CHAPTER XXXV
Tie Dan'er's future life path has been changed, Cuilian doesn't know, even Zhao Xiu'e, who came back from the future, doesn't know, and now Zhao Xiu'e is still planning how to make her family can't sell her to the lame and old man's eldest brother-in-law in the previous life because of a mouthful of food, planning how to get rid of the family's predicament, earn money as soon as possible, and become a Shangguan's wife as soon as possible.
"Xiu'e, you just listen to your mother's advice, Gao Youcai is good, although his legs are not very good, he can work neatly, you see, he is a person who can earn ten points of work in their Gaojia Village, older people have the advantage of being older, older people are more likely to hurt people, you are married, you will only have a good life, where is there a meal like at home." As she spoke, Zhao Xiu'e's mother, Liu Erya, began to wipe her eyes and tears again.
This is a woman who began to age prematurely because of the hard work of life, obviously not yet forty years old, but like a woman who is almost fifty, wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, gray hair, and a hunched back, at this time she is sad because she has to sacrifice her eldest daughter for the sake of the family's rations, and she is sad because the eldest daughter does not marry regardless of the life and death of her family. It's impossible to live like this, what should she do? Men don't resist, daughters don't worry.
"Mother, don't say it, I advise you to die of that heart, I will not agree to marry that lame and old man, whoever wants to marry whom. If you push me like this, I will die for you. Zhao Xiu'e will not forget what kind of life her sister lived in her previous life, she was often beaten, she didn't eat well and dress badly, and her children were dressed dirty all day long, and she was disgusting when she looked at it. Although the man is not ugly, his legs are lame, and he is so much older than himself, his temper is not good, and he is a rural person, how can he compare with his brother Wei Dong? In the future, if you want to be a city man and an official's wife, how can you marry like this? Don't even think about it! In her previous life, she will never forget the look in the eyes of the woman Wei Dongge married who looked like garbage, so in this life, she vowed that she must become a rich person and a city person.
"Xiu'e! You, do you really want to watch your family starve to death like this? I, what kind of sin have I created, woo woo......" Hearing her eldest daughter's words so ruthlessly, Liu Erya looked at her eldest daughter in surprise, wanting to find out the old well-behaved from that familiar but unfamiliar face, but only saw a look of impatience, this, is this still her well-behaved and sensible daughter? She couldn't believe it was what her eldest daughter would say! No, no, no, it's not her daughter, her daughter is not so ruthless, she will not care about the life and death of her family at all.
"Mother, don't howl, I will find a way to solve the family affairs, but the premise is that you can't let me marry. How old am I and you want to use me for rations, I really want to ask if I am still your own child, why do so many people in my family want to sacrifice me? Zhao Xiu'e looked at her mother impatiently, she had been reborn into her eldest sister's body for more than half a year, and she was more aware of the situation at home, and she was more irritable.
She didn't expect her family to have such a difficult life back then, and her stomach couldn't be filled. But even so, she didn't sacrifice herself to fulfill everyone's consciousness, she wouldn't trade her future for her family to fill her stomach. She is not the obedient character of the eldest sister, she is her, she will not let people manipulate her life so easily, she is a person educated in the new era. However, she is not such a conscienceless person, seeing that her family was okay to her in her previous life, and the eldest sister was kind to her, she would find a way to get some food back, she didn't believe it, God let her come back to starve to death. I really can't do it, so I went to find Li Gehong's woman.
"Xiu'e, you, what did you say? You're not afraid that your father will beat you up again? Liu Erya was confused by Zhao Xiu'e's words, she didn't understand how this eldest daughter could find a way to get food. Now that no one is rich, there will be no surplus food, where else can she get food except for getting married? I was worried that the child's father would come to beat him again when he heard about it, and the one who had received a thousand knives would be angry with his wife and children at home if he couldn't earn rations, especially the eldest one, who used to be beaten often.
"What words? Words, don't you think I don't know the teacher Li of the village primary school, didn't you say that as long as you agree to pass Xiao Wu to his family, you will give 50 yuan and 100 catties of rations? Why don't you agree? Passing Xiao Wu to Teacher Li's family will only make Xiao Wu live better, and the family can also have food to cook. I don't understand, what are you reluctant to do? Just because Xiao Wu is a son and I am a daughter, I deserve to sacrifice happiness to fulfill you, right? Father? What kind of father is he? He's not my father, he is a father like this? He beats people at every turn, wants to exchange me for rations at every turn, he kills me if he has the ability, and everyone scatters in two, otherwise he doesn't think that I will obediently be at his mercy. After speaking, Zhao Xiu'e didn't care what her mother's reaction was, and immediately shook the door and ran out.
"Big, big sister......" walked into the yard, met a few small ones eavesdropping at the door, looking at the eldest sister's unkind face, they didn't dare to speak, especially the four-year-old Xiao Wu, just now he heard that the eldest sister was going to give him away, he didn't dare to look at the eldest sister. Even the usually bold junior didn't dare to meet the eyes of the eldest sister, and quickly lowered his head and got out of the way after shouting tremblingly.
"What are you doing here, and you're going to play." After yelling at a few small ones, Zhao Xiu'e ran out of the house in a bad mood.
It's past eight o'clock in the morning, and it's time for everyone to cook, and it's time to go to work collectively after breakfast. Seeing the fireworks coming out of the chimneys of the houses in the village, and turning her head to look at her own house with cold pots and stoves, Zhao Xiu'e became even more bored and even more annoyed with her parents' incompetence. Why don't you have that ability? If you don't have that ability, you should bow down to reality, the whole family is about to starve to death, the patriarchal thinking is still so heavy, and you are reluctant to let your son live a good life, so you know that you will drink blood and eat meat on your daughter. I can't live this day, I have to think about it, otherwise I won't wait for myself to make money and make a fortune, and I will be forced to walk on the path that my eldest sister walked back then.
After taking a deep breath and wiping her eyes, Zhao Xiu'e decided to go to the village chief's aunt's house first to borrow some sweet potatoes and come back to deal with it for two days, she could go to Zhou Ping or someone else's house to have two meals, but a few small ones couldn't, she couldn't go to eat and drink and take her younger brothers and sisters with her, that would be disgusting. She's not that cheeky herself.
Then go to the commune to find Li Gehong's woman. She believed that with what she told Li Gehong last time, she would be able to get food. Or can she also cooperate with Li Gehong? Thinking of this, Zhao Xiu'e felt that her eyes lit up, and her head suddenly opened up. Why didn't she think of cooperating with Li Gehong before? If the two of them cooperate, they can not only manage the relationship of mutual use, but also reap the benefits and make the family live better.
The more she thought about it, the more feasible Zhao Xiu'e couldn't help but carefully consider the possibility of cooperation between the two. She remembered that the eldest sister said that Li Gehong finally retreated from this movement and married a powerful man, and then lived the life of an official's wife, and lived a prosperous life in Daqing County. Now I will catch up with this woman first, I have vision, that woman has a backstage relationship, and the two will definitely be able to make a career together. In this way, you will take a lot of shortcuts, after all, you know the future, no one will help, and it will take a lot of effort to start from scratch.
Just do it if you want to, Zhao Xiu'e kept running towards the center of the village.