110. Heart-to-heart
When I came back from the police station, it was already five o'clock, and I didn't come home until I had dinner with my father. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Dad doesn't seem to go to work these days, and even if he seems to work for a short time, he always feels that if he doesn't have my business, he will be idle.
To be honest, I have been his son for 18 years and his daughter for two days, and I still don't know what he does now, but I remember that when I was a child, he was a chef and was busy every day, otherwise I wouldn't have let my mother raise me as a girl.
Later, I don't know if he changed jobs, occasionally idle at home every day Ge You lies down or troubles me, and occasionally he can't go home for a few days.
I'm going to leave tomorrow and go to a strange place to work, although there are a few classmates there, but only Zhu Ronghui is familiar with the people I know so far.
Although I have always wanted to go, it was because I was forced by my father to have no way out, but now I have inexplicably reconciled with my father, and I don't think much about going.
It's better to find a job near home, and my father has just divorced, so maybe he needs me to accompany him.
Sitting in front of the computer doing nothing, staring at the screen without knowing what to do, boring is about to mold.
I want to go out to play, in the past, when I was at home, Lin Hao would always run to my house with nothing to do, and take me out to play from time to time, but now, he can't do that anymore.
Sit on a chair with your legs hunched and your hands on your knees.
"Rachel, go shopping in People's Square?"
Dad burst into my bedroom, and the orange lying at my feet was so frightened that it jumped under the bed.
"Okay."
Although People's Square has been very popular with Lin Hao for a long time, I have never been to it with my father, let alone being idle and panicking now.
People's Square is not far from my house, at most only one or two kilometers, and my father didn't drive, so he went out with me in slippers in winter.
It's only eight o'clock now, and although my neighborhood is not a downtown area or a night city, there are still a lot of pedestrians coming and going, and it seems that there are many more than during the day. I guess it's because of People's Square, right?
I don't really like the crowded environment, so I keep my head down and follow closely behind my dad, with an orange in my arms.
I was afraid that the orange would eventually become a pig if I ate and slept at home every day, and if I didn't go out every day, I twisted the meat on the back of its neck despite its struggles.
But as soon as I went out, I was afraid that it would run around and be hit by a car, stepped on, or maybe accidentally ran away, but I still held this big fat cat, and I wanted to let it exercise and accidentally forgot to clean it.
On the contrary, it added unnecessary trouble to himself.
Looking at the orange that was squinting comfortably in my arms, I puffed up my fingers and knocked its head, and the cat looked up at me in confusion, and its eyes were full of confusion, and I didn't understand why I wanted to hit it.
It's not why, it's just that it's unpleasant to look at it suddenly, why should I protect it like a master, if there weren't too many people, it would have been thrown down a long time ago.
After walking for more than ten minutes, my father didn't talk to me much, just walked forward vigorously, not knowing what happened to him.
There are a lot of people in the square, the outer circle is a group of vendors, and the inner circle is divided into small venues, there are uncles and aunts dancing square dances, and there are also young people dancing shuffling dances......
Of course, I'm more interested in shuffling dance, and there's hip-hop dancing or something, and young people usually play there, but my dad is more interested in aunts and uncles......
Obviously only in his forties, he is actually interested in his aunt, tsk.
I scolded my father, but I still followed him to the edge of the square dance, found an empty stone bench and sat down at random, and watched my father watch the square dance seriously not far away.
I don't think there's anything to see at all.,It's better to come over in the morning to watch the sword dance.,Although it's not a square dance.,But it's also a group of uncles and aunts.。
Dad looked at me for a while, walked towards me, and sat down on the stool as well, sitting up straight.
When he was at home, he always sat crookedly, but when he got outside, he sat straighter than anyone else.
"You don't think you've ever been here with me."
Dad didn't know what he was thinking, and looked ahead.
"Hmm."
In the past, even if he wanted to hang out with me at night, I always refused.
He lowered his head and played with the orange in his arms, occasionally looking up at the crowd next to him.
"Would you like something to eat?"
"Not very hungry."
I wasn't in the mood, and I just went out with my dad because I was bored at home.
It still seems a little rusty with my father.,I can't say why.,In short, it's not like a normal father and daughter.。
From the bottom of my heart, I still mind my father's previous attitude towards me, and I still mind what he used to scold me.
Dad stopped talking, just silent, looking at the square dance aunt not far away.
"Why are you suddenly being nice to me? It doesn't feel like you anymore. ”
I jerked this question that had puzzled me all day.
"No reason, I suddenly feel that I can't stand you before."
He doesn't seem to be in a very good mood right now, and I look around, many of them are a family of three out to play, or simply a couple showing affection.
I suddenly understood the reason why my father was in a bad mood.
"My family hasn't been out to play since junior high school." Dad leaned back in his chair and looked up at the faint moon in the sky, "It will be even more impossible in the future." ”
"Isn't it all your fault?"
Giving him a blank look, Dad seemed to regret what he had done before.
I was forced by him to run to other cities, and my mother was tired and didn't love to get along with other people, wasn't it all his own doing?
"I just think that even if my son is not a soldier, he must be an upright man."
"I know, you used to say that when you scolded me."
Mom and he divorced, so Dad suddenly realized that he had gone too far, right? But when I just went home after the spring exam, he even became even more aggressive to me, why did he suddenly treat me well as soon as the physical examination came out and said that I was a woman?
Although he has always rejected the idea that his father is a daughter, this idea still involuntarily appears in his mind.
"Your uncle advised me to ......"
"The doctor was my former classmate, and I told him about you, and he advised me."
"And your mom is gone...... If you go again......"
Dad suddenly stopped talking, but walked to the square dance team, his movements were stiff, and he swayed his limbs stupidly to dance with the leader, which looked funny.
Look at a group of sixty or seventy uncles and aunts who suddenly mixed in a middle-aged person, there is a sense of funny with a different style of painting.
Dad raised an eyebrow at me, and I finally couldn't hold it anymore, holding my stomach and almost laughing crazy.
I never thought that my dad had a talent for comedy too.
Maybe that's fine...... (To be continued.) )