My name is Lu Li, and I was born in a small county town called Gu Ye in the north of ****, which is less than 800,000 square kilometers, but has an amazing historical background, and there are legends in ancient places, and Gu Ye is no exception. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

The "mass grave" is one of the more widespread and terrifying legends, and it is also closely related to my birth.

I was born in the 90s, and I am a "spoiled" post-90s generation, but I have to dig deep into why I always say that the post-90s generation is a "spoiled" generation, and it is not because of the motherland's population planning policy.

The birth rate and survival rate of infants and young children have suddenly decreased, so that all of them have become the hearts of parents.

However, I think most mothers of that era knew how the birth rate and survival rate were decreasing.

My mother gave birth to me at a barefoot doctor's house for insurance, because the investigation was very strict, and my mother gave birth to a stillborn child before, and it was too sad at the time, and my parents forgot to give my unlucky brother a death certificate, resulting in their current situation is that they still have a son, and there is no way to have a second child.

So my mom has been checking on my body at the barefoot doctor's house since I was pregnant, but until almost a month after the due date, I still didn't move at all in my mom's belly.

My mom was terrified, because her first child also died in the womb, and there was no heartbeat when she was born, and I am almost ten months old now, and there is still no movement, my mother really can't stand the scare, so she no longer cares about the summer sun, so I let my dad push the wooden cart to the barefoot doctor's house.

The barefoot doctor also made a mistake at first glance, indeed, this small clinic was not very well equipped, in case something happened to my mother, the doctor could not go away, so he gritted his teeth and stomped his feet and said, "Give birth!" ”

Giving birth is a common method in folk medicine for pregnant women who should reach the due date but often have no stomach to move, but after all, giving birth is to force the fetus out of the mother's body, and there is still a certain degree of danger, so the general doctor will not use it until the last resort.

My mom and my dad discussed it and nodded, because neither of us wanted another tragedy.

This barefoot doctor's birth here is more than ordinary castor oil, that is, draw a birth charm and burn it into ashes, put it in the oil and let the pregnant woman drink it together.

My mom always looked disgusting when she thought about it, but it worked very quickly and the production went smoothly, and my mom was crazy when she saw me who was so white and fat.

My dad too, kept twisting my ass to make me cry, and they were giggling right there.

I became the treasure of the whole family, except for my grandfather, who was a bit patriarchal, and everyone else simply offered me like a pearl of the night.

But the good times didn't last long, just a few days after I was full moon, the village inspection team raided and went directly to my house, and in retrospect, my mother kept saying that it must have been reported by my cousin's family who married earlier than my parents but did not have children for a long time.

My father and my father went to work at that time, and my uncle was also a soldier in the capital, and there was no man in the family, and as soon as the inspection team entered the house, fortunately, my grandmother was under the street gate to cool off, and when I saw the inspection team rushing straight to my house, my grandmother howled: "I have no children at home!" What do you guys come to my house to check! ”

My mother, who was taking a lunch break, picked me up and stuffed me into the deepest part of the cabinet, and took two quilts and pressed them on.

Just when my mother closed the cabinet, the inspection team pushed my milk into the house, and my mother was not ambiguous, picked up the broom at the door and copied it, but she couldn't really beat it, and if she really hit it, it would really be irreparable.

My mother rushed and said, "Why are you so disrespectful to the elderly, why don't I have any children at my house!" ”

The inspection team also knew that they had encountered hard stubble, and my third grandfather was also notorious, so the inspection team was somewhat jealous, so they said to my mother kindly: "We received a report that your family has a newborn with a birth certificate, let's check it." ”

My mother became angry all of a sudden, and pointed to the leader and asked, "What! Report? Who! Who is it! See if I don't let my third uncle kill him! ”

The inspection team said impatiently: "We can't disclose the information of the whistleblower, if you have a clear conscience, let us check, isn't everyone happy?" ”

Then my mom looked at my mom, and she gave her a wink, and she secretly hid my diaper and some supplies while my mom was attracting the attention of the inspection team.

My mom couldn't stop it anymore, so the inspection team rushed in, under the bed, in the table, in the cupboard, and even in the drawers.

When I turned into the cabinet I was hiding, my mother's heart jumped out of her throat, but the cabinet was messy enough that the inspection team gave up after two turns.

At this time, someone in the inspection team suddenly said: "Captain, don't look for it, the person who reported it has a bad reputation, let's still believe him, and besides, we've been ping pong for about ten minutes, if there really is a child, he would have cried in fright." ”

The captain nodded in agreement, but this sentence reminded my mother that I had been pressed under the two quilts for about ten minutes, and there was no movement at all, and my mother's face suddenly turned pale.

Maybe it was because she saw that something was wrong with my mother, and my grandmother panicked, so she said: "Then the leaders believe it now, I'll send you out." ”

The inspection team all agreed, and no one was willing to go out at noon on a hot day, and they all went back to rest in a panic, so they all began to walk out in a sparse manner.

My grandmother quietly pushed them out and asked, "Let me just ask, is the person who reported it my relative?" ”

The inspection team hesitated for a moment but nodded, and then said, "I guess your family has offended people, so pay attention in the future." ”

My grandmother said yes and had an idea.

