Why, I became a girl?

Changing into pajamas and lying on the bed, my head was filled with this question. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Since I was a child, I looked like a girl, and my mother raised me as a girl, and my father insisted on me being a man.

Because my father would scold me and even beat me because of my girl's behavior, I never dared to let myself act like a girl, but I still showed it without opinion.

When I was in elementary school, I would play with the girls in my class, and I didn't even have a few male friends, and when I was in junior high school, I was given the nickname of a ladyboy, and I was angry and wanted to rush up and beat someone, but when this nickname spread, a small number of people began to call me that unremittingly.

So I began to be very disgusted with the appearance of my own girls, I put on flat glasses, and restrained myself more from some girlish behaviors, I began to refuse cute things like puppets, not because I hated it, but because I was afraid of being known, and began to wear loose trousers, and my girl-like legs were also hidden by me.

In fact, these changes are not very useful, which I learned later, but it will give me a kind of psychological comfort, as if wearing glasses will block out the eyes of the girl next to me.

In higher vocational schools, the classmates in the class will no longer be as naïve as junior high school classmates, but there will always be some people who know that I hate being treated as a girl, but from time to time they still say something that makes me travel to Thailand and the like, although I know that they are joking, and they don't directly call me a "ladyboy" such an obviously discriminatory title, plus three years have already made me accustomed to this kind of joke, just laughing on the surface, but my heart is a little uncomfortable.

If someone makes this kind of joke with me in the future, maybe I won't be like before, and I will say "Lao Tzu is a man" with the confidence in my heart, right?

After all, I really became a woman, but I didn't become like this after having sex reassignment surgery in Thailand.

I don't know if the chest is an airport as Lin Hao said, which is completely invisible.

When I look in the mirror by myself, I always feel that although it is small, it is obvious that there are two bags if it is just a T-shirt.

Maybe your own perspective will be different from someone else's, right?

Maybe no one will notice?

Also, I'm a little transparent in the class, lying on the desk to make up for sleep after class, sometimes I can't get out of class, and I can't say a few words to my classmates all day, and no one will notice.

I picked up my phone next to my pillow and looked at the time, it was already three o'clock in the morning.

It's time to sleep.

I closed my eyes, habitually reached out to the left and scratched, but scratched empty, and then I realized that this is not home, and there is no husky pillow that my mother put on the bed.

Although I was very resistant to the pillow when I first put it on my bed, not that I didn't like it, but I just thought it was too girly, but before I knew it, I developed the habit of holding something to fall asleep quickly.

It's just a matter of falling asleep slowly.

I turned sideways, bent my feet, and pulled the quilt down on my head, covering my whole body.

I still don't feel used to holding on to something...... I hugged my family for two months during the summer vacation.

Actually, it's not bad to be a woman, right?

At least I won't be called a shemale anymore.

I've had this idea a long time ago.,It's just that I've been pressed by my father's majesty.,I've never dared to say it.,After high school, this idea has faded.,What's more, I've begun to get used to other people's ridicule.,Although occasionally I still feel uncomfortable.。

I shook my head vigorously.

How can you think of such a thing, Lao Tzu is a man!

The breath slowly evened out, and something inexplicable flashed in his head, one moment it was his family, one moment it was Lin Hao, and then it was me and Meng Qi.

Mengqi......

The picture in my mind was fixed on Meng Qi.

It's a short-haired female man, and it's still a nonsensical sunny comic.

To be honest, I don't like her, and my good impression of her is only among friends, but I was once forced by someone in the class to ask if there is anyone I like, I thought about it at the time, I don't remember the name of a female classmate in elementary and junior high school, and I'm afraid that the name is too weird, so I said the name of the person in the class in the way I ordered the generals in my heart, that is, Mengqi.

So almost all the boys in the class knew that the little boy who was prettier than the average girl actually liked women.

I think this kind of rumor from my mouth seems to work well, at least without the perverted men at the school to confess to me.

And the boys in the class are in their own way, and topics like this don't reach the ears of the girls, so I don't have to worry about one day Mengqi rushing in front of me to give a lion's roar.

That was the idea at the time......

Later, the rumors were talked about a lot, and I began to believe it myself, and the words that came out of my mouth really became a reality, and I seemed to really like Mengqi.

Who told me to start paying attention to her from time to time? At that time, I found out that Mengqi was actually a tease, or a sunny tease, as if nothing could not help but glance at her, and occasionally do some nonsensical things, as if she didn't care about the eyes of the people around her at all.

If only I could have the same personality as hers.

I envy her kind of character, if I also think of her "heartless" like her, maybe I won't be so uncomfortable.

You also have to pay attention to your image as a man every day, for fear of being told no.

So I also included her in the category of learning, I didn't learn without heart, lungs, and sunshine, but I learned her comics......

Compared to Lin Hao, another learning goal, he has learned something, right?

It's so sad that I want to cry......

So, why did I become a woman?

I pondered what I had done at night before I went to bed.

Doing hygiene, eating barbecue, and accidentally getting drunk after drinking for the first time......

Didn't do anything strange last night, did you? If it's strange to get drunk for the first time......

I've lived so big, I've never heard of being transsexual when I'm drunk.

But it can't be that someone is drunk and someone has operated on me, right?

I don't know if there's a way to become a man, eh, if after a few years, I've become accustomed to a woman's body, and suddenly become a man......

I was suddenly frightened by the idea of mine.

If you don't know why you can become a woman, will you change in the future?

No, how could I get used to a woman's body, no matter who it was, as long as the people who knew me before knew that I had become a woman, the eyes I would have suffered would definitely be even more weird than before.

Not...... Except for Lin Hao.

The image of Lin Hao pressing his two hands on my chest suddenly appeared in my head.

He's a pervert! So except.

Thinking about it, the thoughts in my head became more and more chaotic, and my consciousness became more and more faint......

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