However, everything didn't seem to be as simple as Lu Yao thought, because this incident made him start to think about why he had never liked any girl. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info once he took it for granted that he and Li Menghui would be lifelong friends, and might even become boyfriend and girlfriend with her, and then naturally form a family one day in the future, everything is so warm and beautiful, but only, there is less throbbing. And whenever he thinks of the picture of the summer camp in the hotel, his heart is always pounding. So Lu Yao panicked and was in a mess. He wanted to talk to others, hoping that someone could give him some good ideas, but he wanted to go to Li Meng but couldn't say it. As a boy, he felt extremely ashamed and ashamed to feel for another boy. He seems to be caught in some kind of strange circle, and he is deeply trapped in it, and he can't escape. The inner entanglement made Lu Yao very painful, and he still remembered the way Li Meng cried and laughed on the rooftop of the school, and suddenly he was afraid that he would be tortured by himself one day.

So one day, when a girl in the class called him to confess, he agreed, but when the girl took the initiative to hold his hand on the first date, he ran away, yes, ran away, and left the girl standing alone on the street. Therefore, Lu Yao's "first love" barely lasted less than 20 hours. Instinctively, he hates physical contact with girls. Lu Yao asked online netizens on the Internet, he thought it was a disease, he thought, as long as he could cure this disease, no matter how painful it was, he would try. He tried drinking incense ash and applying strange ointments underneath, but there were many side effects, but none of them had any real effect. Until one day Li Meng said to him: "Homosexuality...... It's not a disease. ”

Lu Yao was speechless for a long time in surprise.

"I saw that you had a bad face some time ago, and you walked strangely for a while. Yesterday I wanted to use your computer to check the data, and a page recovery window appeared, so... I saw what you were looking up earlier. I know a sister who is studying medicine, and I asked her, and she told me that homosexuality is not a disease, so don't try the methods on the Internet, it won't work. ”

Lu Yao stood uneasily with his head down, his hands seemed to be inappropriate wherever he was, and after a while, he suddenly looked at Li Meng with wide eyes: "You, have you told others?" ”

"I told my sister that I was going to participate in a debate on whether homosexuality should be accepted, so I wanted to know some more scientific information...... Don't worry, I won't tell anyone, I won't discriminate against you, it's just a matter of orientation, it's not a big deal, don't feel panic-"

"Say no more! What do you know? You know what! Lu Yao suddenly roared loudly, not only frightened Li Meng, but also frightened Zhao Qin outside the house, hurriedly opened the door and came in, saw his son glaring at Li Meng angrily, and hurriedly stepped forward to push Lu Yao away: "You kid, what can't you say well, you see that Li Meng is scared, if it weren't for Li Meng, would you be admitted to such a good high school, why are you so ignorant of this kid?" ”

"Auntie, it's okay, I didn't pay attention to what I said just now, and I was angry with Lu Yao, I should apologize, otherwise I will leave first today."

"Hey, okay, then you go slowly, next time you come to play, I will definitely help you teach this stinky boy a good lesson."

In fact, Li Meng didn't blame Lu Yao at all except for being frightened at first, no matter who encountered this kind of thing, he would probably panic.

And Lu Yao also knew that Li Meng was kind, but he didn't know how to apologize to Li Meng, since Li Meng knew that he liked boys, he had a deep inferiority complex because of this, and felt that he had no face to see her. So on the first day of school, he got up early in the morning and waited for Li Meng at the gate of the community, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't see Li Meng come out, but he met Meng Ling who went out to buy vegetables.

"Auntie, why didn't you see Li Meng come out at school today?"

"Ao, it's Lu Yao, Li Meng left a few days ago and went to City A High School, didn't she tell you?"

"No—"

"This kid is really."

Lu Yao didn't think that Li Meng would say goodbye like this, when he pushed the bicycle to school, the bell rang after class, and when he arrived at the class he belonged to, a familiar voice exploded in Lu Yao's mind: "I didn't expect Lu Yao to be so lazy on the first day, I'm afraid I will have to be careful in the future." Fortunately, I am the leader of class 2, Zhou Tianxu. ”