Chapter 62 - No Remorse
For the joys and sorrows of the world, she has indeed seen too much and experienced too little.
Biting his pale lip, his voice softened, and he was determined to apologize:
"Maybe one day, when I experience it, I'll understand."
However, many years later, when Wanzhang really experienced life and death, he recalled today, today, this sentence. Her hatred for Murong Chong and herself at that time deepened.
He cursed himself, and he went along with it.
And at this moment, that tall and thin figure, dressed in gorgeous clothes, but with endless gloom, he was reborn from the fire, stepped through thousands of miles of wind and snow, passed through the separation of life and death, he has the mark of fire, the breath of wind and snow, and the impregnation of blood, he is ......
The only person I fell in love with.
She already knew that she liked him, and she just kept it in her heart all the time. It wasn't until the death of Princess Qinghe that he kissed in pain and despair that she dared to take it out and face it directly.
Because I like him, I have never resisted in the face of that angry closeness, because I like him, so I will be heartbroken when I see his pain and vulnerability, because I like him, so as long as I can let him resolve a trace of sorrow, I will be willing to give everything.
After all, she liked him so much.
It's just a change of life against the sky, and for him, although he has died nine times, he still has no regrets.
Well, she helps him, and she's willing to help him.
Everyone has wishes, desires, obsessions, and compassion in God, so there is indeed a way to change one's life in this world, but ......
Wanzhang lowered his eyes and said lightly: "I can help you." It's just that everything has to be gained and lost, and you have to pay the same price, or even several times......"
"I do."
"What if the gains outweigh the losses?"
Wanzhang also tried to persuade him, although she had never seen a change of fate with her own eyes, she knew from legends and records that it must be very costly.
"Also, no regrets."
No regrets.
Well, since he said that he would not regret it, he doesn't need to persuade him anymore.
It's just that, Murong Chong, you have to remember that this is a choice you have made yourself, to achieve your goal, no matter what price you have to pay in the future, you must not regret what you said today.
Murong Chong walked out of the hall, and Ah Li, who was guarding the door, hurriedly followed.
As he walked, he said rather flatly:
"Ah Li, I seem to have mistaken you and sent you to take care of the Heavenly Master, why has the Heavenly Master become like this in just a few days?"
"The slave is guilty."
"Why didn't you come and tell me?"
"Lord ......" Ah Li suddenly closed his mouth, and immediately said, "The emperor has been working state affairs recently, and the slaves and maids dare not disturb it. ”
lowered her head so much that she couldn't lower any longer, sometimes even she didn't understand what kind of affection the Lord had for Wanzhang, why was she so cold sometimes, and sometimes so protective?
"Do you know what the Celestial Master means to Dayan? Dayan can recover, and the Heavenly Master has nine successful labors. ”
Murong Chong had already walked to the entrance of the hall, suddenly stopped, and turned back quietly, his eyes were cold.
He has followed the Lord for nearly twenty years, and he looks at anyone like this, from a young man to a king, and has never changed, as if the whole world is nothing but a noisy prosperity in his eyes. Even if he was bent on taking it, it was only because of that pride and arrogance, and never because he rejoiced in the world.
Only in the face of Yunzhang, he will have his own emotions, sometimes pity, sometimes anger, sometimes ...... It's even like looking at a lover from the top of your heart.
Does he, really......
Before Ah Li could read the thought in his heart, Bo Liang's voice had sounded again, a little bleak, and a little domineering gentleness in the bleakness:
"Remember, the matter of the Heavenly Master is the biggest thing for Dayan."
Really.
She understood.
The Lord is really emotional, and he will finally really like someone.
At least on his lonely and gloomy road, he began to try to be willing to take a woman with him, so that he would no longer be as perfect as an immortal, but become an ordinary person with ordinary emotions again.
It's a good thing.
All of them will be grateful to that woman who is unique in the world.
And since Murong Chong left, the hall returned to silence, and Wanzhang leaned on the table for a long time without getting up, even if he closed his eyes, his mind was all about him just now.
The dream I often had when I was in the Eastern Jin Dynasty was about to come true.
He will be crazy because of hatred, so crazy that he wants to disobey the mandate of heaven, and if he goes against the sky, heaven will punish him.
I finally still, and forced him to this road step by step.
Although he knew that this was also the will of heaven, he still couldn't help but blame himself, if he hadn't left Gaoliu Mountain back then, didn't listen to the master's orders, hadn't met him, hadn't tested the winning word for him, didn't let him know that the destiny of heaven was reversible, and didn't let his desires swell more and more, wouldn't his ending be more satisfying?
Even oneself can live a mediocre and satisfying life. She will go around divining fortunes for the world, maybe find a woodcutter to marry, maybe end up in the mountains.
In the end, after experiencing the world's suffering, I will not finally understand my own incompetence and despair.
