Chapter 180: Transformation
After Taeyeon was seen through by Jessica, her head shrank and her tongue sticked out, looking like she had been caught as a thief. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Lin Cuo was squeezed by Jessica like this, he didn't know what it was like, he groaned, he couldn't speak for a long time, he was reflecting on himself.
In fact, he is just a task, although it is a little difficult, but the previous task is simple, don't forget, the main purpose of the system is only to punish, punishment is the ultimate task of the system, how can he easily complete the task!
And he also has the mentality of completion to complete, as for the completion of the task, he has never worried, even if it is perfunctory, as long as he himself is punished enough, and the system, it actually does not care about the level of completion of the task, it also cares about whether Lin Cuo suffers enough.
And in the matter of Jessica's return, he abandoned his attitude all aside, wanting to be perfect, wanting them to rebuild their old friendship.
Maybe it's a little obsession in her heart, she thinks they are beautiful, even if he knows that this is impossible, but his subconscious is still pushing them to get closer to the image in his heart, so that the current situation has been formed, and there are constraints on speaking and doing things.
In the final analysis, he hopes that he can leave an indelible image in their hearts, which is like an explanation to himself, an explanation of the love of the two lives, and this kind of love, no matter what kind of person he is, hopes that he is a unique existence in their hearts, perhaps, this is a little bit of his desire to treat his idol as an ordinary person.
Unfortunately, it backfired, and his ideas may be a little ridiculous in the eyes of others, so he needs to change something.
For a scarred person, showing a unique personality in front of them and hiding his sad temperament all the time, he is actually quite tired, and they feel that they understand him, but is this really the case?
Obviously not, covering up his emotions is the only thing he has learned over the years, even he can't understand himself, how can others understand, so the Lin Cuo in their eyes is actually not a Lin Cuo, the Lin Cuo in their eyes is just a well-disguised Lin Cuo, that's all.
Lin Cuo's performance has always been very hypocritical, and it is the same in their eyes, but for a person who has been in two lives, his life is actually not complete, because the positive emotions of happiness and joy are basically not seen in his body, and his life is full of darkness and haze, so hypocrisy is his protective color, a protective color that rejects people thousands of miles away and makes people not feel that they are resisting, he doesn't dare to let people get close to him too much, he is afraid!
He also has low self-esteem, and if anything happens to someone close to him, he will think if it is because of him.
Since he came into contact with these girls in Girls' Generation, there have indeed been a lot of problems or troubles around them.
Yoona is arranged by the company to accompany him, Taeyeon and Yoo-li's bar to accompany him, the accident of the stage performance, the escalation of Taeyeon Byeon-hyun's incident, Jessica's murder incident, all these things, he will wonder if these are the reasons for his contact with them.
However, he didn't have an answer, and he couldn't find an answer, he could only watch helplessly, perhaps, he could help them solve some, but these injuries could not be regarded as injuries if he didn't help solve them, so he could only think silently and feel guilty silently.
Perhaps based on this, he also hopes that he can help them return to nature and return to the good side, and these considerations have also become his procrastination on the task, making the situation more serious, and perhaps, it may be out of control.
Jessica's sudden disappointment in him made him understand, it turned out that his thoughts were still so ridiculous, he wanted to change the impossible into possible, for the time being, he didn't have this ability, change was essential, and the completion of the task was the most important thing!
Maybe it was because he felt the change in Lin Cuo, Taeyeon and the others stopped talking, only Xu Xian's bright eyes looked at Lin Cuo, as if he had finally found the essence of the matter, that kind of excited look, he couldn't hide it, but unfortunately, Lin Cuo didn't notice this.
Taeyeon and the others felt that Jessica's words were a bit too heavy, and their tone was very bad, but they couldn't say anything, after all, whether it was Taeyeon or Sunny, they all felt that Lin Cuo was suspicious, so no matter what position they stood on, it was not for them to speak.
"Do you think I'm a villain?" Lin Cuo asked Jessica with a light smile and a gentle voice, at this time, Lin Cuo had an indescribable indifference, and a kind of inexplicable ...... Ignore!
"Isn't it? I am grateful for OPPA's help, but Kwon Nyeong-il is my friend and partner, and OPPA is slandering my friend in front of me like this, what do you want me to do? Jessica stiffened her neck and said stiffly;
"Friends? Hehe! Lin Cuo laughed at himself, and then said: "Friends shouldn't be counted, maybe it can be said to be ...... Leeway! ā
Jessica's eyes were cold, Lin Cuo's words were very hurtful, for a proud and strong woman like Jessica, it was an insult to her.
"What does OPPA say about this?" Jessica, who has a cold voice, does look like a queen at this time.
Of course, Lin Cuo knew that it was a bit too much to say that Quan Ningyi was Jessica's retreat at this time, but,. In troubled times, it may not be useful to always keep a hand, let alone these women who are very independent, he doesn't want to point fingers at them, but he has to do it.
"You understand my words, people need ambition as the driving force for their own advancement, but people also need to have self-knowledge, your ambition is breeding, but you don't have self-knowledge." Lin Cuo shook his head and said indifferently, these words are a bit damning.
"Why does OPPA say that about me? Make it clear! Jessica's voice became sharper, and it was clear that Lin's words had irritated her.
"Oppa, don't talk about it." Sunny's faint words wanted to stop Lin Cuo's next conversation.
"Oppa, let's eat!" Taeyeon also said.
Lin Cuo's eyes narrowed fiercely, he finally understood now, it turned out that his position in their hearts was not as important as he thought, and even Taeyeon, who was standing on the same front, was also blocking, and he laughed self-deprecatingly in his heart, and stopped talking.
As a relationship that has been active in the same group for so long, they have special emotions, like relatives, and like family, so it's okay to say something ugly, and they are happy to see it, but if it's serious enough to insult them, they are short-sighted, and no one can bully them, even Jessica, who is about to leave.
(To be continued.) )