Fanwai 1 The second half of Lin Guihua's life

My name is Lin Guihua and I am 48 years old this year. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info should be the age when the charm still exists, but looking at the sallow old face in the mirror and touching a gray hair, this is a person who has entered old age!

She couldn't remember when her black hair had started to change color, whether it had been 20 years of hard work or because of years of abuse, hey, she couldn't remember. I just remember that this hair used to be pitch black! Yes, when I was young, my hair was swarthy, and I was in good spirits when I looked at it.

When you were younger, huh? That's still when I was in Qinghegou, right? Qinghegou? It's a good place, with beautiful mountains and rivers and outstanding people. I heard the size of the family say that the founder of the largest and most famous enterprise in our place is the Qinghegou people! Just because the big boss is from there, many people from the surrounding counties are rushing to work in that company. Her family is lucky, although she is only 17 years old, but because she is strong, she has won a place as a security guard, which can solve a big problem in the family. Listening to the big novel, the big boss is still a woman, it's really amazing!

Because of this, she should be grateful to the big boss, if she is not from Qinghegou Village, it will be even better, she will set up an immortal monument for the big boss. Unfortunately, that's it.

In this life, the person she hates the most is in Qinghegou.

Her cousin's family, Wang Jianguo and Zhao Cuilian, were them, and they ruined her life. Yes, she admitted that she deliberately pushed Zhao Cuilian back then, but she didn't know that she would get pregnant by such a coincidence, if she knew, she would definitely not do this, she was not so ruthless. She didn't expect that the fate of her miscarriage caused Zhao Cuilian to be sent to this place by Wang Jianguo's vicious man was not to be treated.

Wang Jianguo, it's been 20 years, how are you doing now? Definitely okay, live lovingly and happily with Zhao Cuilian, so do you remember that there was once a woman who loved you and was so miserable by you? Did you hate me that much in the first place? And now? Has Lin Guihua already disappeared from your mind?

However, what she hates most is her good cousin, Liu Huiying. Cousin, she doesn't understand, she and her cousin have such a good relationship, why did her cousin betray her, why did she coax her into a donkey cart? Is it because of that incident that you are afraid that Wang Jianguo, the village head, will retaliate? Yes, Wang Jianguo's family was able to cover the sky in Qinghegou Village at that time, and the village cadres were basically the Wang family, no one dared to stop them from doing what they wanted, but how could they dare?

In the past, she didn't understand why others looked scared when they talked about Tulin Village, afraid that they couldn't hide, and thought that everyone was spreading falsehoods. But when she really arrived at the place, she didn't know where she had come, and at that time she was a woman who really called the heavens and the earth not to agree. What is Tulin Village? This is a place where you can really eat people and don't spit out bones!

Tulin Village is a commune in Anning, oh, it has long been renamed Anning Township. It is located in the depths of the mountains of Anning Township and Huimin Township. The surrounding area is surrounded by mountains, and there is only one path out of the village. There are only eighty or ninety people in the whole village, and there are very few women, and there are less than thirty women in the whole village. Moreover, this village has not been in contact with people from other villages because it has been closed for a long time, so, on the other hand, this village has not been affected by external movements.

What did my cousin say at the beginning? Oh, the family she told her is from this village, there are three brothers in the family, she is married to the eldest brother, and her in-laws are gone, and she is the master of the house as soon as she marries in. Moreover, this village relies on the mountains to eat the mountains, not only has enough food to eat every year, because men basically hunt prey, and they can eat meat from time to time. Maybe she herself was frightened by Zhao Cuilian's incident at the beginning, and she was dazzled by what her cousin said, and she left with the other party as soon as she met them.

Also, in those days, there was a place where you could eat a full meal and eat meat from time to time, which was really a fairy day. Although she has always boasted that she looks good and can clean up, she has been in the city for more than a year, and she still holds the shelves of city people in the village. But your family knows your own business! She is a woman, and she is a widow who has been abandoned and returned home, and her parents do not feel sorry for her and do not take care of her, how much work and rations can she earn in a year on her own? If it wasn't for the sake of having a full stomach, she wouldn't want to die of Wang Jianguo, the village head. Now that there is such a temptation in front of her, and she doesn't have to endure hardships, and she can avoid the Wang family for a while, how could she not agree.

But what happened to her in the end?

That's right, as soon as she marries into this family, she is the daughter-in-law of the family, and she can have the final say in all matters at home. But what she didn't expect was that she married in to serve not one man, but three big men in the family. Obviously, she was still in love with the eldest in the family three days ago, but on the fourth night, the second and third children then entered her house, at first she didn't understand, and she took out the eldest sister-in-law's style and wanted to reprimand her, but people didn't give her a chance to speak at all. No matter how much she begged the boss for help and screamed, it was useless.

The day after she was ruined, many village women came to her house, and from their mouths, she understood why the women outside turned pale with fright when they heard the village of Tulin, and why the man she married was so indifferent when she called for help. It turns out that this place still has the method of not being able to marry a daughter-in-law in the old society, and several brothers in the family marry one and share a wife. It's what the saying is called - a co-wife! Moreover, this village still follows the ancient law, taking the husband as the sky, and the man is inferior to the woman.

