Surrounded by a rain of rosés, Gu Muyao sighed faintly and said: "I am not an immortal god, I am just shaped by spiritual fruits, collecting the power of heaven and earth to shape the three souls and seven spirits, and then continuing the existence of the life of 'my' in the first life." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Originally, none of this was a big problem, and I could live like an ordinary immortal god unharmed.

But something happened in the spirit world that caused me to lose my soul. I didn't feel any discomfort at first, and I didn't realize the serious consequences of this.

But ......"

Speaking of this, she paused for a moment, bit her lower lip and then said, "But I have only recently discovered that my body is decaying, like a container with a hole in it, and the power of heaven and earth origin used to shape souls in my body is rapidly draining. ”

"Why has the situation suddenly deteriorated recently? What the hell are you hiding? ”

Lan Meng was a little angry, what else did she have to hide from such an important matter?

Gu Muyao just shook her head and didn't want to say more.

"Don't ask, Lan Meng, because I don't know what's going on! Besides, it's useless to say it, I have no reason to continue to exist in this world. ”

"It's about Yun Qianhua, right?"

"Blue Dream!" Gu Muyao scolded in a low voice, as if she realized that her tone was a little too heavy, she eased her tone and face before she said again: "Between me and Fengshen, there is no longer anything to do with it, from now on the bridge to the bridge, the road to the road, don't involve the two of us together, someone will be unhappy." ”

"What are you talking about, Xiao Yao? What does it mean that there is no more to do with each other, why don't you two be involved again? Who would be unhappy, who would dare to talk nonsense about the people that Yun Tianhua likes? ”

"That's enough," Gu Muyao rubbed her eyebrows tiredly, only to feel that every time Lan Meng said a word, the wound that had not completely healed deepened a little.

"He doesn't love me anymore, whether it's Le Yan Shangshen or Fengzun Tilting, he doesn't love me anymore!"

The faint tone sounded very indifferent, and the terrible thing was that only Gu Muyao herself knew how heartbroken she was when she said this.

"How is that possible? How could he not love you? Heh, Xiao Yao, I'm afraid you're thinking too much. In your previous life, after you suffered the catastrophe of heaven's curse, he was heartbroken and went on a killing spree, and I don't know how many immortals died at his hands. Later, it was the ancestral gods who gathered the power of the immortals and gods to enter reincarnation. He's done it for you, how can he not love you? We went to the Northern Underworld together, I took you to meet him, and I must ask for an explanation for you. ”

Gu Muyao shook off Lan Meng's hand that stretched out to hold her, and muttered: "That's all in the past, he loves Qianwu and Chunyang, but he doesn't love me, he doesn't love Gu Muyao!" ”

There seemed to be a picture of Yun Qianhua and Yu Yatang hugging and laughing in front of him, and the two stood together, like a pair made in heaven, and every place was extremely harmonious.

The heartache was uncontrollable, one hand grabbed the placket of the heart, the other hand clenched into a fist, the palm was pinched out of a few deep small crescents, and after a while, it pierced the tender palm, and the blood-red liquid dripped drop by drop, dripping on the grass covered with peach blossoms, adding a touch of beauty to the pink petals.

"Mother, if you feel uncomfortable, pinch my hand, it's okay, I'll recover quickly."

Tao Yao walked to Gu Muyao's side and said slightly awkwardly, then stretched out two small hands, and then gently broke her clenched into a fist, clasped the palm of her scarred hand, regardless of the blood stains on her hands, she wrapped her small hands that were not too big around her and wrapped her hands that were much bigger than herself, as if to pass on strength and warmth to her.

Gu Muyao was stunned, and suddenly came back to her senses from the nightmare-like hallucination, looking down at Tao Yao, her delicate eyebrows and eyes were like clouds.

She suddenly knew why she wanted to pinch out these two children in the first place, in addition to not wanting others to bandage his wounds for her, even if she lost her seven emotions and six desires, she still loved him deeply, loved so much that she wanted to have a home with him, and then had two children, one like him and one like her!

Unable to suppress her feelings any longer, she squatted down and hugged Tao Yao and whimpered.

