NO.11: Lovers eventually become married
Xiao Mu ran over in a panic, staring at Shen Yang with his eyes, and handed over a note. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Xiaoya left, moved away from here, and didn't leave anything at all, and now there is only the original owner's things left.
It should be said that Shen Yang is prepared for this, and there will definitely be such a plot after the breakup, isn't it. Shen Yang didn't expect the apartment, but if two people break up, one will definitely disappear into the other's world.
Shen Yang lowered his head, he looked at a piece of paper torn from his notebook, on which was Juanxiu's handwriting, which read:
Goodbye, Ayan, oh, goodbye.
This is the last call to you, I don't ask the reason for breaking up, and I won't keep it, I know your character, once you open your mouth, you will make up your mind.
This is the first time you have said to break up, and I have also said yes for the first time, just like when I promised to be with you, although it was also the first time, but I hope there will not be a second time in the future.
I don't know what happened to make you make such a decision, but since you decided to break up, I hope you don't regret it in the future.
From now on, we'll be strangers, don't come to me, and I won't come to you.
Finally, I would like to say that I am precious.
Then there was no then, and then there was nothing, and the paper was very light, but Shen Yang was as heavy as a thousand pounds in his hand, because he saw that there was a little tear stain on the note.
The jagged edges, as if they had been cut through them, were torn apart, and Shen Yang seemed to hear some kind of cracking sound.
Shen Yang's heart was complicated, he was jealous of the original owner, Xiaoya was such a good girl, but he still did that. What's more, Shen Yang felt guilty, if the original owner came back one day, would he kill himself.
Shen Yang was suddenly a little tired, this week, he was under the surveillance of the original owner's relatives and friends, although it was not surveillance, but Shen Yang still had a feeling of being on his back.
Everyone seemed to be staring at him, and if Shen Yang did something strange, they would look surprised, even if they didn't say it, Shen Yang could feel it.
Shen Yang was very frightened, and finally escaped from that shackle, but he was about to enter the next shackle.
Inexplicably I think of a poem, a one-word poem, the shortest poem in the world, this poem seems to have been written by Kitajima, the name of the poem is "Life", and the content of the poem is Net.
The artistry of the poem aside, but the metaphor that life is a net is infinitely reverie.
Life is like a web, a web of social relationships. Everyone is a point on the network, and everyone lives in this network by relating to other points through the network. If the net is broken, the person is finished.
The original owner is a node, Shen Yang has replaced him now, and all the relationships that connect this node, Shen Yang must accept, whether active or passive, this seems to be inescapable.
Shen Yang was pondering, and Xiao Mu, Xiao Mu He was very puzzled, the two of them were fine in the morning, but now why did something suddenly happen.
"Brother Yang, what's wrong with you and your sister-in-law? Why did she leave without saying a word? ”
"Broke up!" Shen Yang said lightly.
He should have felt relaxed, because the person who was most familiar with the original owner had left, and Shen Yang didn't have so much trouble disguising it, but why was he a little unhappy.
Yes, the original owner left from him, so who is the next person, is it Xiao Mu. Xiao Mu is a friend of the original owner, and they are also partners, and they have a good relationship.
Because of this, Xiao Mu is very familiar with the original owner, so does Shen Yang want to continue to let Xiao Mu leave, and if he leaves, what kind of way does he need it.
Actually, Shen Yang met Su Man today, although he came very suddenly, he was very happy.
Because, Su Man is Shen Yang himself, note that he is not the original owner, he is the first person Shen Yang knew when he came to this world, and the first person he knew who the original owner did not know.
The original owner didn't know Su Man, and he had never seen Su Man, and Su Man had never seen the original owner, so Shen Yang didn't need to pretend to perform in front of Su Man.
Shen Yang was very relaxed in front of Su Man, it was completely Shen Yang's own world at that time, but as soon as he returned to the original owner's friend, it was equivalent to returning to the original owner's world, and Shen Yang felt that he was trapped again.
