Lin Yun'er looked at Xu Yao, her eyes were soft, and the further back she went, the more undisguised she became. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

At the beginning, Lin Yuner said that Xu Yao was a glass of boiled water, although it was nutritious and healthy, it was really boring and tasteless, and it made people frown. Even if you add a little different seasoning one day, boiled water is still plain water.

Now it seems that this glass of boiled water has become different, more flavorful, warmer, and healthier.

I have tasted the excitement of cola, enjoyed the intoxication of vodka, and in the end, I miss the glass of boiled water the most.

Coke is easy to make the body fat, vodka is not good for the stomach, even if it is stimulating and intoxicating, it is not as warm as a glass of boiled water, and from time to time there will be different tastes.

At the beginning, I was too young to know that plain was the best. Looking back on the past is like a dream, but some people are lost in time and can never come back.

There are many kinds of love, and people may experience four kinds of love in their lives, and it is a pity to meet the right person at the wrong time; When you meet the wrong person at the right time, you are wrong to love; It is lucky to meet the wrong person at the wrong time; Meeting the right person at the right time is happiness.

So now, there is only regret left in my heart.

Lin Yun'er thought: If you continue to wait, if you hold on a little longer, if you are stronger, will it change?

But facts are facts, and change now will not help, it can only increase melancholy and make people sad.

"I'm sorry I couldn't wait for you." Lin Yun'er was still stirring the coffee in the cup, "It's a pity." ”

"yes, that's a pity." Xu Yao also sighed, but unfortunately I haven't been able to say that I love you, and the curtain has already ended. I don't know what your heart is like, so I don't dare to act rashly, I am afraid that all my affection will end up being just a joke, for fear that what I think is a manifestation is that I am self-inflicted. Now that your life is fine, the days without interruption will be better, and it is a good choice to let go of everything.

Perhaps it was really a pity for something, and the atmosphere fell silent again.

Lin Yun'er suddenly raised her head and asked, "Can you give me your phone number?" Maybe we'll see each other again. ”

Xu Yao opened his mouth, but he couldn't speak, for a long time, he shook his head, and said silently: "No." We shouldn't have a chance to meet, Lin Yun'erxi. ”

Lin Yun'er was shocked, his face was incredulous, he actually said honorifics to himself? Five years of reunion, people who can't forget at a glance, actually say honorifics? How could there be such politeness between them?

Lin Yun'er's eyes darkened, the more polite she was, the more scared she was, and the more she wanted to put it down, the more she was like this.

"Why can't we see each other?" Lin Yun'er said abruptly, "After separation, can't we see each other again?" ”

"yes, we can't meet anymore. Distance and time are the best intervals, I had to see you at the beginning, I just wanted to get the answer from you, and now that I know the answer, then we have to say goodbye. Xu Yao's knuckles clenched tightly, and then relaxed, "I now have a new café in the same place. It's not because of you, it's not that I want to be nostalgic for the past, I just want to tell you that it's my home, and then don't come. ”

"I ......"

"Don't come, and if you pass by, please hurry up, don't hesitate to wander, and pretend that you never care."

Only distance and time can dilute the love I once had for you, and only years can make that scarred heart slowly heal, so don't let me see you again, and I won't have the strength to call you again.

"By the way, alas, forget it." Xu Yao wanted to say something, but finally gave up, and he said again: "I'll go to check out, I'm leaving." ”

"Wait a minute, can't we really meet in the future?" Lin Yun'er's eyes widened, there was a faint mist in her eyes, and Xu Yao didn't know if it was an illusion.

Xu Yao didn't speak, just looked at Lin Yun'er quietly, and the meaning in her eyes was self-evident.

"I see." Lin Yun'er bit her lip, "Then, can you give me a hug?" Just like a normal friend. Lin Yun'er stood up, her arms slightly spread.

The corners of Xu Yao's eyes trembled and he took a step back.

"If we can't see each other, we can't be friends." You can't be friends after a breakup because you've hurt each other.

After speaking, Xu Yao turned around and left.

Looking at Xu Yao's not strong, but tall and straight back, Lin Yun'er was about to shed tears. It turns out that there is a kind of thing in the world that is also sad, that is, people who have always liked themselves do not like themselves one day, and they are going to disappear forever.

I made a decision that I made at the beginning, but now I am so melancholy, what is it?

But the boy she owed him so much, she hadn't had time to pay it back, even a little, but he was about to disappear from her world.

But did he suddenly appear just to say goodbye?

Lin Yun'er's heart was cold, and now she couldn't figure out what her feelings were for him.

Xu Yao walked to the front desk with his back to his back, but his heart was not calm and he had a lot of thoughts.

The taste of missing a person is like drinking a glass of ice-cold water, and then one drop by one condenses into tears; On the day you left, I decided not to shed tears, held my eyes against the wind and tried not to blink, closed my eyes, thinking that I could forget, but the tears shed did not deceive myself.

You're like a book I love to read, and I've been savoring it. Until one day, I realized that if I continued like this, I would finish it quickly, and it wouldn't be long before it ended. So I decided to slow down, I started to linger in the center of the words, slowly leaving the gap between the words, and later, I left the blank space where I couldn't go forward or backward, so I chose to give up.

Cruel people hurt others, good people hurt themselves. And I'm not kind or cruel, so I hurt you and hurt myself.

Thinking about the watchfulness that used to be every day, every day, every month, every day, and night, now watching her be taken away little by little, as if something had been emptied.

Lin Yun'er sat in her seat and took a sip of the cup of black coffee that was still half left, and bitterness filled her mouth. In fact, the heart is even more bitter.

Lin Yun'er opened her palm, and the silver cufflinks lay quietly in the palm of her hand, thinking about what she had said at the beginning, the corners of her mouth naturally hooked up a smile.

The teenager matured, and the girl in the picture also grew. The gloom slowly dissipated, and the smile brightened.

Maybe they have to live their own lives, like he said, don't be friends, don't meet, don't contact, and the traces of time will slowly erase from then on.

Just be quiet.

Xu Yao walked to the front desk and was about to settle the bill, but he heard the waiter inadvertently muttering to himself: "It's raining!" ”