001: If only it was the first time I saw it
Cao Ming woke up from the messy rental house, and the first thing he saw was the red and bright invitation card on the table, and under the invitation, there were dozens of cheap empty wine bottles. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Memories of the fault line come flooding back.
Last night, Yueqing held her boyfriend, who had begun to go bald, and solemnly handed over this invitation to Cao Ming, with the dazzling happy words on it announcing that Cao Ming and her eight-year love marathon had finally come to an end and was completely over.
How to solve the problem? Only Du Kang.
He took out all his savings hidden under his pillow, thirty-five yuan, and bought all wine, and was so drunk that he was unconscious.
He knew that only when he was drunk could he completely and temporarily escape from this world that made him desperate, and only in that state could he see Yueqing smiling at him again.
But when he finally woke up from his dream, the cold reality plunged him into pain again.
Flipping through the hot stamping invitation, the time is tonight, and the venue is the five-star Kaiyue Hotel in the city.
To go or not to go?
Go?
Now that he is poor, the company he started in partnership has not gotten out of the financing curse of the C round of death after all, and after going bankrupt, he owes a lot of debt, and he eats instant noodles every day and calculates to buy a supermarket discount, and the gift money can't be made up.
Not going?
People specially came to the door to deliver invitations, and it was really not his Cao Ming's style to shrink his head and not go.
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The breakup was first proposed by Cao Ming.
Yueqing was incredulous when she heard it, and she refused to live or die, and when she saw Cao Ming personally holding a bewitching woman into the hotel, her heart was like ashes.
It took her more than half a year of recuperation before she slowly came out of the shadow of the breakup.
And Cao Ming, he actually knew that he had no hope of turning over, so he wanted to completely draw a line with Yueqing.
He didn't want to see his beloved woman in the middle of the night worrying about him and those debtors in order to help him avoid debt collection; For the sake of three meals a day for the two of them, they are reluctant to add new clothes to themselves for a year, even facial masks, and they are all hastily done with dried cucumbers left over from the kitchen.
Cao Ming, who has gone through personnel, understands better than anyone that love without economic security is like a flower blooming at first sight, even if the flowering period is long, there will be a day when it withers and withers.
Needless to say, look at the wine in the cup, and respect the rich and noble first.
He, Cao Ming, didn't want to wait for the day when each other would have a kind of poor husband and wife.
He has his own plans in his heart: since he must suffer hardship, why should he implicate one more person? The evil cause of one's own planting, and this evil fruit is enough for oneself to eat.
Cao Ming spent fifty yuan to find a woman standing on the street, and specially pinched Yueqing on the way to get off work to open a house.
The plan was seamless, and he got what he wanted, and the two succeeded as strangers.
There is a kind of love called letting go, this is not a plot that only exists in vulgar songs, at least Cao Ming expresses this way of love with his own actions, but the taste is so sour.
The lights are on.
Cao Ming finally came to Kaiyue.
The wedding was held in the hall on the second floor, and the figures were staggered and well-dressed, only Cao Ming was sloppy and unkempt, and hastily wore a t-shirt.
The sympathy was bought for him by Yueqing's first part-time money, he washed it countless times over the years, the pattern on it has long been blurred, but he has not been willing to throw it, tonight he had a commotion, I want it to accompany myself to mourn the youth of this son of a son of a girl and the life of a son of a bitch, as well as the love that has been engraved on his bones.
Yueqing was shocked when he saw the clothes on his body.
"Happy newlyweds."
There are thousands of sorrows in the world, and I don't teach a little brow, so when Cao Ming said these vulgar and bloody words, his expression was calm, not sad or happy, as if he looked down on it and didn't keep it in his heart.
Yueqing bit her lip, staring at the sympathy in front of her in a daze, her eyes persistent: "I don't need your blessing, I just want you an answer." ”
Cao Ming was puzzled.
Yueqing sniffled and said, "Have you ever regretted breaking up with me?" ”
Cao Ming looked at the groom official on the side, whose face was already ugly, and smiled helplessly: "Is it interesting to ask this now?" ”
"Yes!"
Cao Ming held back the throbbing in his heart, and had a broken jar on his face: "You know that I am a person, I have regrets when I do things, but I never regret it."