In an instant, the temperament of the whole person seemed to have changed, without the confidence and publicity just now, only the decadence in the sky remained.
Shen Yang sat on the sofa and sank deep into the soft cushions of the sofa.
Xiao Mu stared at Shen Yang, he heard the fact of the breakup, and he didn't react superfluously, as if he had guessed. Xiao Mu was silent, as an outsider other than a couple, he really couldn't say anything.
"I didn't expect you to be so good at the beginning, but now you have broken up suddenly, Yuting and I quarrel every day, and we haven't broken up since graduation, what is this."
Xiao Mu suddenly felt a little sad, sat on the sofa, and said to himself.
"You broke up suddenly, he suddenly had to study abroad, what's wrong with everyone, can you still play in the future."
Shen Yang didn't answer, on the one hand, he was a little resistant to the matter of the original owner, because everything was unfamiliar, and this kind of laborious tentative attempt to understand was only the tip of the iceberg.
Being in it, I don't know when I will make mistakes, and taking the initiative to understand becomes passive acceptance, which is the lesson that Shen Yang has learned in seven days.
On the other hand, to be honest, alone in this strange world, Shen Yang is lonely.
Shen Yang was very envious of the original owner, because of their love, because of their friendship, they could laugh unscrupulously, but Shen Yang had to be careful.
Shen Yang felt a kind of alienation, no matter how much he disguised it, no matter how similar he was in disguise. However, in fact, Shen Yang was never the original owner, and without him in their past memories, Shen Yang was always an outsider.
I don't know when, Xiao Mu seems to have left because he received a phone call, and then said a word. Now only Shen Yang was left alone, and when he found out about this fact, he breathed a sigh of relief in vain.
It's like, no one is spying on him anymore, no longer have to continue pretending.
Shen Yang looked at the things in the house, whether it was half-old furniture or the original owner's private belongings, he felt very novel.
Now it is an independent and exclusive space belonging to Shen Yang, and Shen Yang can not avoid other people, he can unscrupulously, as if he were checking his own things, to check the items that originally belonged to the original owner.
The first thing Shen Yang noticed was the photo, and the rest was nothing, only the photo made him pay attention.
In the photo, it is a group photo of the original owner and Xiaoya. The original owner grinned, put one hand around Xiaoya's slender waist, and smiled proudly and openly. Xiaoya lowered her head and pursed her lips and smiled, seemingly a little shy and twisted.
Needless to say, the two of them were happy, Shen Yang watched silently.
Before, in the wallet left by the original owner, Shen Yang only found one photo. It seems to be a candid shot, and the person in the photo didn't pay attention to this side, and his expression was more natural.
The owner of the photo is also Xiaoya, who was carrying a backpack and looked up at a tree nearby, just under a blue sky and white clouds, on the grass and green land. The original owner seemed to be hiding behind a tree and snapped the photo.
This photo has been around for some years, and Shen Yang saw a line of words in the back, which read, 1999.9.5.X downstairs of the Great Library.
Yes, the photo is four years old, and the original owner was a freshman at that time, just entering X University.
And in this group photo, Shen Yang flipped over the frame and took out the photo, and also saw a line of words in the back, 1999.12.24.X downstairs of the Great Library, it seemed to be the eve of Christmas Eve.
Yes, it can be seen that at that time, it was also in the first semester of the freshman year, and the two of them were together. So far, they have been together for three years, and they have never broken up for three years, until graduation.
Shen Yang suddenly felt as if he had done something wrong and broke up without understanding anything, which seemed too hasty. However, I am a kind person after all, and I will not deceive others, Shen Yang muttered.
Looking at the happy person in the photo, Shen Yang made up his mind and his heart became relaxed.
"Xiaoya, although I don't know your name, however, you belong to Shen Yang, not me, I don't know you, and I can't take care of you instead of him, so what I did was right, I have a clear conscience."
"Then, there will be no time in the future, and I hope that you in the other world will eventually become lovers."
(To be continued)