I stayed in the infirmary almost all afternoon, and Lin Hao also stayed with me in the infirmary for an afternoon. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

It's really unlucky.

I lay on my bed and sighed, I felt that it was inconvenient to do anything after the injury of my left hand, and I felt a stinging pain when I moved a little, and some of the other wounds had been smedicated, but there was still some hot pain.

The lemon was still lying on my pillow, yawning lazily, and its gaze was staring at me all the time, looking at me a little inexplicable.

I want to tease the lemon with my hand, but I am afraid that there will be some strange bacteria on the lemon and the wound on the palm of the hand will become infected.

Lying on the bed, I control the phone with my right hand, but the 4.7-inch phone is still a bit big for my hand, and the one-handed control is a little awkward, so I throw the phone aside in annoyance and do nothing on my stomach.

"Rachel, it's time to eat."

Lin Hao's angry voice came from outside the door.

"Oh."

I responded weakly, turned over, got up and was just about to go out, when the lemon that was lying on the pillow a moment ago suddenly meowed.

"I'm happier than anyone else to hear about the food." I looked at the lemon at my feet wagging its tail around me, "Are you a dog, still waging your tail." ”

As soon as Lemon heard this, she immediately stopped there, and then walked slowly in front of me with a very cold look, as if the emperor was on patrol.

"I said you, tell you to eat slowly." Lin Hao was already sitting on the chair, the lunch box on the table had been opened, and the lemon jumped to the table in two steps, staring at the dishes in the lunch box, his greedy eyes were about to glow.

Lin Hao tore off the top half of the lunch box, put it in front of the lemon, and sandwiched a piece of meat and threw it inside.

"Rachel, I should be back on National Day."

I looked up at him, feeling a little upset, and I thought he would stay with me until I had to go home.

"My uncle got married on National Day, and the family insisted on me going back." Lin Hao picked up the meal and explained a little inarticulately, "It's only going for three days, I'll try to come back as soon as possible." ”

"It's okay, I just happened to be able to go on a date with Mengqi every day on National Day."

I said expressionlessly, not wanting Lin Hao to think that I couldn't do without him.

The scene began to cool down, and Lemon noticed it, and looked up at the two of us and screamed, saying that it was still going to eat.

I casually threw a piece of fish in front of it, and ate in silence.

"Shall I apply cold water to you after eating?"

Lin Hao may have felt that the atmosphere was a little awkward, so he provoked the topic first, but I didn't appreciate it at all and still refused with a cold face.

"I'll do it myself."

"I'm full, I'm not eating." Reaching out and placing the rice in front of him in front of Lemon, he turned around and entered the room.

It's really, unpleasant......

Lock the door and sit on the bed sullen.

When I was with Lin Hao before, I never had nothing to say, how could I think that this is now, it's all because I became a woman.

I always feel that after becoming a woman, my temper is much worse......

Actually, I used to have a bad temper, but I was always just angry at my father.

And when facing Lin Hao, once he was in a bad mood, he always hid by himself, because he was afraid of being stimulated by some small things and losing his temper at him, but now he seems to be a little uncontrollable.

Since junior high school, my temper has been getting worse and worse.

Especially when I came home from a quarrel in the third year of junior high school, my temper couldn't be suppressed at all, and my father said something that stimulated me a little, and it exploded immediately, and during that time, I was like a madman, occupying my mother and pressing my father so that he didn't dare to hit me, scolding my father, throwing things, and once almost dropped the computer.

At that time, my mother took me to see a psychiatrist, and the doctor said that I had mild depression and that I had gender recognition disorder, and I almost smashed the doctor's office because of this sensitivity.

Later, after studying for a higher job, Lin Hao has always been by my side, helping me smooth my hair when I was in a bad mood, and my temper gradually improved, and because of the events at that time, my dependence on Lin Hao gradually became bigger, and I couldn't do without his meaning.

Now that he has become a woman, he will always think about him, hoping that he can solve the problem, and after finding out that he has become a woman, he did not say anything to my best mother, but told Lin Hao as soon as possible.

It's just that Lin Hao disappointed me too much!

If it weren't for the fact that his personality is better now, according to his previous temper, he is angry with me from time to time like this, and I guess I would have smashed it with something a long time ago, right?

It's going to be changed, Lin Hao can't stay with me all the time, he also has his own things, just like he said to me today, he wants to go home on National Day, I used to be able to go back with him, but now I don't dare to go back because of the changes in my body.

After becoming a woman, everything has become complicated......

Lin Hao also became inexplicable, often talking to me, occasionally saying that he liked me, and not letting me contact others...... Isn't it just to become a woman, and you need to play tricks on me like this?

Sighing, I'm starting to hate myself a little.

I hate my character, I hate that I look like a woman, and I hate that I became a woman.

It's like a monster, suddenly turned into a woman.

Lying on my back on the bed, I subconsciously pillowed my hand behind my head, but there was a sharp pain in my left hand, which stimulated me and almost jumped up from the bed.

Pull over the pillow with your okay right hand, lie on it, click on the video cached at school on your phone, put it at the head of the bed, and stare at the content of the video, without paying any attention to it.

I want to leave Lin Hao far away and no longer rely on him.

I don't know if I'm being strong, but I just hope to make myself independent, after all, I can't stay by his side for the rest of my life, I have hardly left him since junior high school before, and I haven't thought about so many things, I just accept his care with peace of mind, and now I have become a woman and I find that Lin Hao can't take care of me for a lifetime.

Besides, I've always been by his side when I look like this, no wonder he can't find a girlfriend at the age of 18, and the girl who is interested in him may give up when she sees me sticking to him every day.

Cover your phone face down, turn over and lie on your back, look at the blazing lights on the ceiling, and sigh faintly.

"Rachel." Lin Hao suddenly knocked on the door.

"What." The mood was a little depressed, lying motionless on the bed.

"Open the door."

"If you have something to say, just say it."

"Open the door."

I frowned, wriggled on the bed, reluctantly got out of bed, and opened the door for him.

Lin Hao stood at the door, didn't come in, stared straight into my eyes, I was a little uncomfortable by him, turned my head and stopped looking at him: "Say something quickly." ”

"I told my dad that I wouldn't go back on National Day."

I was stunned for a moment, and some joy welled up in my heart, but I still couldn't say it sincerely.

"If your uncle doesn't get married, won't your father beat you to death?"

"I told him I was going out on a date on National Day."

Lin Hao's family has always been very anxious about him finding a girlfriend, and it is said that his father has prepared a suite, waiting for him to get married and move in when he is in his twenties.

Of course, my family is also quite anxious, but they also know that it is not so easy to find a girlfriend with my woman's face, but when I come home, I always hear them ask me if I have a girlfriend, and I have become accustomed to saying no, and I always feel that they seem to be quite disappointed.

"Who are you going on a date?"

"I just found a reason, you know that my family has been urging me to find a girlfriend." Lin Hao shrugged, "And what will you do if I'm gone." ”

"I can live well on my own."

"Then why did you look like a dead mother when you heard that I was leaving."

"Fuck off." I kicked Lin Hao in the calf, and I was about to forcibly shut him out as I closed the door.

He stuck a crack in the door with his foot, "Remember to get up early tomorrow, the duty schedule just came out of the group, and the two of us will do hygiene tomorrow morning." ”

"Got it, get out of here!"