A turmoil was eliminated invisibly, He Jiasheng paid the price, Shen Yang gained what he wanted, and the two hit it off.

And the underworld, after obtaining several times their principal and interest, also left.

In the future, He Jiasheng will no longer have to worry about being chased by the underworld, and he will not have to break his hands and feet or sink his body at the bottom of the sea.

Although this was not the expected outcome, the second goal of the trip to Hong Kong was achieved, which is a bit of consolation.

It is indeed comforting, He Jiasheng is subservient to reality, rather than taking the initiative to surrender, there seems to be no difference between the two, but in fact, the difference is big.

Shen Yang was very disappointed, any person, as long as it was not a crime or crime, He Jiasheng would choose to get on the boat, because he had no choice, this was a frustrating fact.

Even if you are the protagonist of rebirth, the world will not turn for you alone, you are just an ordinary person, one of thousands of ordinary people. will not be domineering, others will bow their heads, they will not hold high the banner, others will bow their heads, this is not a YY novel, but a reality.

Walking to the crowded streets, in this strange place, Shen Yang walked with the crowd, walking aimlessly, just like his disordered heart.

Shen Yang remembered what He Jiasheng said, and he smiled bitterly.

He Jiasheng's words were deafening, and every word went straight to Shen Yang's soul, exposing his humble and insignificant side in a bloody way, and showing it in front of Shen Yang like this.

He even bluntly said that he had no potential as an entrepreneur, and the good birds chose the wood and the virtuous ministers chose the lord and served, obviously in this reverse interview, Shen Yang, as the boss, was brushed off, and Shen Yang was not the entrepreneur He Jiasheng was looking forward to.

When I look back, what kind of entrepreneurs do I have?

Before being reborn, as a person who thinks he is a failure, indecisive, without self-confidence, self-isolated, pessimistic, self-defeating, self-degenerate, these are the shortcomings, so what about the advantages, willfulness and stubbornness.

After being reborn, what do you have now, because of the prophetic sense, so you feel superior, so you feel confident, so you can talk eloquently in the face of Su Man, He Jiasheng and others, and behave like an elite.

What exactly did rebirth give, if he only had a prophetic prescience, he would still be Shen Yang of the later generations, and he would still hesitate and miss.

This kind of rebirth is just a repetition of the previous life, many times the fate is strikingly similar, that time and space is a person who does nothing, so now, even if he has a million dollars, what can he achieve.

Although what He Jiasheng said was ugly, it was true.

Shen Yang is a twenty-two-year-old young man, three or four years younger than He Jiasheng, but he is like an old man, although he doesn't like such words, but he doesn't seem to be wrong.

The more you grow up, the more lonely you become, who has more happiness, because you gradually grow up, you think more in your heart, so you will have a lot of scruples, many times, because of hesitation, and then you miss the opportunity.

When did this begin, Shen Yang fell into memory.

It seems that in the second year of high school, a boy who was excellent in character and learning from a young age, because he entered a world of flowers, and then he was blinded, and since then his grades have plummeted, and his depravity has been out of control.

Even in the years that followed, Shen Yang failed to regain his confidence, because for him, since his sophomore year of high school, his life has been a failure.

Failure is inertia, people fail because of habit, and then mediocrity is willing to degenerate, Shen Yang is like this, at that time he was numb and cold-blooded, without a little vitality.

It's not so much that he's living, it's that life has imprisoned him, he's just a slave to life.

This is not something that was cultivated overnight, but nearly ten years of dripping stones, which deeply changed a person, and since then he has become unrecognizable.

A failed person, even if he is reborn into the past and comes back to another person, cannot change the fact of failure, hidden in the depths of the body, it is a failed soul.

Is it ridiculous to use those five or six million to decorate his success, it was left by the original owner's mother, if it weren't for this body, what qualifications would Shen Yang have to inherit it.

Take off the appearance of the original owner, inside is Shen Yang's soul, he is still the future of him.

