Chapter 61: True Feelings
"Okay, this time I'm going to do it on my behalf." Qiao'er rarely softened her face. Originally, she was also a very strong person, and besides, she didn't think that anything had to be done slowly, not to mention that Ziluo was not their ultimate goal, and Qiao'er was too lazy to waste time on such a small role.
"Even if I do more, it doesn't necessarily mean that there is no benefit." She doesn't admit her mistakes anyway.
Lin Fangyu didn't bother to take care of her at all, so she didn't turn her face, copied a book at random, and looked at it with relish, when Qiao'er didn't exist.
Qiao'er couldn't sit still now, and chattered around Lin Fang, but people didn't pay attention to it at all, and thought it was without her. She let out a sigh and said, "I've added something to that hairpin, and we'll know as soon as she makes a move."
Lin Fangyu said "um" at this time, indicating an answer.
Qiao'er clenched her fists and squeezed out a few words from between her teeth: "I promise to listen to you in the future and never make your own decisions again."
"What else?"
Qiao'er's eyes widened: "And!"
I don't know why, touching those eyes that didn't have waves, Qiao'er was defeated for no reason: "If the second lady makes any moves, I will tell the eldest lady first, so it's always okay."
Lin Fangyu put aside the book and said lightly: "I don't have so many rules here, you can sit down, just remember your current identity."
Qiao'er bent her knees reluctantly, but she didn't dare to sit anymore, but she said in her heart: I was afraid that I was too nonsense to be seen just now, and this time I will turn my face faster than turning a book! Who knows which of your sentences is true and which is false.
Standing dry, she was bored and panicked, so she simply found an excuse to open the conversation: "I don't know what the eldest lady plans to do next?" To be honest, Ziluo, Bauhinia, no matter who suffers and who gains power, has nothing to do with her, she lives in the dark for not three or two days, and there is nothing to do on weekdays, usually just to observe people's every move in the dark. She doesn't like the purple carrot of the wall grass, and she also has no good impression of the low-eyed Bauhinia.
"Wait." Lin Fangyu looked at Qiao'er and blocked her words that were about to exit: "I know what you want to say, you want to remind me that the two of them are not within the scope of our dealing." No, to be precise, your master, doesn't want to waste time on two people who don't have a strong relationship with him. But this is what I will ask for from your master. “
"Remuneration?" Qiao'er screamed: "Miss, are you mistaken, you took the initiative to find us in the first place."
"Yes, I looked for you."
After receiving an affirmative reply, Qiao'er immediately felt a little embarrassed: "Without you, our master can continue to live in peace and sound until the end of his life, you are just icing on the cake, what reason do you have to negotiate conditions with us!"
With a sarcastic smile, Lin Fangyu couldn't help but look at the other party a little unfamiliarly: "I always thought you were very smart and saw things thoroughly, but I didn't expect you to be so stupid!" Foolish enough that even your master won't trust you completely! “
"What do you mean, you make it clear!" Seeing that Lin Fangyu was about to shut up again, Qiao'er was anxious and hurriedly said, "You are talking nonsense!"
Lin Fangyu sighed, Qiao'er in the previous life was cowardly, and in this life, she was arrogant and self-conscious, and she had a soft face, and in the end she could not escape a tragic end.
"Do you think that by closing the door every day and not retreating, you can keep the peace of the party? Do you think that if you don't provoke people, you won't take the initiative to come to the door? Do you think that as long as you keep your own land, you will not be divided? “
It's really funny!
The position he occupies is a thorn in her heart. Will a conceited person tolerate this thorn sticking all the way into the flesh, or will he pull it out? In the end, always, uproot!
Just like she once was, she thought that people really pitied her for having no parents and being helpless, but she didn't know that it was because of her lack of support that she was cheap! Gong Baixi is not the smartest, and she is dragging such a crippled body, she doesn't need to go to great lengths to find him, because besides him, she has a better candidate. Even without him, she could still bring down Madam Gong.
When Qiao'er heard this, her face changed greatly, and she said a little sneeringly: "You...... Then you...... Then why do you still ...... "Why did you come to him?" Although he is worse than dead now, if he continues to pretend to be deaf and dumb, maybe Mrs. Gong will give the eldest young master a way to live for the sake of the palace master! People are like this, they can never really empathize without seeing or experiencing it with their own eyes.
"Why?" Lin Fangyu muttered: "I don't know why, probably, this is sympathy!" In the light of the flames of the candles that had been extinguished, her face became so eerie. She turned her face and spoke in a gloomy tone, unable to distinguish whether she was sighing for herself or for others: "It is said that golden branches and jade leaves, glory and wealth, are the most beautiful things in the world, but who knows how many distorted facts are hidden behind this beauty!"
Qiao'er didn't understand why she was sad for no reason, and the young man didn't know what it was like to be sad, so it was understandable for her to think so.
"You go down, I want to be alone." Lin Fangyu said. The hidden heart is unknown, she knows that Shicai is a little out of shape, but whenever she thinks of Gong Baixi's resentful eyes back then, she has no way to keep herself absolutely calm, and she has no way to look at Qiao'er coldly. Their past is not her own, and their past is not the most powerful evidence of her tragic past! She extended a helping hand to Gong Baixi, didn't she want them to repeat the mistakes of the past!
No, she wants to protect them, not only that, because their existence can just remind her of her failures back then, and remind her that she must not soften her heart at any time, otherwise it will only affect the people closest to her!
As long as she sees Gong Baixi, she will be painful, she will hate, and she will be more determined!
Only when a person is in extreme pain will she find that she is terminally ill, and she will cherish herself, such an experience, such pain, she must return it to them in a different way, isn't it?
It was already late at night, Mama Jiang added a few pieces of charcoal, and when she saw Lin Fangyu carrying her, she sighed and said, "The slave knows that the eldest lady hasn't slept yet." It's just that no matter what, you have to take care of your body. She tucked the corners of the quilt again and walked out. Mama Jiang is old, and it has been many years, and Mrs. Lin did not let her be on duty at night. This is also a kind of dignity to be a slave. When she came to the palace house, firstly, Ziluo was attentive, and secondly, Lin Fangyu also said that there were more important things, so she should take care, and Mama Jiang listened to it. It's just that she was promoted to a maid with a raw face, which made her unexpected. She believed that the eldest lady had her own plans, but she was still not at ease, so she came to see it in person.
She didn't know that when she turned around, the corners of Lin Fangyu's eyes were already moist.
Mama Jiang gently closed the door, checked the yard for the last time, suddenly a figure flashed in front of her, Mama Jiang hurriedly chased out, came to the gate of the courtyard, a few meters away there is an old tree, dense branches cover the light, Mama Jiang secretly laughed at her old eyes dizzy, suddenly her neck hurt, and the person fell straight down.