Qu Ying, who was only 16 years old, gave birth to Qu Rou and was promoted to become a mother.

Qu Rou grew up, and her mother rarely cared about her. The mother in my memory is young, beautiful, and temperamental, but she doesn't have a bit of mother's flavor.

"Mom, where's my dad?" Qu Rou asked this question many times when she was a child.

Every now and then, Qu Ying would tell him unabashedly: "He didn't like you, so he left." In the future, if you don't like someone, you have to leave him immediately. This life is too long, and we all have to live for ourselves. ”

"Then why am I called Qu Rou?"

Qu Ying never answered this question, but Qu Rou stumbled upon the answer in her notepad. On the last page of the yellowed little book, it was written: Thin love turns into amorous tiredness, and the intestines are soft. Qu Rou stared at the sentence "Qu Qu Rou's intestines are broken", and felt sorry for her mother.

Soon, Qu Rou was also 16 years old. She said to her mother, "I want to go out and learn dance." ”

Qu Ying nodded, and just allowed her to leave the house.

Since then, Qu Rou has rarely seen her mother. The mother and daughter are the same, they are both indifferent people. Qu Ying never asked too much about how Qu Rou got a foothold, and Qu Rou didn't ask how her mother survived after the disco went out of business? It's not close, it's not far, it's not cold, it's not hot, it's not away.

Qu Ying often said: "All relationships between people are not the most important." The most important and long-lasting thing is the relationship between yourself and yourself. So you do anything, as long as you have a clear conscience and no regrets, it's enough. No one else needs to care, just don't be sorry for yourself. Qu Rou is deeply emotionally touched by this, and has always been the same.

Qu Rou's memories ended here, she sighed softly, and there was an indescribable feeling in her heart. What is my mother looking for herself this time?

"Jingle bell bell ......" The abrupt phone rang, and Qu Rou hurriedly went to look at the phone. It's the string of numbers that are recited upside down.

She hurriedly picked it up and said "feed" uncontrollably.

"Qu Rou, mom has seen your news, what are you going to do next?" Quying's voice was as gentle as water.

"I ......" Qu Rou, who was suddenly cared about by her mother, was a little unaccustomed. Before she could figure out how to speak, Qu Ying said lightly: "Mom just found a new boyfriend recently, and he didn't know that I had a daughter......"

"Well, okay, I got it." Qu Rou bit her lip and replied obediently. Her heart was cold, and sure enough...... And so it was. "Mom, don't worry, it won't affect you, and no one will know about this relationship." She quickly returned to a brisk tone.

"This life is too long......" Qu Ying didn't finish speaking, but Qu Rou interjected: "I know, so we all have to live for ourselves." ”

"Then you live well." This is the usual closing remark of the song.

Hanging up the phone, Qu Rou wanted to cry a little. She thought to herself: The sky and the earth are big, isn't there a place for me Qu Rou? No, I will continue to shine in my field. I don't need anyone, it's enough for me to have myself......

Tears flowed gently from the corners of Qu Rou's eyes, and before she could wipe them, the phone rang again.

She glanced at the caller ID, and the words "Wang Mingqiu" came into view.

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