Chapter 19: That Year, They Were Eighteen.
Regarding Sunan's answer, Chu Xuan paused and pushed his glasses. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Whether it is the first personality or the second personality, it is actually her self-generated personality, I heard Zheng Zhe say about Zhao Yingkong's first personality, so she is choosing to escape, for the escape of unbearable things, in other words, there is no such thing as this her and that her, everything is just that she is escaping from pain and the past, and this silent her, it is precisely because she is afraid that she will be hurt again after meeting her partner, so she shows such an unapproachable appearance."
"It's just that Zheng Zha's word 'partner' made him a little uncomfortable."
Sunan was suddenly stunned, and after he glanced at Xiao Wu curiously, he stretched out his hand and touched Chu Xuan's forehead: "You...... Did you take the wrong medicine? I remember giving you a cell vitality potion today, not a brain fragment......"
Chu Xuan didn't pay attention to his behavior, frowned, stared at the dead face that had not changed for ten thousand years, and continued to speak: "Okay, you go play." I'll take a closer look at what you bring back. ”
Sunan shrugged his shoulders, got up and was about to leave, when he suddenly thought of something, and suddenly turned his head and asked, "Chu Xuan, have you arranged the situation on the Chinese side before?" We have done such an outrageous thing before, how can the two parties get along with the rest of the world? Will it be jointly attacked by various countries? Is there something we should do about it? ”
Chu Xuan sneered and shook his head: "The sky has already changed, first of all, they don't have the courage to attack China at all, at least they don't have the courage to do so before we leave." If my reasoning is correct, the world will be completely changed to what you angry young people want, and that's the basic situation......"
"That's the basic situation...... Sunan was silent.
Nanjing, China, since the Nanjing Massacre, the lifeless capital of China, has finally slowly had some breath of recovery, and in addition to the return of the Chinese political axe [afraid of harmony can only be fought like this] personnel back to the city, a large, uh, extremely large number of foreign envoys have also come to the city, because they have to come......
But these have nothing to do with the Middle-earth team.
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The main god square.
Sunan's room.
"Sit, what kind of tea?" Sunan flicked Xiao Wu, who was asleep on his lap, and asked.
Ming Yanwei was silent for a long time: "Whatever, you can arrange it." ”
Making tea with one hand, and by the way, with a plate of fruit, Sunan looked at Ming Yanwei, who was sitting opposite him, smiling, smiling, smiling, the smile was extremely pure, and Xiao Wu in his arms had a fight when he fell asleep. Of course, it's just Xiao Wu when he's asleep.
Sunan tilted his head, pinched the soft ears belonging to Xiao Wu in his arms, and went straight to the point: "In the years when you were separated from Zhang Heng, didn't you want him?" ”
The question is too acute. Ming Yanwei's face was ugly.
"Think, think all the time." Ming Yanwei said stiffly: "Just kill him as much as you want!" ”
"Hmm." Sunan pouted.
"What's that look on your face? What do you mean? Ming Yanwei had an urge to flip the table.
"Then kill it." Sunan pinched Xiao Wu's ears and looked at Ming Yanwei's face: "But then again, you killed the archers in my team, what do you pay us?" "Actually, there is another sentence in my heart, although I don't like this guy very much.
"Compensation?" Ming Weiwei stared, "I killed him, you just killed me." ”
This topic deviated a little, Sunan was silent for a while, and said with a smile: "I said, your life is not worth anything, at least in the Zhongzhou team." No matter what grievances you have with him, so far, to put it bluntly, what are you here? ”
“…… What do you mean?! ”
"Literally." Sunan was very leisurely, "It's been three days since I came to the team, and I've seen Lori and them." These women who are made up, although they can't carry their shoulders or carry them, can make their men feel grounded and reassured. In our eyes, these women are indispensable accessories to our teammates. To put it mildly, these women are all labeled items. What about you, Ming Yanwei, you also plan to label yourself as a 'woman who belongs to Zhang Heng'? ”
Ming Yanwei trembled with anger, she gritted her teeth, and asked with a sneer, "You all think so?" ”
"Isn't it?" Sunan said: "If it weren't for Zhang Heng, you wouldn't have been resurrected, and the only reason why you were resurrected was just because it could make up for the mental trauma of our archers." ”
"You fart!" Ming Yanwei was extremely angry.
