Dali 2002.5.1-2002.5.10

I'm annoyed, my mom is nagging me again, and I want to go out and hide. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

I don't know where to go. Exactly "V. "On vacation, I packed up a simple bag, picked up my son, told my parents to play with my classmates, left a suicide note, and set off.

I took the bus to Chongqing Railway Station, and when I saw that there were still tickets in Kunming, I bought tickets and got on the train. On the train, you quickly win the affection of those around you. There is a young female editor of Kunming X newspaper who wants to recognize you as her godson; A young couple with a young lady gives you a lot of delicious things; The train conductor Zheng Ping specially brought you a boxed lunch, the young lady wanted to eat it, but you naughtily grabbed it into the sister's bowl with your hand; The people in that carriage are all teasing you...... Seeing all this, the mother was very relieved but sad. You are so well-behaved and likable, and the more you are like this, the more I feel sorry for you. Whenever someone in the car asks you, "Why is your mother the only one who takes you out to play?" When you are innocent, you always spread your hands and say, "Dad and Mom are separated!" These words make the people around you love you even more. I don't want people to sympathize with you, correct you by saying, "Daddy is at work and can't leave." But you insisted, "It's supposed to be separated." In the sympathetic and strange gazes around me, I was silent.

After arriving in Kunming, we took the bus to Dali in the afternoon. After arriving in Dali at five o'clock, after joining the local tour group, everything will be set up and you will be taken to the street. On the third floor of the Dali Department Store, when I was choosing a hat for you, you disappeared in a blink of an eye. I and a few waiters searched in the elevator hall and the whole store where you like to sit, but I couldn't see you, and I cried in a hurry.

Baby, if you're lost, I don't want to live.

For the first time, I felt a heart-rending pain.

After about twenty minutes, it was as if twenty years had passed, and you came out of nowhere. I grabbed you, spanked your ass, hugged you and cried. Son, mom can lose everything, but the only one you can't lose is you. For you, I live in the world. What fun do I have without you? That night, I had no sleep all night, and my miserable heart could not speak to anyone.

Maybe my parents are sad for me, too? I quickly made a phone call home in the morning. Sure enough, my mother was crying so hard that the house was in chaos. It turns out that the hearts of parents all over the world are the same.

However, the numb heart only had pain and coldness, and nothing else meant anything else.

Forgive me, dear mother.