No wonder, no wonder there were so few women in the village, and every woman's face was not good-looking, she was strange at first, didn't she say that there was no need to starve here, and that she could eat meat from time to time? Why are the women in the village so haggard. It turned out that they were all tossed like this by the men in the family. Looking at the women in the village, thinking about what happened to her last night, and then thinking about living like this in the future, she hated it in her heart! If Liu Huiying was in front of her, she would love to eat her raw. This is what her good cousin called a good family, and this is what makes her happy.

In the days since, she has been constantly running away, being caught, and beaten; Run away again, get caught again, get beaten! This lasted for more than half a year, and she compromised. She couldn't stand it, she was afraid that if she ran away again, she would be beaten to death by the three men in the family. They even dared to beat her to death when she was pregnant, and the village was high and far away from the emperor, and no one would care about the dead person. She was so scared of death that she trembled with fear. In the end, in order to survive, in order to be able to go back to her good cousin alive one day to take revenge, she compromised and gave in.

Therefore, after that, like other women in the village, she stayed honestly in Tulin Village to live. Sure enough, she was able to eat enough, and from time to time she could eat some wild things. After the three men in the family saw her settle down, they also treated her a lot better, except for the fact that they would take her out when things didn't go well, the others could live like normal people. Moreover, one after another, she also gave birth to several children for the family here, three sons and three daughters, all of whom survived.

She thought that her compromise had been exchanged for a peaceful life, and that the family, her three men and her six children, would live quietly in this village for the rest of their lives until she grew old and died. Even, those so-called hatreds, in the long river of time, slowly disappeared from her mind.

But the reform and opening up! The world has changed, and the social atmosphere has changed. She doesn't understand the big truth, and she doesn't understand national politics, she only knows that the road out of the village is no longer guarded, and people outside come in from time to time, asking the children in the village to go out to school, and it is irresponsible to the children not to let the children go to school, and she also said that the road at the entrance of the village will be built into a big road. Moreover, more and more young people in the village are going to go, and they are all listening to the people who have come back from going out to talk about the wonderful world outside, saying that there is money everywhere outside, and there are opportunities to make a fortune everywhere.

Therefore, the village of Tulin is no longer closed, but the women in the village are sad.

In the following years after she entered the village, several women were married into the village of Tulin by their families, and they were the same men who served the family. Now, it is the time for everyone to live in peace, but after the men go out, many of them do not come back, they have a new home outside, they marry a new daughter-in-law, and they no longer take care of the women in the house. They feel that society is different, the outside is very safe, and they can marry the same woman with their brothers without being wronged, and even, they say that they are ashamed to mention this matter outside. When they returned to the village, they wanted to tell their families that they didn't want the women in the family, and that they would want whoever the family wanted, and that if they wanted children, they would leave the people in the village to support them, and they would pay for them.

This incident caused a magnitude 10 earthquake in the village. Many women in the family have to live or die to disagree, and the old people in the village do not agree, but they can't suppress the men's tough approach. As a result, many relatively young women in the village ended up being abandoned, and she was one of them.

Originally, she entered the village in the name of marrying the boss, but ten years ago, the boss fell down the mountain while hunting and left within a few days. She lives with the second and third children and the children, and ten years have passed, and she is used to this kind of life, but now the second and third children want to abandon her and the children to remarry their daughter-in-law and have a new home, so what should she do? What about her children? The eldest is only 17 years old, and the youngest is only five years old. How are they going to live? She also cried, made trouble, and even begged them, but they were so ruthless, so cold, they left their mothers, left, and never came back.

"Mom, why are you looking in the mirror again? If you look in the mirror again, you're not old and ugly, and you can't take the second and third fathers back, you better hurry up and cook, I'm starving. When he entered the house and saw his mother looking back and forth in the mirror again, the ten-year-old Sanxiao rolled his eyes and muttered a few words in a helpless manner.

"Why did the third child talk to his mother, is he looking for a fight?" As soon as he got home, he heard the words of the third brother. After going up and giving him a look, he said to his mother: "Mom, don't worry, I will take care of the family in the future." Today we paid our salary, I took more than 200 this month, bought some meat for the family, and the meat went to the stove for the eldest sister, and the rest of the money is here. As he spoke, he took out a bundle of wool from his pants bag and handed it to her.

"It's hard work, you have a spare, it's useless for your mother, and I want you to help take care of the family, big and small, don't worry, I will definitely let my younger brothers and sisters respect you as a big brother in the future." Hey, I bought the meat, wait, Mom will make meat for you. She took the money handed over by the size, she counted it, and there were more than two hundred and twenty, took out more than twenty change and handed it to the size, and asked him to pretend it himself before putting away the rest, and then prepared to go out to cook for the children.

Anyway, now she has been tempered by life and lost her original heart. What revenge is not revenge, there is no such extravagant hope for a long time. Now the only thing she can hope for is that her children can grow up peacefully, and she will have someone to rely on when they will be born in the future. For the rest, she has no strength, let it all go with the wind!