It's all providence, no matter how much she resents it, it's useless.
At the same time, she is also blaming herself, obviously today, when Murong Chong ascended to this position, in fact, her task was over, she should return to the Eastern Jin Dynasty, return to Xie Yan's side, and repay his affection.
However, as Liu Wu said, he was a liar at all. She obviously couldn't let go of Murong Chong, but she still had to deceive herself into thinking that she had a mission to complete everything Murong Chong wanted to do, and if he wanted to be the king of the world, he naturally had the obligation to do it, and it was best to keep it peaceful and prosperous......
In fact, these are just excuses, she just can't let go of Murong Chong alone.
It's all right. Now what she has to do is to help Murong Chong disobey the will of heaven and give him the life of the Son of Heaven as soon as possible, as for the next, it is not within her control.
In fact, she didn't really want to stop Murong Chong's wish, let alone think that he couldn't do it, but for the first time, she didn't understand very well, since the world was ultimately looking for a unified king, why couldn't it be him?
With his intelligence, it is more than enough to be a successful king of the world.
However, God had already destined him and cut off his thoughts.
If you are reluctant to be obsessed and go against the sky, you can only harm others and yourself.
The majestic providence is difficult to measure.
However, changing her life against the sky is a big deal after all, she has never done it, and she will never dare to act rashly, not to mention that Dayan is newly established, the country is unstable, and things are happening one after another, Wanzhang really can't calm down to do this, so she can only drag it out for the time being.
For example, the first thing that happened in front of him was that Fu Jian actually forced his own son, Prince Fu Hui, to death with his own hands.
Only because the battle between Fu Hui and Murong Chong was repeatedly defeated, especially in the battle of Zhengxi not long ago, he lost 50,000 troops, Fu Jian couldn't bear it, and scolded Fu Hui in front of the ministers: "You, my son is also a popular person, and he has been repeatedly destroyed by Bai Yu'er, what is the use of life!" "After all, Fu Hui is the crown prince, how can he suffer such a shame? In addition, the psychological quality is probably not too good, otherwise it would not have been defeated repeatedly, and in a state of indignation, he would have committed suicide in shame.
can be regarded as a prince with strong blood, but unfortunately, if this blood and gas can be put on the battlefield, it probably won't end up like this.
After that, the second incident was introduced, and after Fu Hui's death, Fu Jian set up Fu Hong as the East Palace. At this time, Chang'an City somehow became popular with a book, "Ancient Fu Chuan Jia Lu", which recorded: "The emperor will be five generals for a long time". Fu Jian probably also saw the indisobeyability of the previous instructions from heaven, and sent the Wei general Yang Ding to stay in Chang'an City, and he took his family to Wujiang Mountain.
Therefore, Murong Chong's cousin Murong Yong, who also became a prisoner of Fu Jian, took advantage of the chaos to defect to Afang Palace.
Compared with Murong Sheng and Murong Rou's uncle and nephew who came to Afang Palace before, Murong Yong is older, and he has no one to rely on during the years he has been a captive, so he can only sell boots in Chang'an City for a living.
But this is just a look, as for what Murong Yong's final ending is and what kind of career he can make, Wan Zhang has already seen it clearly at a glance.
Just, don't say.
There were only a few people from the Murong family at the dust washing banquet, and a foreign surname from Wanzhang, she didn't understand why Murong Chong called herself, but since she had come, she had to convince others that she had the ability to be a heavenly master of a country.
Since she was determined to help Murong Chong fulfill her wish, Wanzhang began to not allow herself to be depressed anymore, after all, she still has a task to do it, where does she have the right to grief and sorrow, her lifelong task is just for Murong Chong alone, to do what he wants.
After three rounds of drinking, Murong Yong also got along well with his family, I don't know if he drank too much, he ignored everyone at the banquet, stared at Wanzhang for a long time, and then said with a smile:
"The Heavenly Master looks so familiar, it seems to be ...... Before, I passed through Gaoliu Mountain and met the little fairy who could do divination. It's just that the little fairy somehow disappeared a few years ago, and only her master was left on the mountain. ”
Wan Zhang's hand holding the wine glass froze, but he also looked at Murong Yonglai carefully, and it took a long time before he finally recognized that he had seen him many years ago. Put down the cup and tell him seriously:
"Probably because of ...... The little immortal you mentioned has now come to you. ”
Many years ago, when he was divining for the villagers for free near the foot of Gaoliu Mountain, he did meet a young man who was not like an ordinary villager, and he took his bones for him, and asserted that he would be a great king in the future.
Fortune-telling, knowing its value and cheapness.
It turned out to be Murong Yong.
It's just because he was full of nobility at that time, but now he is as noble as a commoner, so he didn't recognize him at a glance.
But the future he speculated on has not changed.
The king's order, and it is Dayan's, the last king.