Chapter 217: The Culprit

And Dad took her home and treated her better and better, but Dad never saw Mom. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info also didn't let her see her mother.

Her father's control over herself made her more and more unbearable, and her thoughts gradually became subjective and rational, and she faintly felt that maybe she suddenly had a smooth ride with her father, and she had an inextricable relationship with her mother.

Until a year ago, she couldn't stand her father's control anymore and came here to see her mother, only to find that her mother had already become an old man in her seventies.

Surprised, she saw the three spiritual tablets in her mother's room.

And the three little black shadows that surrounded her mother.

The mother became more and more dry and thin under their sucking.

At that moment, she seemed to understand something, if she was one step too late, her mother would surely die at the hands of these three little things.

Perhaps it was the inheritance of the traditional blood of the Liang family, she quickly mastered the method of controlling the little ghost with the help of her mother, and used her mind to study a lot of ancient texts and ancient recipes, and gradually walked deeper and deeper in this walk.

But the deterioration of the mother's body is getting worse day by day, even if the little ghost has been fostered from the mother to herself, the mother is still affected by the previous spell, and she is becoming weaker and weaker.

There was no way, she could only maintain her mother's life by going out to find the true qi of human beings by these little ghosts.

I was already surprised that I couldn't close my mouth, but I didn't expect that a sudden idea I had back then would harm a family like this.

The flames of evil energy on my body were extinguished at once.

"You, where is Mom now?" I asked tremblingly, already with mixed feelings and incomparably guilty in my heart.

Li Danyang snorted coldly, with endless hatred in his tone: "Life is not long." ”

Lives are short-lived.

Lives are short-lived.

These four words, I said to myself not long ago, I know the despair of my life, I know the pain of my life, not to mention the blow to my relatives?

Suddenly, the hatred for Li Danyang in his mind collapsed, and only the endless hatred for himself remained.

At this time, I hate me no less than Li Danyang.

If it is her own mother, in order to make her daughter with dementia live a normal life again, even if there is little hope and the cost is very high, she will definitely do it.

But the culprit of all this is herself!

Grandma's torture, Dandan's pain, my parents' worries about her again and again, I have always blamed Li Danyang for these, but I didn't expect that in the end, how much I hated Li Danyang, and how much I hated myself at this time.

I let out a long sigh: "If you want to kill it, it's up to you, anyway, I don't have a long life, as long as you don't sin Chenxi and Dandan again, I don't care." ”

Li Danyang was stunned, and then said: "What kind of good person are you pretending, if you were really so righteous and so good to your friends, would you have left me there in the first place?" There must be no one in the world who understands the dangers there better than you, right? ”

I glanced at Li Danyang and didn't understand what she meant.

"I know, when you were born, you were thrown there, there was a lot of resentment, I don't believe you don't know, you don't use your young age as an excuse, you touch your conscience and think about it, you really haven't had a crooked idea about me?" She looked at me coldly, as if she wanted to see through me.

My heart was like 10,000 ants gnawing on it, and finally, all at once, it exploded in my brain and I wondered how I should face myself back then.

It would be wrong to say that I didn't know anything at the time, because I remembered that it flashed through my mind at the time: "If you let the ghost here scare her, she will never come to us again." ”

Yes, if I hadn't met Li Danyang again, I wouldn't have known that I had such a vicious heart when I was young.

How do I classify myself as a good person? How did I have the face to say the words "Demon Killer Guardian"? How did I get the face to put "the greater the power, the greater the responsibility" like Spider-Man's face?

At this moment, the skin on my body was suddenly opened by the bloody forest, and it was beating and freezing inside, and it was so black.

"Lu Li, you finally know, all the sins you suffer now actually stem from the mistakes you made at the beginning, whether it is me or your past, in the final analysis, it is actually your own mistakes!" She said lightly, in a soft tone, but it was like thunder in my heart.

I brainwashed myself, I don't know how many times I brainwashed my brain, I finally buried the truth that in the final analysis, it was all my own doing, in fact, all my life, I made it myself, didn't I?

"You have to bear the bitter consequences of all this."

I nodded, yes, I should have borne all this by myself, but I had my family grieving for me and my friends suffering on my behalf.

"Do you want to repent of your mistakes?"

I nodded again, and I should have to end it all.

Li Jiayu, I knew her goodness at the beginning, but I still pretended not to know, just to enjoy the kindness of others to me, I brought myself step by step and brought her into the abyss.

Yanni's life was ruined, Qi's life ended early, and my life was never the same since then.

I've avoided it so many times, but deep down in my heart, there has always been a clear answer.

I'm not an innocent victim who doesn't know anything at all!

In fact, I am the culprit who pulled everyone into the abyss!

"How else can I make it up to you?" I asked blankly, now that I had completely seen through myself with a dirty heart.

"It's easy, help me get my mom back." She looked at me condescendingly and slowly walked towards the dark room.

I nodded, but I didn't know what to do: "I'm not going to save people." ”

"You don't have to do anything, just lie there obediently, just die." Her tone was fierce, but I couldn't get the slightest anger burning in my heart.

She is like my destiny mentor at this moment, my terminator, and I should listen to her and make it up to her.

I slowly followed her into the room.

I saw an old man who had become skinny and bones, with deep-set eye sockets and breathing on a respirator on the side, and tears flowed down my eyes at that moment.

I understand, I'm sorry for her, I should. (To be continued.) )