NO.17.III: A Little Confused Story
A few kilometers away in Xi'an, Guo Xintong was staring at the playground in a daze.
A sleepy bug who falls asleep in the morning when he remembers a book and takes a nap when he reads a book at night, a careless ghost who often forgets to write his name in exams and often falls behind in school, a warrior who has a strong personality and doesn't like to cry and dares to fight with boys.
This is Guo Xintong, who is usually a little smart, likes to let go and fantasize, and occasionally is a little stupid invincible beautiful girl.
Guo Xintong never knew that someone thousands of meters away would think of her at this moment, she only knew that from now on she graduated and was no longer a junior high school student.
Before the high school entrance examination, the whole family was instilling in her that she had a good exam and the like, and if she did well in the high school entrance examination, she might be admitted to a key high school, so that it would be easier to get into a key university in the future.
However, suddenly the high school entrance examination was over, and I entered high school all of a sudden, and I was still a little confused and caught off guard.
Guo Xintong has never been a sentimental person, she is not here to remember the lost years, the reason why she is here today is not because someone confessed to her, nor did she want to confess to others, let alone date.
So what is it, in fact, it is nothing, just to get the notice. Of course, it's the admission letter, the admission letter from high school.
There are many middle schools in Xi'an, of course, there are more junior high schools and fewer high schools, and Guo Xintong goes to an ordinary junior high school. Although her father was a civil servant and her mother worked in a bank, she did not attend secondary school in the system.
Half an hour ago, a classmate told Guo Xintong that she had been admitted to Xi'an No. 1 Middle School in Chang'an District. Xi'an No. 1 Middle School, this is a key high school, and every year there are always students who go to Tsinghua University and Peking University, which is the ideal in the hearts of many people.
There are many key middle schools in Xi'an, such as the Railway Middle School attached to Jiaotong University, but the closest to Guo Xintong can be touched with hard work, or this Xi'an No. 1 Middle School.
As a person who went to kindergarten at the age of five, Guo Xintong was admitted to high school just before he was fifteen years old, and if he went well in three years, he could go to college before he was seventeen.
It sounds like Guo Xintong is very smart, but that's not the case, there are many smart people, and it will never be her. It seems that because he went to school too early, Guo Xintong is just a little smart, and he can only be ashamed of himself when he encounters those demons.
In this high school entrance examination, more than ten people from the school were admitted to this high school, fortunately, Guo Xintong, who was always more than ten years after the grade in every preliminary examination, unexpectedly entered the top ten this time and took away this precious place.
Xi'an No. 1 Middle School, being admitted to this school, not to mention half a foot into a key university, one foot into the second book is not a lie. Well, I heard that the score of this school is more than 400, just in the middle, not the bottom.
Guo Xintong tilted his head and thought, I heard that this school is very scary, not only does it have to study at night, but also requires all students to live in the school, and I feel a headache when I think about it.
Guo Xintong frowned, not to mention the habit of eating or not eating food in school, just the thing that restricts people's freedom makes her feel helpless, not to mention that she has to get up early and study at night.
As a person who is free by nature, Guo Xintong finds it hard to believe that he will be able to stay, and he feels that the future is bleak when he thinks about it.
The joy of the harvest has faded, and now all that remains is the worry about the future, what to do. Guo Xintong didn't know that when she left, she didn't pay attention when others called her.
Alas, what an annoyance.
Hey, junior high school is over like this, and I haven't even talked about a relationship.
Her parents said that she was a little confused, and she was confused when she learned to do things, but she didn't expect to take such a step and was admitted to Xi'an No. 1 Middle School for the first time.
The fact that there is still a sports committee member who can be admitted, but the fact that the study committee member is named Sun Shan, everyone in the class did not expect such a result, which made people fall through the glasses, and Guo Xintong was the same.
is about to enter Xi'an No. 1 Middle School, what will happen in the future, Guo Xintong is more and more confused.
Guo Xintong wouldn't know that being admitted to Xi'an No. 1 Middle School was just the beginning, in this highly competitive school, she would be very uncomfortable with her casual temperament, and then quickly became ordinary from excellent to ordinary.
She wouldn't know that in this school, she would fall in love with a smart and studious boy, and break her vow not to fall in love before the college entrance examination, and even stiffen her relationship with her family for this, and finally scar herself.
The boy has a good-looking side face, with bright and soft lines, a thick bangs covering his eyebrows, revealing deep and melancholy eyes, and he looks a bit like Zhou Yumin when he laughs.
That boy is excellent in character and learning, polite and humble in his speech, and is extremely good in every aspect.
Although Guo Xintong doesn't think she is a nymphomaniac, she never thinks that she will have an intersection with such a person, but she really has a different feeling, her character of daring to love and hate always makes her let go of everything and break through all scruples and obstacles.
However, all love is always bound to setbacks, just like China's Zhu Yingtai Liang Shanbo, just like Romeo and Juliet abroad, Guo Xintong has suffered far more than them.
Because of courage, people dare to fight against all opposition, but they will inevitably get exhausted and end up scarred by thorns.
Because I like it, I try to make myself excellent, so that I can get closer to him and stand with him more compatible.
But the reality always backfires, just like Yishu said, if a man doesn't love a woman, it's wrong for her to cry, it's wrong to be silent, it's wrong to breathe alive, it's wrong to die!
Guo Xintong didn't know that she had always been wrong, her first love, her first love would end without a problem, and finally end in tragedy.
The first love is gone, the key university is gone, her youth is a tragedy, this is the worst of her time.
Guo Xintong didn't know that once when she was drunk, she would tell a person named Shen Yang everything, how she was stupid and sweet back then, and she liked to live and die, but all this was just her wishful thinking.
How long does it take for a person's atrium to be closed before it is reopened, I don't know if there is a scientific investigation on this question, when Guo Xintong said that she would not love anymore, she would not have thought that she would soon meet another person.
At that time, a few years later, she was no longer that little confused, she would no longer work hard because of others, she only lived for herself, fought for herself, and lived a chic life for herself.
Guo Xintong didn't know that at that time, she was full of light and glory, which made others ashamed of themselves. At that time, only others looked up to her, and no one else looked down on her and said that she was naïve.
She would sometimes say that it was very lonely to be cold in a high place, and then Shen Yang would say, this is why you said these words to me, and then she would laugh without saying a word, and suddenly say that she really wanted to fall in love, and then change to Shen Yang to be silent.
Guo Xintong didn't know that at that time, she would have feelings for her classmates and fellow villagers who had been with her for several years, which was different from love at first sight, which was more like a long-term love.
But the two of them are different, this kind of relationship is obscure and hazy, both of them are aware of it, but they don't know what the other party thinks, and because of the gap between the two sides, they didn't choose to speak.
There is a saying that is very true, if you like it, you will confess it loudly, but neither of them has the courage to do so, so they missed it.
Guo Xintong didn't know that someone would always remember her later. If time comes back, that person will chase after him desperately, whether it is across the ocean or against the whole world, he will not let go again.
But there are no ifs in life, time is repeated, but he is no longer him.
They were once the best, and they were one youth apart, but now, they are not only one youth, but also a time and space.
The fifteen-year-old had a clear sky, but the next moment it was pouring rain.
PS: The author is also very confused.,Fall asleep with the code.,Half a day to code out a thousand words.,The state is not good.,Maybe it's written very low.,Sorry to go to sleep.,Get up tomorrow morning to make it up.。
(To be continued)