Some people, even if they wear bright clothes on the outside, they will always be dark and humble in the depths of their hearts, their inner fullness is far higher than the glory on the surface, and after the prosperity is gone, they will always be sad, and everything in disguise is a floating cloud.

Since his rebirth, Shen Yang has always avoided it in his heart, deliberately not thinking about it, but one day he will have to face it and experience inner torture.

Deliberate blurring, although it can bring about a short period of forgetting, is like an anesthetic, anesthesia is only temporarily imperceptible, it does not mean that it does not exist, it is an escape.

Evasion has always been the behavior of the weak.

A true warrior dares to face the bleak life and face the dripping blood.

So what am I struggling with, Shen Yang couldn't help but ask himself.

Now I am no longer the me of the later generations, nor the Shen Yang of the past, the current Xintong is no longer the Xintong of the later generations, the current Xiaoya, let alone my girlfriend, how long will I have to struggle in the two time and space.

Sometimes people always like to drill into the horns, and Shen Yang found himself in this confusion.

Many times, Shen Yang always envies those who live simply, people who live a simple life can not think too much, they can follow their hearts, do what they think, and leave no regrets.

What about myself, I have a lot of scruples about doing things, I can't dare to love and hate, I am always indecisive, I want to take a trip that I want to go, but I never start, I want to love, but I am afraid of failure.

Always thinking so much that you miss out on a lot of things, whether it's career, or love.

This seems to be hypocrisy, hypocrisy is a disease that has to be cured, and Shen Yang seems to be terminally ill.

How long will I have to struggle, I am now twenty-two years old, and in a few more years I will still achieve nothing, lose these millions of inheritances, and fall to an even worse state.

It's time to make some changes, don't do that, and it's extremely sad to repeat everything after a few years.

A person can choose to live a mediocre life, and Shen Yang has no choice but to choose mediocrity in the future, but in this life, do you still want to continue to be like this.

Don't repeat, I don't want to be reincarnated, I want to choke the throat of fate, I want to change fate. I want to leave no regrets, I want to live a chic life, I want to be confident, I want to move forward bravely.

Since you have chosen the front, you will only care about the wind and rain. Life is not only in front of you, but also in the distance. Take off your camouflage and travel light.

His heart was full of pride, and when he let go of those heavy burdens, Shen Yang felt in vain.

There was a song echoing in his mind, and Shen Yang hummed it softly.

"Where the hell is the world full of flowers

If it really exists, then I will definitely go

I want to stand on the highest mountain there

Didn't care if it was a cliff or not."

In this sea of people, Shen Yang sang as if no one was around, his voice was relatively small at first, but it slowly became louder when he got to the back, and the pedestrians next to him also noticed it, listening to a strange tone.

Suddenly, Shen Yang's voice became high-pitched, because his voice became high-pitched and even a little broken, and after roaring, his voice was slightly hoarse, and his hoarse voice made the audience cover their ears.

Ran forward to meet the cold eyes and ridicule

How can you feel the vastness of life without going through hardships

Fate cannot make us fall to our knees and beg for mercy

Even if the blood is spilled all over the bosom"

To be honest, this song is really difficult to sing, and Shen Yang's voice is not as good as the members of the GALA band, but Shen Yang did not stop, but continued to sing as if no one was around, ignoring the eyes of those people who looked like crazy people, and regardless of the fact that some people were already cursing in annoyance.

"Keep running with the pride of a child

How can you see the sparkle of life if you don't stick to the end

Rather than lingering, let's indulge in burning."

Shen Yang watched as the two policemen came over and finished singing the last two lyrics.

"For the good in my heart

Uncompromising till age."

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PS: Well, since everyone doesn't like it very much, let's let the tangled protagonist leave, and let the self-confidence come back...

The reader's kindness has been understood.,Compromise with you.,Like it now.,Don't spray.,The little heart can't stand it.。。。

I saw the comments today, and the whole person is not good...

(To be continued)