Chapter 174, The Continuation of Suffering

Chen Yang sat on the shore and stared blankly at the eastward flow of the river. Yuan Quan quietly accompanied him. How is it possible? How can a person hide in the turtle shell well, his head has shrunk for a long time, and he has become a ninja turtle, how can he dare to leave the turtle shell? People who dare not face themselves and the world? How can they be so vulnerable? They have suffered so much before, and they can survive the hardships that ordinary people can't bear, and they have worked hard to reach the high level that everyone admires, and there is a saint brother, as long as they concentrate on it, it is not impossible to advance to the saint level, why can't they suddenly think about it?

You must not say that you have a demon? You are already a person who has just glimpsed the way of heaven, and you can't overcome the demonic obstacles? Who doesn't have a demon? My demon is more serious, Fu Lixian borrowed my ballpoint pen and still hasn't paid it back, I have already characterized it as a robbery, when will I have time to report the crime, do you have any demons? Yes. There was also a fat man who ate one of my breakfast siu mai and didn't return it. I gave him time to think, and I also characterized it as grabbing food, and I will report the crime one day. And being squeezed by girls on the subway, I can understand how crowded it is, so I forced her first kiss, I confirmed that it was her first time, she said that I was the first person to take the initiative to kiss her, in addition to her family's prosperity, is there any demon? But can people care too much about living in the world? At that time, Tyson was standing next to him, vomiting, and looked at me and said, "You don't care, man, well." "You know, I hate it when people speak Chinese and Japanese, even if it's Tyson. But I didn't care, I don't know if he has been discharged from the hospital now? You really can't care too much about life. ,,,Forget it, I'm too tired today, I'll talk about it when I have time, in short, don't get along with yourself, and don't impose it on yourself, it's impossible to achieve the goal, so you have no demons. If the subway is not forced to ask for the first kiss, the beckoning cat at home will not lose the first kiss and ask to castrate himself. If Tyson swallows the vomit again, he won't have a chance to speak, and the rest of the story won't happen. Don't put too much pressure on yourself, you're not a god and can't solve everything. As a high-level person, you can't let go, if you can't pass this level, you will go crazy or even sha. Softass, softass, you're fucking up. Like I'm not at ease about anything, it's over, don't be serious with yourself, it's no magic.

Chen Yang turned his head sideways and asked the fat man, "Have you ever sold siu mai?"

The fat man said, "When you're done eating, do you want to mention it earlier? I can't, you want it, I won't give it to you." You don't want it, I'll give it to you. Do you want it or not? Do you use it to catch the person who jumped into the river? Like fishing. ”

Chen Yang nodded speechlessly and did not reply. Some people and things are selectively confused, which is happy and shameless, but Ruan Dan Chen Yang can't fool himself about this, and he can't pass this level, which may accompany him for the rest of his life, some people and things are unforgettable, this is a demon. The only thing you can do is to use your own strength to save, to save some people and things, and to let yourself go. I hope that Chen Yang will untie the knot and not end up depressed. A lot of things are not done, but the protagonist dies, and the book will come to an abrupt end.

Villagers with good water nature, Ruan Xiaoer Wuqi searched at the bottom of the river for a day, found Zhang Xianzhong Shenyin, found Du Shi Niang's caisson, and found a few 10,000-year-old agarwood. I just didn't find Ruan Dan, who was the same ancestor and ancestry. Chen Yang was a little disappointed, hoping that he would not insult the name of the Ruan family, the water ghost, and not die in the water.

"Chen Yang, are you okay, go home and rest!" Li Na said. She has been silently accompanying Chen Yang from the beginning, without disturbing, sometimes men need a corner of their own, quietly lick their wounds or stay quietly, put all their worries and pressures aside, and stay quietly without thinking about anything.

"You've lost so much blood and need to rest. Li Na said one more thing.

Chen Yang nodded: "Thank you!"

Chen Yang looked at the Kidney Bao brothers: "Two bosses, on behalf of the whole village, I would like to thank the two bosses for their great help and saving their homeland.

Chen Yang bowed deeply, and everyone bowed too.

Ordinary, An Qiang, immediately helped Chen Yang: "Don't be, my brother, it is our glory to be able to participate in this battle that will remain in the annals of history!"

Chen Yang grabbed their arms and said, "Stay in the village for a few more days, and I will treat you brothers well." ”

"No problem, we also need manpower to rebuild the village, we don't have anything, just a lot of people, we don't have any specialty, we will build houses. Huh!"

"Thank you!

Chen Yang packed up his mood and went home, he was too tired, too badly injured, too many wounds, he had to sleep and rest, and there were too many things for him to do, yes, he couldn't bear it, he had to do it, he had to respond to the provocation, give an explanation to the villagers, give an explanation to his family, and give himself an explanation.

He just arrived at the entrance of the village, half of the archway destroyed by the war, still standing in front of him, yes, not falling, he didn't want to fall, he wanted to see the day when Zhu Village prospered again. Chen Yang approached the archway, touching the archway that records the history of Zhu Village, this is the home of his grandmother, his mother's home, the home of his parents' life, the memorial arch carries the memory, the memory of his grandmother, the memory of his parents, and the memory of his Chen Yang. He wiped the dirt left by the war, the surface can be wiped away, but can the insult left in his heart be wiped away? Chen Yang quietly wiped the corners of his eyes, he couldn't let people see that he was fragile. But how could they escape the eyes of the villagers, they were even sadder than Chen Yang, their eyes were red all of a sudden, full of tears, but no one cried. Chen Yang heard people's gasps and sniffs, and he slowed down. Along the way, I saw a village like the scene of a fire, like a village after a strong earthquake, with ruins and broken walls, and scorched walls extinguished by fire. When he finally got home, half of the three-story building had collapsed, and his bed on the second floor was exposed.

His tears were rolling, but he couldn't hold back. He smiled and said to Brother Kidney Bao: "I haven't fallen, I'm still there, how kind the liberation organization is to me! Hehe! Now the house is too chaotic, it is inconvenient to entertain the two bosses for the time being, and we will get drunk again in two days." Yuan Quan, Li Na greet all brothers well, and you can't treat your brothers badly. I'll go back and take a shower, I'm so dirty, I'm out of company, everyone!"

Chen Yang didn't jump directly to the second floor, but swept open the broken bricks and gravel at the door, the door could not be opened, and the key did not know where to fall? He reached in through the big hole next to the door and opened the door.

"Hehe, you can open the door without a key, you don't need to find a locksmith, you save a lot of money, hehe, it's much more convenient. Everyone is lost, Yuan Quan will take the brothers to enjoy the scenery in the village,,, "Chen Yang stopped, it was all scorched earth left after the war, how could there be scenery?"

Chen Yang hurried into the house, because tears had flowed, he closed the door and rushed to the second floor.