Chapter 6 Soberness
Xia Fanglian woke up slowly, her eyes were still a little confused, and Xia Yao immediately closed the textbook. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Mom, are you hungry? Let's have some porridge. She went to the kitchen pot and took out the bowl of porridge and carefully helped Xia Fanglian up.
After waking up from a sleep, Xia Fanglian's mood was quite stable, staring at Xia Yao while drinking porridge one by one very cooperatively.
"Xiao Yao also drinks." After a few sips, Xia Fanglian finally recognized her daughter, immediately closed her mouth, and pushed the spoon to Xia Yao's mouth vigorously.
She felt sour, "I've already drunk a big bowl, my stomach is full, and my mother touches it." ”
Xia Fanglian looked at her innocently, really reached out and touched her belly, and said with a smile, "Xiao Yao is full." ”
"Well, Xiao Yao is full, and her mother is also eating."
Xia Fanglian relieved her heart at this time, drank a bowl of porridge very obediently, and finally licked her lips unsatisfied, "I'm so sleepy......"
Every time she gets sick, she consumes a lot of physical energy, so she is in this groggy state every day.
"Mom, wash your face first and then sleep for a while."
Xia Yao brought a basin of hot water to the bed and washed Xia Fanglian's face.
"It's so comfortable." Xia Fanglian squinted her eyes and sighed, enjoying herself like a well-fed cat, "Xiao Yao, I want to take a bath." ”
"Take a bath?" Xia Yao was stunned for a moment, she didn't prepare, "Mom, don't you want to sleep?" ”
"I want to take a bath, I want to take a bath...... Xia Fanglian stubbornly looked like a child.
"Okay, I'll go boil the water right away." She hurriedly responded, calculating the time, Xia Fanglian should have not taken a bath for a long time, "Mom, wait a while." ”
"Okay." Xia Fanglian immediately stopped making trouble, and obediently watched her busy in and out.
"Mom, the water is ready, let's wash it." Xia Yao panted slightly and poured hot water into the big red basin, her current physical fitness is not good, she just felt tired after carrying a few buckets of water.
She stepped forward to help Xia Fanglian unbutton it, the strong smell of sweat mixed with all kinds of stench rushed into her nose, Xia Fanglian is usually able to take care of herself, but there will be occasional incontinence when she gets sick, compared to her grandfather's thick branches and leaves, Xia Yao's previous care was even more careless, and now it's really time to take a bath.
"Mom, I'll help you." She stepped forward to tie up Xia Fanglian's dirty hair like a bird's nest weed, and was about to splash water, but Xia Fanglian pouted.
"I want to wash my hair."
"If you wash your hair so late, your hair won't dry, and it will be bad if you catch a cold." She persuaded, embarrassed.
"No matter what, I want to wash, I want to wash ......" Xia Fanglian immediately disagreed, now her mind is a child.
"Okay, let's wash, don't be angry, Mom." Xia Yao was afraid of irritating her, so she hurriedly agreed.
"Xiao Yao is the best." Xia Fanglian immediately replied with a sweet smile.
Xia Yao was helpless and sweet, rubbing her hair with a smile, there was not even a piece of soap at home, let alone shampoo, washing these dirt with water, the decontamination effect was lackluster, it could only be regarded as psychological comfort.
Xia Fanglian sat in a big basin, large and small, very uncoordinated, but she hummed happily.
"How much I love you, you ask? How much do I love you? My love is true, my love is true, the moon represents my heart......" In this small and dark bathroom, she seems to recall the sweetness of the past, with a gentle smile on the corner of her lips.
Looking at Xia Fanglian, who looked even more tranquil and beautiful under the lights, Xia Yao couldn't help but sigh, obviously she was a mother and daughter, but she and her mother were really not like each other at all.
Xia Fanglian is gentle as water, beautiful and sweet, picturesque eyebrows, when she is not sick, she exudes the temperament of a good wife and mother, and her facial features are much more delicate than Xia Fanglian, and there is more charm and rigidity between her eyebrows and eyes.
"Whoa......
She was distracted, and she was splashed with water by Xia Fanglian.
"Hahaha, it's fun." Xia Fanglian clapped her hands and smiled.
She laughed helplessly and coaxed in a low voice, "Mom, the water is cold, shall we wash it tomorrow?" ”
"Okay." Although the reluctance on her face was very obvious, this time Xia Fanglian still stood up very obediently.
Xia Yao hurriedly helped her dry her body, got dressed, and coaxed her to bed.
"Xiao Yao also sleeps." Xia Fanglian rubbed her eyes and patted the side of the bed.
"Mom sleeps first, I'll clean up and come." Xia Yao sat at the head of the bed and found a dry cloth to wipe her hair.
"Then I won't sleep either." Xia Fanglian said stubbornly.
