Chapter 321: The Bitter Past of the Past
"Wu Xiancheng, my child's uncle, I haven't seen him go to school, anyway, it's less than primary school culture, and now he's a multimillionaire, the calligrapher writes a few font styles for his name, practices every day, and signs a pair of beautiful and good words everywhere, but unfortunately only writes three words of the name, last year invited us to a certain hotel to eat, ordered a soup for 980 yuan. Obediently, I don't know what soup is, I feel that the taste is good, it tastes as good as my wife's cooking, but it's too fucking expensive, and the restaurant fools the rich people..."
That classmate Zhang Zhiti was probably brought in, and he also took the initiative to give an example of the point put forward in the WeChat, and it can be seen that he is also full of emotion.
"At most, it's a big nouveau riche." That Wu Xiancheng replied again, maybe he was also a little indignant in his heart.
"Yes, he often persuaded me, saying what kind of MBA? Not to mention, it takes brain, effort, time and money, the key is that it doesn't make any sense, that is, I gave you a promotion and a raise, and the money for an extra year is not enough for me to squander it overnight, you say that you are angry or not angry, so I have no energy to do anything now." That classmate Zhang Zhiti replied.
"Why is that?" That classmate Wu Xiancheng asked.
In fact, this is also the two popular sayings in society now, one is not to read, the other is the theory of high education, but I personally believe that this is a problem of social concepts, and it is also the crux of many people's physical and mental pain and mental troubles, and to change this concept, in addition to the guidance of government departments, but also the correct propaganda of social culture, so I also plan to devote myself to this torrent, using spare time, to write a book, on the one hand, to advise everyone to see through the world. On the other hand, it also requires everyone to pay attention to the improvement of their own quality and self-cultivation. ”
The two gangs passed on their own ideas, the main purpose is also to see if others have any different opinions on their own approach, as the saying goes, the parties are confused, and the bystanders are clear, that is, they will engage in creation in the future, and they also want to see if they will be able to provide some help to themselves.
"Li Yenian, at this age and fighting spirit, it is very rare, go your own way well, what others say is a floating cloud, it is impossible for ordinary people to understand the psychology of people with great ambitions, there is a goal in life, and only when you live can you understand." That Zhang Zhiti encouraged.
"The wind can blow up a big blank piece of paper, but it can't blow away a butterfly, because the power of life lies in disobedience." That Wu Xiancheng also sent a message, I don't know if he wanted to encourage the second gang, or express his own feelings or something.
"Li Yenian, then you have been engaged in creation before, but this path may be a little more difficult than other roads, you must first be mentally prepared." That classmate Zhang Zhiti said with concern again.
"I once posted it on the starting point Chinese network, one is "Seeking Dreams", the pen name Xunmenglang, but unfortunately I did not sign a contract, and the other is "The Absurd Story about the Year", the pen name is dusty, the starting point Chinese network agreed to sign the contract, but I couldn't meet the conditions proposed, that is, to upload four thousand words a day, because I was very slow to type at that time, and I didn't have time, and then I gave up, this time I plan to be more serious and write about myself and the stories that happened around me, so please all of you provide me with a little more material." The second gang is an honest person, so he told his true thoughts.
"Li Yenian, our generation, although there is no hardship of the previous generation, but there are also a lot of stories, it is from the real hardship to rise, the experience is not wonderful, there are successful college entrance examinations, but very hard office workers, there are successful entrepreneurs who failed the college entrance examination to start a business, and there are many migrant workers who are struggling on the edge of life, and they can become a good book." That Zhang Zhiti may be a kind reminder.
"One afternoon, I and a few classmates endorsed on the other side of the railway, I felt too bored, a few classmates discussed going to the movie, went to the Linhuai Cinema to watch, "Red Sorghum", won the West Berlin Golden Bear Award, everyone scolded Zhang Yimou, Mo Yan after watching it, and just wrote down the commonplace things around him, when I just saw "Red Sorghum", I also scolded him for making Chinese ugly and selling money, but when he won the literary award, who would say that he scandalized Chinese?"
"Persistence is success."
may still be to encourage the second gang to strengthen their beliefs, and then sent a short message.
"Do you have any special stories that you want me to write about in my work? Hehehe. In order to ease the serious atmosphere of the chat, the two gangs deliberately joked.
"Alas, who can not have a painful experience, after I gave me the letter of the goddess in my dream to sink into the sea, I sorted out my mood to prepare for a new life, a girl caught my eye, I asked her if I could accompany her to finish college, she flatly refused, I went to the hospital to see her in my junior year, the whole class went, I was just one of them, maybe a small act of mine, made her pay attention to me again, that is, I drove the bubbles in her infusion tube.
At that time, I liked ballroom dancing, and I became famous, she stepped up to learn ballroom dancing after she was discharged from the hospital, and appeared on my dance floor from time to time, for the emotions that have passed, I don't want to do it again, after all, we don't have any emotional foundation, in my senior year, she finally confessed to me that she was willing to be with me, I didn't agree, she said she was a very good girl, said that no one would be as good to me as she would if I lost her, I said it was all in the past.
In fact, I was hurt by her rejection, and rural children are particularly vulnerable to injury and lack self-confidence.
More importantly, the goddess in my dream had too much influence on me, when I graduated, because I had no relationship, I was worried that I would not be assigned well, and when I learned that Sun Yat-sen University came to select talents, I resolutely decided to leave my hometown, leaving my goddess, and leaving the hometown where I was born and raised.
In that era of underdeveloped communications, I seemed to have passed centuries, isolated from the world, a person struggling, once a severe cold, the fever swirled, hallucinations, no one asked, it was dawn, I asked a colleague to send me to the hospital, so in those years I told my mother that my son can still live is the greatest filial piety, suffering, as if numb, envy? It doesn't seem to be worth it. ”
That classmate Zhang Zhiti seemed to have fallen into deep painful memories, quietly pouring out his bitter past past.