Besides, how good a person is, what he wants to do, free, carefree, one person is full, and the whole family is not worried. ”
The corners of Yueqing's eyes were red, and he suddenly raised his voice: "You lie!" If that's what you're thinking, why do you keep this dress? ”
She stared at the already worn t-shirt, as if she had seen countless sad and happy years spent with Cao Ming.
The crowd on the side, attracted by the sound, whispered and pointed at Li Caoming.
Who knew that Cao Ming spread his hands: "I can't help it, I haven't washed the other clothes, and this one is clean, I can only wear this one." ”
The people around snickered:
"Are these clothes clean? The oil stains on it can basically be used to spell the world map. ”
"How could a bride know such a person?"
"Alas, in life, who doesn't know a few scumbags?"
"That's right, the same rice raises a hundred kinds of people."
"I don't know how the security guard at the door let him in, with him, how can everyone eat at the banquet later? Stomach! ”
Yueqing ignored the discussion on the side, and whispered to Cao Ming's ear with red eyes: "I'll give you one last chance, if you tell me that you regret it now, I will leave with you immediately." ”
Cao Ming was shocked in his heart, and looked deeply at the radiant Yueqing in front of him, and his heart was incomprehensible:
"Come with me? Go back and continue to be the yellow-faced woman who cooks for a few meters all day? A humble housewife who has to get up two hours early to queue up at the supermarket in order to buy cheaper greens? ”
Cao Ming shook his head slowly but firmly.
The last glimmer of hope in Yueqing's eyes was extinguished, and he was obviously saddened by death, turned around and disappeared into the crowd.
The bridegroom came over, and before the man arrived, a compelling arrogance had already pounced. The suit is Chettiry, the tie is Zegna, and the cuffs of the custom-made snow-white shirt are coistently embroidered with the English initials of the name: HCS.
His expression seemed to be smiling: "Xiao Cao, meet again, tonight is my Xiaoqing's big day, you must eat and drink well!" ”
After speaking, he patted Cao Ming's shoulder, leaving a playful look, and left.
Well, eat and drink well, Cao Ming was very obedient, let go of the belly sweep, and moved a bunch of mountain-like food in the luxurious self-service area,.
In the end, even the emcee's eyes were constantly attracted by Cao Ming's exaggerated eating, and he forgot his lines several times.
Cao Ming occupied a table by himself, and there were always five or six Chivas Regal bottles on it, and all kinds of looted seafood, abalone, and blood swallows were even more dazzling, and there were desserts in the corner that he took the initiative to bring from other tables.
Like a clown, he attracts the strange eyes of the audience in this huge and gorgeous screen.
Cao Ming needs this situation of being despised and spurned by tens of thousands of people, so that he can slightly balance the empty feeling in his heart, the feeling of being hollowed out in an instant.
Once again drunk, Cao Ming was like crazy, vomiting and shouting, provoking everyone to avoid it, covering their noses one by one, and only stopping when the wedding was over, lying exhausted on the faucet and picking his throat and eyes, vomiting so much that the bile was about to come out.
At some point, the groom's official with a gloomy face also came to the bathroom and slowly put a pool of water.
Cao Ming's drunken eyes were hazy, and he pointed to the groom's hand and laughed: "You really take off your pants and fart, how can you wash your hands and wear gloves?" ”
The man smiled grimly: "Who said I came to wash my hands?" ”
As soon as the words fell, he grabbed Cao Ming's head and slammed it into the water.
Cao Ming finally understood why he didn't take off his gloves.
In order not to leave fingerprints.
But it was already too late.
Cao Ming was originally deeply drunk, his whole body was paralyzed like mud, and now he is being calculated, and there is basically no room for resistance.
Consciousness gradually blurred, and in the dizziness, Cao Ming seemed to see Yueqing's pure and flawless smiling face again.
At that time, the grass and trees were verdant, and the two of them were beautiful.
"If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan?". Cao Ming's mind suddenly appeared Yueqing's favorite Nalan word.
First? It would be nice to be able to go back to the first meeting.
Cao Ming's face drowning in the water suddenly showed a weird and greedy smile, stopped struggling, and slowly lost his breath.......