"Mom is not afraid, Xiao Yao will protect you by your side," knowing that Xia Fanglian was insecure, she hurriedly coaxed, "I'm here to help you wipe your hair, I won't walk away, Mom obediently close her eyes and sleep." ”
"No, I want Xiao Yao to sleep together." Xia Fanglian stubbornly pulled her.
Seeing that Xia Fanglian had been enduring sleepiness and looking at her with blank eyes, Xia Yao had no choice but to lie down on her kimono, and Xia Fanglian didn't show a satisfied smile until she was lying beside her.
The thin arm wrapped around her hand, and she was always alone and unaccustomed to physical contact with people, her body stiffened, and she was stunned for a while before relaxing.
Xia Fanglian soon fell asleep again, she got out of bed lightly to wash dishes and clothes, and cleaned everything up before lying back on the bed again, at this time the lights outside the window had been extinguished one after another, probably late at night.
Listening to Xia Fanglian's even breathing beside her, despite the backache on her body, Xia Yao had no sleep, no matter how strong her heart was, it was difficult to accept the fact that she was ten years old for a while, can she no longer experience the pain of her previous life? Will she be able to change her and her mother's fate? Will it be that when you wake up, all this good thing will disappear again? Or when she wakes up, she finds that she is already dead, a pile of bones......
Looking at the ceiling in a daze, I don't know how long it took for her to fall asleep when she was sleepy, and the scenes in the depths of her memory alternated in her dreams, and she couldn't tell which was a dream and which was reality.
By the time she woke up again, it was already dawn, and Xia Fanglian was already holding her knees and looking out of the window in a daze.
She wasn't sure if she really woke up for a while, so she just looked at Xia Fanglian blankly.
"Xiao Yao is awake!" Fang Lian reacted first, broke the silence, and stood up in surprise, "Mom has already cooked the meal, you can go to school after eating." ”
Wake up from a dream! All this turned out to be true! She's really back in time!
It's only now that she finally has a down-to-earth sense of realism.
While rejoicing, I was annoyed that I had slept so deeply! Vigilance has become so weak, even her mother got up to cook, she didn't know, Xia Fanglian entering the kitchen was a very dangerous thing, fortunately it was okay this time, if Xia Fanglian had three long and two short, she would live in vain again in this life.
Xia Yao broke out in a cold sweat, and constantly alerted himself in his heart, his body has not been trained now, whether it is reflexes, explosiveness, endurance and vigilance, he can no longer be so careless.
"Xiao Yao, don't you think your mother's cooking is not delicious?" Looking at Xia Yao's annoyed appearance, Xia Fanglian was so sad that she was about to cry.
"No," Xia Yao hurriedly gave Xia Fanglian a big smile, and then yawned in disguise, "I'm just sleepy, and I haven't woken up yet." ”
Looking at Xia Fanglian's relieved appearance, Xia Yao felt surprised while washing, she didn't expect Xia Fanglian to be so sober when she got up in the morning, and she had the impression that she was rarely sober enough to go down to the kitchen to do housework.
"Mom, have you eaten it?"
"I'll wait for you to eat together." Xia Fanglian sat at the table, staring at Xia Yao lovingly.
Xia Yao's heart warmed, and he raised a big smile, "Let's eat together." ”
There is still gruel and dried radish on the table, Xia Fanglian puts very little rice, a large pot of porridge is basically water, and she can't get a few grains of rice in one spoonful, she hasn't cooked for too long, and it is rare to be able to make a bowl of gruel.
Xia Fanglian's mental state today is very good, Xia Yao is greedy and extravagant, if only this state can be maintained forever.
Although Xia Fanglian was mentally abnormal, she never acted excessively, let alone hurt anyone, she just cried and screamed every time she had an attack, afraid of something that no one knew.
So usually Xia Yao locks Xia Fanglian at home when she goes to class, not only for fear that she will get lost, but also for fear that others will bully her when she goes out alone.
Not everyone will sympathize with the weak with a kind heart, and the attitude towards them in this compound is insulting and ridiculing.
Xia Fanglian is a madman, Xia Yao is a child with an unknown father, she is the product of Xia Fanglian being raped, at that time Xia Fanglian was crazy, everyone only paid attention to her mental state, no one found out that her body was abnormal, and it was too late to find out when she was seven months old, speaking of which Xia Yao was also fateful, and when Xia Fanglian took so many medicines, she was miraculously born healthy.
She pouted, maybe Xia Fanglian had eaten fake medicines back then.
In order to prevent similar tragedies from happening again, Xia Fanglian was locked up at home for ten years.
"Mom, I'm going to class."
Xia Fanglian looked at her in horror, she wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't say it, after so many years, she was used to being left alone at home every day.
Xia Yao forced herself to lock the door with a hard heart, Xia Fanglian's frightened and pitiful eyes behind the door made her heart twist, but she really couldn't find any other way.
It would take a lot of money to send her to a psychiatric hospital, which she can't afford now, and most importantly, the tragedy of her previous life, which made her no longer feel at ease to let her be hospitalized alone.