Just as the inspection team reached the door of the street, a heart-rending cry suddenly came from the inner room where my mother was: "My son!! ”

When the inspection team heard that something was wrong, they quickly turned around and returned to the house, and my grandmother fell heavily to the ground without stopping it.

Later, my mother said that she and Ben didn't want to think about it anymore, and to put it simply, after the inspection team went out, my mother couldn't wait to take me out of the cabinet, but my originally ruddy little face was now pale, and my eyes were closed and motionless, my mother was frightened, trembling and trying my snort, no! Trembling and touching my heartbeat again, no!

My mom couldn't control her feelings all of a sudden and started crying.

Later, my mother said that it was too chaotic, the group of people rushed into the house to grab my "corpse", desperately clasped my head and pulled out, although I was "dead", but my mother was distressed, and couldn't see the child suffer such a big grievance, so she relented for a while, and they said that the dead babies had to be thrown into the "mass grave" Balabala.

My mother was sad enough to see my "death" at that time, and now she can't even protect my "corpse", and she can't cry herself, and the moment the inspection team snatched me from her, my mother's eyes went black and she fainted.

When my mom woke up again, it was already dark, and my dad sat in front of my mom's window with red eyes, and when he saw my mom wake up, he quickly sniffed and brought my mom hot milk that had been heated for a night, I don't know how many times.

When my mom saw that my dad was back, she started crying again, and beat my dad while crying: "Why are you so unconscionable that you're coming back now!" What about my children! What about my children! ”

My dad endured my mother's slap and the pain of losing another child, and hugged my mother tightly in his arms, but he couldn't say a word.

My mother saw through tears that there were still a few people in the house, and my grandfather, who usually didn't like me at all, smoked cigarettes one after another with a blushing face, and my grandmother also leaned on my grandfather's shoulder and wiped her tears, and there was another person who was also sitting on the sofa with a blue face and smoking a cigarette, wearing a white vest that had been yellowed, looking particularly gloomy, this was my third grandfather, and several of my aunts also gathered around the bed to wipe their tears and comfort my mother.

Just when my mother was crying again as if she was about to lose her breath, my third grandfather suddenly stood up, strode up to my mother and said: "Niece and daughter-in-law, don't cry, this is also a granddaughter, I will not let your mother and daughter suffer this grievance for no reason in vain!" ”

"What do you want to do! What do you want to do? Don't mess with you! My grandfather suddenly jumped up and shouted.

My third grandfather glared at my grandfather: "I'm not like you, you patriarchal old thing, this little granddaughter, you don't hurt me, I hurt a lot!" ”

My grandfather was furious: "What nonsense are you talking about!" ”

"Who doesn't know your little fancy intestines! You're an old man, have you ever bought a new dress for your granddaughter! I bought them all! "My third grandfather fought back without showing weakness.

At this time, my grandmother's temper also came up, and she stood up with her waist crossed and shouted: "Noisy, noisy, noisy!" I was really blind when I asked my daughter to marry into your old Lu family! If you don't do, you'll be noisy! ”

My third grandfather just wanted to refute, but my mother suddenly cried out in tears: "Mother! I don't want to live anymore! Let me go with my two children! ”

This sentence instantly quieted down everyone present, yes, the most painful and uncomfortable thing now is my mother!

My grandmother's tears came down, and she hurriedly rushed to the bed to comfort my mother: "Silly girl, what do you say!" You're still young, and there's still a chance! ”

My third grandfather also wiped a handful of old tears, squatted at the head of my mother's bed and said as if assuring: "Niece and daughter-in-law, don't worry, even if I fight for this old life, I have to bring my hard-working little granddaughter back to you, isn't it a mass grave!" I haven't seen any big winds and waves! ”

After speaking, my third grandfather took out the black dog leather whip on his waist and dragged it hard, and was about to walk out, when my grandmother suddenly got up and grabbed my third grandfather and said, "Third child, I'm with you!" ”

My third grandfather glanced at my resolute grandmother, finally nodded, and the two of them strode out together.

My grandparents surprisingly didn't stop my third grandfather this time, my grandfather glanced at my mother, and said comfortingly: "Don't worry, the third said that if you can bring it back, you can bring it back!" ”

My grandmother also sat on the edge of the bed with her waist and helped my mother wipe her tears: "Well, don't you know your third uncle, what he said will definitely be done." ”

My mom finally calmed down temporarily, and my grandfather waved at my grandma and said, "Alas, let's all go out and wait, let Yingzi rest for a while, don't be here anymore." ”

My grandmother nodded and beckoned my aunts to go out, leaving my dad to stay with my mom.

The room was deserted all of a sudden, and my mother tried to keep her sobs quiet, don't look around and say, "Jianguang, let's get a divorce, I can't drag you down anymore." ”

My dad was still a "soft and cute" man at that time, but my mom was "mighty and majestic" back then, but my dad ate my mom's set, so although he was introduced by a matchmaker at the beginning, he had a rare love affair and a great affection.

So as soon as my mother opened her mouth, my dad's legs instantly weakened, knelt on the ground and hugged my mother's head and stammered: "Impossible, if you divorce me, I will follow the child!" ”

My mom said that because her situation belonged to the marriage, and my dad was really weak and not like a man, so I still had some mustard in my heart about my dad, but from that sentence, my mom was determined to marry a chicken and a dog in this life.