NO.21.II: Love is so difficult
"Remember the day you guys argued?"
This sentence seems to carry a kind of magic, pulling Zhou Ya back to the not-so-distant memory.
The weather was beautiful that day, the evening sunset was reflected, the sky was burning with clouds burning, and the whole sky was like a beautiful oil painting, which should have been a good time for a date, but there were always unexpected things that happened.
At this time of the day, the two people who had dinner together would come out for a walk, and they would take a slow walk in the community, walking side by side with their fingers interlocked, occasionally looking at each other, and sparks shining in the air.
Zhou Ya always enjoys such a sweet time, and for the students who are about to graduate, they are very busy many times, and it is extremely precious for couples to have this time together.
"I really want to go on like this." Zhou Ya held Shen Yang's hand tightly, looking at the beautiful sunset in the sky, her eyes became confused.
"If we keep going, won't we do anything else?"
In his ears was Shen Yang's bad laughter, whenever he smiled like this at the corner of his mouth, he must have thought of something bad, Zhou Ya glanced at him and didn't answer.
Zhou Ya knew what Shen Yang was talking about, at that time, Zhou Ya was already ready, and soon after graduation, she started working and handed herself over to Shen Yang completely, Shen Yang had been looking forward to this matter for a long time, but Zhou Ya never agreed.
Just as Zhou Ya was looking forward to happiness, an accident suddenly came, and Shen Yang's mother came.
Although she has seen one or two faces, Zhou Ya is still very nervous when she sees her again, because she cares, she is nervous, because she is noncommittal and indifferent to herself, so Zhou Ya is nervous.
Although the two have been in love for a while, they have never officially met, Shen Yang's mother should know the fact that Shen Yang is in love, but she didn't say anything in front of her.
didn't like it or not, but she didn't seem to care much about Zhou Ya, she only had Shen Yang's son in her eyes.
Shen Yang was in a good mood that day, but when he saw his mother, his face began to become unnatural, Zhou Ya's intuition as a girl, she always felt that there was something wrong with this.
Shen Yang's mother obviously came over today for something, so she called Shen Yang away at once, and Zhou Ya didn't have anything to say, so she waited outside the room.
Then, there seemed to be an argument inside, and there was the sound of glass breaking, which lasted for an unknown amount of time, and finally calmed down.
"I'll say it one last time, I'm not going, you die."
Vaguely, Zhou Ya seemed to hear this.
Zhou Ya listened to all this inside, and felt very uncomfortable, it was not the first time that such a scene had occurred, she always felt that the focus of their dispute seemed to be herself.
Nervous, and when it was finally over, Shen Yang's mother came out of the room, looking a little excited, looking at Zhou Ya's expression was a little unkind, but soon she left.
Then, Zhou Ya saw Shen Yang, who couldn't hide his tiredness.
Zhou Ya obviously couldn't pretend not to see, so she began to ask, Shen Yang was very resistant and didn't want to answer, but Zhou Ya was very stubborn and kept asking.
"Are you bothered!"
Then, Shen Yang seemed to be annoyed with it, and with an impatient face, the two began to quarrel.
Between couples, bumps and bumps are always inevitable, and they can always reconcile after a quarrel, but this time it seems to be different.
Because Zhou Ya wanted to know what the reason was, she kept asking to cause a quarrel, but Shen Yang didn't seem to want her to know, so she refused to answer and was forced to quarrel in a hurry.
During that time, everyone was very loud at night, and they didn't expect it to be very noisy, until Shen Yang received a phone call, just heard a sentence or two, and suddenly changed color, and slammed the door directly.
Zhou Ya didn't even have time to stop it, Shen Yang left like this, waited for a long time, Shen Yang didn't come back in the end, Zhou Ya turned off her phone when she called, and finally, she also left the apartment.
After that, Zhou Ya didn't see Shen Yang for seven whole days, until that morning, not long after the two met again, Zhou Ya heard Shen Yang say that they had broken up, in the café where they met.
"Do you remember?"
I don't know if it's an illusion, Zhou Ya's voice trembled a little when she heard Ren Yuqing say this.
This matter, when Ren Yuqing asked later, Zhou Ya mentioned it to her, but she didn't expect her to remember it all the time. Zhou Ya nodded, is there anything hidden here, she looked sideways at Ren Yuqing.