"You can think I'm farting", Sunan waved her hand, signaling that she didn't need to be so excited: "Anyway, that's the way it is, we can't control the emotional entanglements between you and Zhang Heng, you can kill Zhang Heng, and then replace his place with yourself." If you don't want to kill him, you can keep him...... What do you want? ”
Ming Yanwei glared at him, the flames in her eyes gradually faded, leaving dead ashes, "I don't know." What do you want to say to me? Let me join the team? Why should I join you because of your inexplicable words? I learned the bow and arrow, and I can see the path of each arrow...... But why should I serve you? Don't you have Zhang Heng? ”
"He's him, you're you." Sunan said lightly: "No one will confuse you with him, unless you want to confuse him yourself." Then I can't take care of it. ”
Ming Yanwei sneered.
Sunan smiled.
"You people, sometimes I really can't understand." Sunan muttered to himself, "If you think you can be satisfied by killing Zhang Heng, it's better to kill it." Zhang Heng is willing to die in your hands, and we will not stop it. But you can't do it, while hating him for escaping, you can't control your attachment to him...... Ming Yanwei, I don't understand your logic, you and his childhood sweetheart, have been happy for more than ten years, and because of his escape, your remaining years are better than death...... It's rare to meet, when you meet and want to kill him at any time, you don't do it, you entangle yourself, and let the pain of the first half of your life continue until the end of your life, Miss, do you say that you live only for him in this life? Well? Your happiness and pain, all he gave you? ”
"You haven't experienced that, and it's certainly easier said than done." Ming Yanwei glanced at him and said coldly: "If it were you, you wouldn't be able to say these words." ”
"Probably." Sunan said, the back of her black head leaning lazily on the back of the sofa: "My ex-girlfriend, the predecessor of Kagura Chizuru, has a chance to be resurrected, but I haven't resurrected her, and I don't plan to resurrect her." ”
Ming Yanwei sneered: "You men are like this, you have a new love and forget your old love." ”
"No, you're wrong." Sunan looked directly at her: "She won't let me resurrect her, and wants to use this method to get a place in my heart forever." I agreed, that's all. ”
Ming Yanwei stood up, seemingly uninterested in any of this: "I'll go back." Thank you for the tea. ”
"Give yourselves a chance." Sunan spoke softly.
Ming Yanwei didn't know what kind of expression he had when he said this, he could only hear his voice, "Life here is too short, life and death are just a blink of an eye, in a limited time, do something to give yourself a chance to find yourself...... This is also what Zhang Heng meant, he hopes to use this opportunity to help you return to Ming Yanwei before that incident happened. ”
"Perhaps, you all need a chance. Find your way to tomorrow. ”
Speaking of this, Sunan suddenly opened his eyes: "Maybe I can help you forget that unbearable memory." ”
Ming Yanwei sneered: "I heard what they said, and I also know that you have the 'separation' magic that can deprive that memory, but what if I refuse?" Are you ready to use a strong one? ”
Sunan shook his head.
Ming Yanwei smiled disdainfully, so simply trusting and loving a person, it is stupid to think that the timid but kind man is the sky of his future, and he can support a corner of peace.
I thought that if I believed, loved, and accompanied me wholeheartedly, I could stay together and build a small castle, but I never thought that one day it would be like when it came. I thought that a small happiness could go on smoothly for a long time.
"I don't have a chance." Ming Yanwei said, "I don't need that kind of thing. There is no difference between dying once and dying twice......"
"Is there really no difference?" Sunan turned her head, her dark eyes flashed, straight to look into her soul, "When you die, you see many people and things, those who have loved and hated, those who have stopped by your side, and those who have left...... There are so many people, but no one understands you, helps you, accompanies you, and you die only yourself. I knew that death would not be free, but I had no choice but to die...... You've already tried that kind of death once, and you won't hate the feeling of loneliness and hopelessness? ”
As if something rushed into her eyes, Ming Yanwei subconsciously blinked, "No!" ”
Turning to leave, she fled as if a beast was chasing her.
"Hey." Sunan sighed and didn't say anything more.
One day, a girl said the same thing to him.
"When you become an old man, I become an old lady, we sit on a park bench and bask in the sun, you yawn, I yawn, you yawn again, I will wipe your saliva with a handkerchief, and then we will go home with the smell of the sun...... When we couldn't walk anymore and couldn't go out in the sun, we would open the curtains and let it shine on our bed, and we would change into clean clothes, lie on the clean bed, with the sun all over our bodies, hold hands, and we would ......die of old age together."
That girl was Xie Xuan.
That year, they were eighteen.
But she said, "Don't resurrect her."
Xiao Wu opened his eyes: "Brother Nan, you have a **** expression......
Syllable.
Fan flying.