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But involuntary partiality planted the seeds of hatred in his son's mind.

It is this kind of unequal treatment that has been treated since childhood that makes Qi's heart so dark.

Maybe Li Jiayu's mother just left like that and never looked back, maybe Qi would not become what it is now.

I think that if I hadn't appeared at the beginning, Li Jiayu would have died in the hands of the flag one day.

Now that I think about it, I didn't expect that the biggest victim was Li Jiayu.

A brother who was plotting to kill him, and I, who didn't love her, all stuck countless knives in his heart.

My heart suddenly hurt, I hated myself for being so cowardly in the first place, why I found out so late, why did I give him those ambiguous hints again and again?

But it was really a flag at the beginning, and the repeated harm to me led to Li Jiayu's final outburst? I'm still a little unsure.

In my opinion, Li Jiayu should have known that such an elder brother existed since he was a child, but when they got along, I could see that Li Jiayu was very trusting.

There are even some that do not retain trust.

Thinking of this, I feel even more terrifying, according to the description of the flag, he should have hated him from the moment he knew Li Jiayu, he hated his mother for abandoning him, and went to a rich family instead, gave birth to a younger sister, treated her like that, loved her like that, loved her like that, and loved her.

But not only did he not show his hatred for Li Jiayu, but he got along with her, took care of his sister wholeheartedly, and even lived upstairs with her, what a deep city and scheming!

I was scared of my own thoughts, when I would think so badly of a person, I didn't know the truth at all, I just positioned him as such a demon based on my own thoughts.

Maybe he's not what I think he is, it's just my speculation.

I feel like I'm getting more and more neurotic, I shouldn't be like this, I know how much damage rumors can do to a person, but I always can't help but believe rumors, and even create rumors.

I'm getting more and more disgusted with myself.

But it suddenly occurred to me that I can think of a person so badly and so deeply, does that mean that I have become such a bad city and so deep!

I was taken aback by my own thoughts.

But there are some things, I don't know where this kind of thing comes from? I suddenly remembered, cold, once said, he said that my previous life was a fox demon, and also, the demon world's villain Flame King, I used to be so bloodthirsty, so evil, love to kill.

Even after so many lives, I still have some of the same temperament as I once had, maybe it's really like he said, the country is easy to change, but the nature is difficult to change!

Maybe, maybe! I smiled and took a sip of unsweetened bitter coffee.

Immediately, I was bitter, and my whole face was involuntarily entangled.

I saw on the Internet that when you want to know how bitter your heart is, you must eat something very bitter, if you don't feel bitter, it means that your heart is more bitter, but I think black coffee, very bitter, does it prove that my heart is not bitter?

I thought about it, and it seemed like it really was.

I don't feel that my heart is very bitter, that is, I will be very melancholy, very depressed, I will be sad, I will be sad, I will be happy, I will be happy, but I think this is all human nature, life is so long, who will be happy for a lifetime?

I don't feel bitter in my heart, even though my body is bitter.

Sometimes I can't figure out how my life has become like this, how I have become a person with no future, and I have become a time bomb in the crowd, maybe one day I will hurt others.

I think the best outcome for me might be to die quietly.

No one remembers me, no one sees me, no one grieves for me, no one cries for me, I don't hurt others, and dying quietly like this may be the best ending for me.

I thought about it, the end is approaching for a person, and when I really feel that I can't live anymore, I'm going to run away, and run away to a deserted place and kill myself.

I would leave a letter to my family, saying that I had traveled to a distant place and worked in a distant place, but it was okay to go to a distant place anyway, and I didn't want to tell my parents that the daughter they had worked so hard to raise for so long had disappeared from this world all of a sudden, and I thought it would be better to give them a hope.

I want to cry when I think of my parents, I'm sorry for them, I'm really sorry for them, they gave birth to me, and there is hardly a day that they don't worry about, but they haven't given them anything to be proud of.

Family affection is still like this, what about my love!

I remembered the flag, is it love? At the time, I was too ignorant to remember that feeling, but it was true that he hurt me, and I even thought that maybe it was the hurt she and Yanni did to me that caused me to be so sensitive to third parties.

This sensitivity hurt me and Zhang Chao.

Thinking of Zhang Chao, I have a very strange feeling in my heart, he is the first man to make me throb, I can't tell you in the beginning, I deceived him, or did he cheat me? Or maybe we cheat on each other.

I still don't know what kind of person he is, and I don't want to know about it anymore.

Thinking of Wang Wei, the corners of my mouth slightly curled, although she has a black belly, although she has a poisonous tongue, although the score is cheap, but he is really a very interesting person, he takes care of me very much, is very considerate of me, and likes me very much.

I don't know why I always have a very comfortable feeling with him, although I know that my relationship with him now may be unacceptable to parents and adults, but I don't know why, obviously I'm also a conservative girl, but in front of him I am willing to agree to his request, I don't know why, is this because of love?

Before you know it, the sky is getting darker.

I steadied myself and knew that there might be another battle waiting for me tonight.

I can't be in without any preparation anymore.

I got up and settled the bill, I remember that in the past in a street not far from here, there was a shop, a framing shop, and that shop had the four treasures of the study, rice paper, yellow paper, and brushes, although I did not carry a large seal, nor black dog blood, nor cinnabar, but the spell written down at my current level should also be powerful. (To be continued.) )