"Shen Yang sold all the cafes to people, and bought a ticket to Hong Kong a few days ago, and it is very likely that he will transfer to the United States." Ren Yuqing stared at the slowly flowing Huangpu River without turning her head.
Zhou Ya suddenly passed by the café by chance that day, only to see that the café was being transformed into a restaurant, and those original café waiters, they all started to work for the new boss.
If it weren't for knowing these things that day, Zhou Ya wouldn't know that the place where she and Shen Yang met, the memorial that Shen Yang said he would keep forever, was now abandoned by him without any memory.
She used to work as a waitress in a café, and then she became acquainted with Shen Yang, who was the boss, and it was there that they fell in love, but now they broke up.
"He was seen with a man that day, and that person was an officer at a study abroad agency in the United States."
It turned out that she went to study abroad, Zhou Ya recalled everything, the memories were connected, and between the lightning and flint, she seemed to have grasped the point.
Zhou Ya's breathing was a little short, and she seemed to remember. Before and after, it seems that when graduation was approaching, Shen Yang's mood changed significantly, and sometimes his temper became very irritable. Otherwise, they wouldn't have quarreled like that that day, they have been in love so far, and they have never quarreled like that time.
The fact is that Shen Yang didn't want to study abroad, but his mother insisted that he go, and he came over that day to talk about it, and then because of this, they began to quarrel, and he and Shen Yang also quarreled.
However, how can this be explained, Shen Yang finally decided to follow his mother's advice, and then broke up with himself, and now he is also going abroad.
"The scene I saw that day, he was with a girl, I should have seen it wrong, they weren't like that." Ren Yuqing felt a little guilty when she said this, because she saw this scene, so she poured Shen Yang with white wine.
Zhou Ya didn't speak, she always felt that some places had been neglected, in those seven days, where did Shen Yang go, and why did he break up as soon as he came back, this is a key.
By the way, and that sudden phone call.
"I also recently learned that Shen Yang's mother had passed away in a car accident, just after nine o'clock in the evening on the day you quarreled."
Zhou Ya's face turned pale in an instant, because her hands were clenched and her bones were white, Ren Yuqing's words seemed to be a thunderbolt, and she split through the fog at once, and everything became clear and clear.
Yes, it must be so.
After Shen Yang's mother and Shen Yang quarreled that day, and then there was a car accident soon after, the phone call Shen Yang received was a notification, so for seven days, Shen Yang was sad and painful by himself.
Then a week later, Shen Yang, who felt guilty, chose to break up and obediently followed his mother's last wish to go abroad
Tears burst out of her eyes, Zhou Ya sobbed in a low voice, she never thought that what happened was like this, and there was such a reason behind the breakup.
When Shen Yang needed comfort the most, Zhou Ya was not by his side, because he was angry because he quarreled, because he was busy with his new job, because he was busy with his new job, because he couldn't let go of his self-esteem, there was no contact.
In seven days, Zhou Ya could imagine what kind of mood Shen Yang was in.
If it weren't for not wanting to leave her, if it weren't for wanting to be with Shen Yang, Shen Yang wouldn't have refused to go abroad, wouldn't have had a conflict with his mother, wouldn't have had a mother go back to her hometown in anger, and wouldn't have had a car accident.
In those sweet days, what kind of pressure did Shen Yang have to endure to be able to talk and laugh with her as usual, who knows all the pain.
"Why didn't Ayan tell me? Don't you go to the United States and come back? Or does she not like me to be with him at all? ”
Zhou Ya whimpered in her mouth, tears blurred her vision, Ren Yuqing helped her to lean on herself, looking at her face with pear blossoms and rain, which made people feel pity in their hearts.
Zhou Ya, who has always been strong, is so helpless at the moment, Ren Yuqing doesn't know what to say, and she is also very shocked by the ins and outs of this matter.
Why didn't Shen Yang say it, everyone can still discuss, and they can always find a happy way, and there will be no tragic things later. Aren't lovers supposed to rely on each other, why can't they share weal and woe, they have to bear it alone, why is our love so difficult.
If time could be turned back, Zhou Ya would rather be separated temporarily than such a tragic thing happen, but it was too late.
"Why didn't Ayan tell me?"
(To be continued)