My surname is Cui, and I am a golden generation in the family tree, and my name is Cui Jinrui. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info Grandpa has always wanted to report a grandson, but I am a girl, so grandpa didn't even bother to give me a name. The name Cui Jinrui was given by his grandfather.

I was born in a place called a place surrounded by mountains, and entering this place was like entering a tomb, a deathly silence, a silence.

But, the home should be on the outskirts of the mountain.

My mother was going back to her parents' house to see my grandfather and make some things that I was going to use when I was about to be born.

Unexpectedly, on the way back to his parents' house, the amniotic fluid broke.

My mother doesn't like to tell me about these things, but I always pester her because I want to hear them, because I want to know what they have to do with them, as if they do, even if I have experienced it.

My mother said that she couldn't even see a figure on the winding road, and she was anxious, at that time it was not as developed as it is now, and it was solved with a phone call. The particularly big belly, shrinking one after another, hurt so much that she didn't want to stand, she shouted half of it, and the other half couldn't shout.

At the moment of life and death, I can't care about anything, I shout at the top of my voice, and the amniotic water is broken, so I'm afraid that it will take a long time......

Mom said that after shouting for a long time, she couldn't even see a chicken, let alone a human figure.

I can't always call people coming, my brain is starting to dizzy, and I can't even see the mountain shadow clearly.

My mother thought to herself, it's bad, this time, this baby is about to be unable to be saved.

I held my breath and listened to my grandmother, like, and used all my strength!

I felt a commotion under me for a while, and then I didn't know anything.

Maybe it's fate, just in time for my grandfather to herd sheep and go back, coincidentally, I met my mother, and then called someone, one step later, my mother and I can't survive.

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Soon after my father married my mother, he went to other places to "wander", because the family borrowed thousands of dollars just to get married.

At that time, a few thousand was equivalent to hundreds of thousands now, a lot.

Grandma asked her to bring a letter to the house.

When Grandpa heard that he had given birth to a girl, he spat in the rice bowl and didn't plan to take our mother and daughter home.

Giving birth to a child in my mother's house is bad luck.

Grandma was afraid that it would affect her life, and when she saw that her mother could go to the ground, she hurriedly drove her mother home and returned to the home where she owed foreign debts.

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My grandmother gave birth to four daughters and two sons.

When she gave birth to her daughter, her grandfather scolded her for not being angry, and when she gave birth to her son, she just threw a bowl of noodle soup in front of her.

Finally, shortly after giving birth to my father, I couldn't stand it anymore and drank medicine to death, telling the public that she was sick and dead.

When my mother went back, it was August and it was the time when autumn became colder.

If you want to drink water, but you don't have water to drink, you have to run to the well of the patio to press water to drink, even if the well is pressed by a big man, it is very difficult, not to mention, my mother has just given birth! But there was no way, my mother was thirsty, my grandfather was smoking a big cigarette in the yard, watching my mother bucket after bucket of pressurized water, waiting for my mother to fill a watt, knocking on the cigarette stick, and taking all the water to water the tree.

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I was crying in the room, and my grandfather threw a cigarette stick on the door, which was noisy.

Mom is wronged, but Dad is not there.

By the time my father received the letter and came back, more than half a month had already passed.

Because my father is back, the dumplings made by the fourth aunt. At that time, I was able to eat a meal of dumplings, which was as refreshing as rubbing it in a big hotel now.

Mom waited in the room, after a long time of labor in the confinement, Mom's knees hurt when it was windy, and when Dad went back, Mom could save snacks.

As a result, I watched my father give the only plate of dumplings to my grandfather, and my mother didn't eat a single water school, and she had to nibble on cold steamed buns.

After a few days, my father left again, and my mother had to press water to drink by herself, and my grandfather still took the water from the urn to water the trees.

In my mother's confinement, only the fourth aunt of the Cui family will serve for a few days, occasionally help cook a meal and wash clothes, after all, the fourth aunt was already married at that time, and she also had her own things to be busy with, so she couldn't stay at her mother's house every day.

The fourth aunt believes in Jesus and is a very kind person, but she will never excuse herself wherever she can help others, which has always been a place that I admire. Everything, no matter how bad, is nothing more than that in her eyes.

Therefore, occasionally the fourth aunt will help a little, and the life of my mother and I is not too bad.

Until the eldest mother, that is, my father's sister-in-law, spread rumors to my mother, saying that my mother's life was disorderly, and there was a good relationship with my mother everywhere, and what she said was reasonable, but my mother knew that she was spreading rumors to her, and my mother said that until now, my mother has not figured out why my mother wanted to create these rumors for her at that time, so that when she went out, she would be scolded by someone poking her back!

Finally, my mother couldn't stand it anymore.

I don't know what method to use, anyway, I just got my dad who was working outside back, and discussed how to make money together.

Finally. Dad was told to go to the place where the third aunt was, called Qingzhou.

So, the two of them left the place full of sorrow with a lot of debts and came to Qingzhou.

Oh, by the way, the place where I left is called Linqu.

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Qingzhou is an ancient city, Qingzhou at that time was slightly better than Linqu, and my parents used to be like migrant workers now, and they had no status at all.

At that time, after renting a house, I couldn't even eat.

It's easy for my dad to find a job, and it's to burn boilers for people.

A salary of five dollars a day. It took a long time to send it.

On weekdays, my father eats in the factory, and my mother and I either go to my third aunt's house for a meal, or we are hungry.

There was another person who stayed in the factory with my father.

That person's surname is Song, the old man Song, and he has a very good heart.

Knowing that my family was poor, I saved my own steamed buns and asked my father to take them home for me and my mother to eat.

Since then, what he owes to Old Man Song is a lifetime of kindness.

Finally waiting for my dad to pay his salary.

Dad has a bicycle to commute back and forth. It's the third aunt's family that doesn't use it, so it's replaced for my father.

I was very happy when I got paid, and I was very happy on the road at night, and I was whistling on my bicycle.

A gang of thugs waited in the dark grass on the side of the road, just waiting for Dad to pass by, which can be said to be a robbery.

So the five-dollar salary just issued was gone, and the bicycle was almost snatched away, but fortunately, my father was clever and pulled out the brake line before letting go.

So, the only five dollars were gone.

Knowing that now, my father will still sigh at his weight of five dollars from time to time.

Dad went home in disgrace.

I didn't have money to buy vinegar, so my mother took out the money I had saved so hard to give to my father, and asked my father to buy vinegar, saying that the rest of the money would buy me a piece of candy to eat.

Dad happily took the five yuan and went to the shop.

The vinegar is five cents, my father bought a bag, and then used the remaining money to buy a box of four yuan of cigarettes, although it is a thing of the past, but now that I think about it, my heart hurts a little. (To be continued.) )