The suppressed cry made everyone who heard it move and feel sad.

Looking at Gu Muyao, who was crying with Tao Yao, Lan Meng asked puzzledly, "Who is Qianwu?" Isn't Chunyang your past life, doesn't he love you? ”

Gu Muyao just shook her head incessantly, unable to say a word.

Lan Meng knew that she couldn't force her anymore, and looking at the scene in front of her, she felt like she was in a dream. There are too many facts that have happened recently, even she, a bystander, is tired to watch, let alone Gu Muyao as a party?

But......

Looking at Gu Muyao, who didn't seem to have any desire to survive now, she felt powerless.

She suddenly regretted bringing her out of the Zhiyang Divine Palace, if she hadn't rashly decided to help Yun Tianhua, then now, Yun Tianhua would most likely not know where she was.

The two may not have met yet, but even so, Gu Muyao may not have regained her seven emotions and six desires.

But what does it matter, at least she can live well, right? It's not like now, for love, to get bruised all over your body.

Suddenly, as if grasping a glimmer of hope, she said urgently: "Xiao Yao, you can't just give up. I know you are very bitter now, but the two children are still so young, you created them, you have the responsibility to raise them to grow up, can you bear to let these two jade children lose their parents at such a young age, and live a life without father's pain and mother's love in the future? ”

Gu Muyao stopped crying, and stood aside obediently, frowning and holding her mouth, Zhuohua, who wanted to cry but didn't dare to cry, stepped forward in a timely manner, and shouted "mother" softly and glutinously!

The immature voice was full of grievances and uneasiness, and looking at Gu Muyao's eyes was full of attachment.

"Good!"

Gu Muyao smiled bitterly and raised her hand to touch Zhuohua's head.

Looking at the two children in front of her, she suddenly thought about it. That's right, Yun Tinghua doesn't love her anymore, and she can't help but love herself.

There are also two children in front of her who need to be taken care of, and she can't give up her life casually.

Her soul and soul are missing, and she will definitely not be able to find it for a while, she has to find a way to condense her soul first, and then restore her mana, so that she can protect the two children and herself, and keep herself from being vulnerable.

hugged the two children again, then stood up, held one in one hand, looked at the woman with big blue eyes and a pretty face in front of him and said sincerely: "Thank you, Lan Meng." ”

Lan Meng stepped forward and hugged her, gave her warmth and strength with her arms, and whispered softly in her ear: "Be polite to me, my life was saved by you, these little things are not enough to worry about, but I hate myself for not being strong enough, not having enough ability to help you solve the problem." But if you need it, even if you are against the gods, even if you risk your life, I will be on your side to help you.

So don't worry, you'll never be alone, and I, Yao'er and Hua'er! Even for us, you must love yourself well and live well. ”

"Hmm."

Softly affirmed, Lan Meng knew that since she had promised, she would definitely do her best. I'm not sure if she's untied the knot, but for now, it's pretty good.

She didn't plan to ask what was going on, because she understood that when Gu Muyao wanted to say it, even if she didn't ask, she would tell her, and she didn't want to say it, even if she threatened her with a knife, she would definitely not let go.

Gu Muyao buried her deep feelings for Yun Tianhua in the bottom of her heart, and since then she has been sealed and never touched again.

Although it was still the same as before, Lan Meng felt that Gu Muyao's eyes and temperament had suddenly changed, as if she had grown up and matured all of a sudden.

She liked her innocently and innocently before, and because of this, she felt even more sorry for her now. The eyes are firm and reveal the wisdom of seeing all the vicissitudes of life, the sudden maturity of the temperament, and the indifferent momentum that rejects people......

If she hadn't been with her from beginning to end, watching her transform little by little, she would have thought that she had been dropped!

Gu Muyao was far from being so indifferent, but she forced herself to suppress all her emotions, and comforted herself in her heart, losing is not a new beginning, although the price of loss is too heavy, so heavy that it is almost difficult for her to breathe, but it doesn't matter, she will always be innocent without a blow, it is good to grow up like this, no one will always accompany her!