Qian Yimo took a deep look at the hand that was clinging to Gu Muyao, his eyes were complicated, and he looked at Gu Muyao who was lying on the bed and couldn't wake up, and his complicated eyes immediately turned to sadness. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Regarding this matter, Mei Xu had already explained it to him before, so he knew a little bit about why she had been sleeping and not waking up.

To be honest, when he knew the reason for her sleep, he resisted in his heart, because he didn't want her to recover her memories, those past memories were really not good for her, most of them were more bitter than happy.

Retracting his gaze, he didn't hesitate any longer and turned around and left this dormitory, he couldn't stay here for a long time, the Northern Wilderness Realm still needed him to preside over the overall situation. Before leaving, he still thought about it, Gu Muyao must still be struggling in a nightmare at this time, how bad should that feeling be? She'll be scared! Regarding the accident in the Demon Realm, will she blame him for not taking good care of her?

"Xiao Yao'er, Qianyimo only gave me a month, please, wake up quickly, I'm really fed up with this kind of frightened days!"

In the two years since she suddenly passed out that day, she often lost her breath in a coma, and then her face turned pale, and at first he thought that she had some particularly horrible nightmare, so she was going to wake up.

But then he found out that this was not the case, she was just a simple unsteady breath. As the number of such incidents increased, so did the situation, and the last few times, he almost thought that she would die like this at any moment!

Fortunately, in the end, it was just a false alarm!

But he knew that as long as she didn't wake up for a day, then this situation would continue, and it was very likely that if she didn't pay attention one day, she would never wake up again.

"Hmm...... Forehead ......"

As soon as he thought of this, he immediately found that Gu Muyao's aura had become extremely unstable again, and his already pale face had become even more pale, and he was in a cold sweat.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Xiao Yao'er, I'm here with you."

"No, why do this to me!"

"No matter what others do to you, I will always be good to you, please, wake up quickly."

Although this was not the first time it happened, he knew that no matter what he said, she would definitely not hear it. But he couldn't help but comfort her, as if it would soothe her frightened heart.

In a coma, Gu Muyao fell into the nightmare of memories again.

She returned to the time when she had just broken with Yun Tianhua, breaking the jade hairpin, destroying the sword and taking the lotus, and the man she loved the most did not hesitate to hurt her deeply for the sake of other women...... Was all that warmth just a momentary pastime for him?

That's right, you guessed it, he didn't really love you, never the whole time. ’

'Who are you?' ’

It doesn't matter who I am, the important thing is that the people you love have betrayed you, and the people who love you have deceived you. The people of the two realms of immortals and gods are so hypocritical and unkind, why are you still guarding your heart? ’

'No...... Don't say it......

'Huh, are you scared?' Remember when you had a baby? ’

'Child......' she murmured, her eyes suddenly lit up, that's right, she had given birth to her own child in the Demon Realm, if it wasn't for Shangrong's timely arrival, I am afraid that she and the child would have died under the catastrophe. She couldn't wait to ask, 'Yes, what about the kids?' ’

'Dead! ’

'Dead? ’

She asked rhetorically in disbelief.

Impossible, impossible, before she fell into a coma, the child was still fine, how could it be dead.

'No, you must have lied to me, the child must be fine, he is so healthy, how can he die?' ’

'Oh, silly girl, such a little child, his father is not in pain, and his mother is unconscious, can you expect him to have a good ending?' If you don't believe it, when you wake up, you can ask your friend Miao Miao if she took the child to Yushan. At that time, after the child died, she thought that she must let you see the child for the last time in the future, so she buried him in the lotus source of the holy spring of Yushan. ’

'Hmph, I'll definitely check it out. ’

In that case, then wake up, sleep long enough, and wake up." ’

'You haven't told my child yet...... How to ......'

'The man you love the most killed your flesh and blood in order to please that woman!' ’

Gu Muyao suddenly murmured as if she had been struck by lightning, "But, that's also his child......

'Heh, you have something to do with so many men, and you are a child born in the demon world, if you don't explain, who knows whose child it is. ’

Gu Muyao's bright eyes instantly lost their brilliance, and her pitch-black pupils were foggy as if they had been covered with a layer of gray, becoming hollow and unfocused.

'Fallen into a demon, you already have no choice, do you, you have absorbed the energy of the demon lotus, and you are already a half-demon body, why do you have to work hard to support it? Do you think that if you don't become a demon, you can be favored by that person? Don't be stupid, if he doesn't love you, he won't fall in love with you anyway. ’

Gu Muyao didn't speak, her mind was in chaos, only the four words "fallen into a demon" kept hovering in her mind. She knew that what this voice said was not wrong, she and the demon lotus had already fused into one, absorbed the demon power of the demon lotus, plus under its instigation before, she absorbed a lot of the demon power of the demon core, she was already a half-demon body, as long as her mind was relaxed, she would immediately become a member of the demon clan.

In the past two years, she has relied on her heart to support herself from falling, because she still has a glimmer of hope, and she does not want to become a demon who is opposed to the god race, to be specific, she is not willing to oppose Yun Tianhua as a god.

Although the result of this is that she is sinking deeper and deeper into the painful memories of the past, and her heart aches as if she may die at any time, she still does not give up the struggle.

Now that she has learned the truth beyond her memory, she actually thinks that her persistence is so ridiculous!

She had regained all her memories, and she thought, the other party probably didn't love her.

Otherwise, when he attended the banquet with Hui Qingyi in the divine realm, he would not have seen him bring the woman who killed her to the banquet with him, presumably the two of them must be living very well now! Yes, why can't she think about it so much, the other party obviously doesn't love her anymore, so what is she still holding on to for him?

Let it go, it's been too long to sleep, it's time to make a choice!

She Gu Muyao has been worthy of heaven and earth in her life, and she has lived up to all living beings, but she has been living up to herself.

From now on, she wants to live for herself, since no one in this world has ever expected her existence, what if the world is overthrown? What does the dawn have to do with her, and what does the life have to do with her?

When she was injured, who would have thought how innocent she was?

She was also bent on goodness, but in the end she ended up with a tragic death. If it is destined that good people will not live long, and the scourge will last for thousands of years, then there is nothing wrong with being a scourge.

Oh, then ...... Turn into a demon!