Chapter 2: I wish us all happiness in the future
Before dawn, Li Meng had already woken up and looked at the watch on the bedside table, it was 4:03 in the morning. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info got dressed and drove back to the community, and when I opened the door, I saw Lu Yao lying on the sofa on his side. His previously clean and healthy face was now haggard, his brow was slightly furrowed, and he seemed to be sleeping unsteadily, and there was a little blue stubble on his chin, which must have not been shaved for a few days, and the man's eyelashes were very long, casting a shadow under his eyes, making him even paler at this time. Looking at the Lu Yao in front of him, who was so familiar that he couldn't be more familiar, Li Meng recalled that when they first met, this person was also so uneasy and vulnerable. They met, shared each other's stories together, grew up together, and then got married all these years. can't say that they love each other, but they both regard each other as so important. I thought we could go to the end of my life together, but later I realized that life is far more cruel than you think. It's not him or her who is at fault, but they have to bear the ultimate price. Fortunately, it's not too late, today, let's let this farce end once and for all.
Li Meng didn't wake him up, just looked at him, wanting to keep his sleeping face in his heart for the end.
The sun gradually rose, the light in the room began to slowly brighten, and when he woke up and saw Li Meng sitting beside him, Lu Yao thought for a moment that he was still in a dream. Realizing that it was really Li Meng who came back, he hurriedly sat up, straightened his clothes, and seemed to feel a little embarrassed because of his sloppy appearance, and wanted to say too much but only asked: "You, have you had breakfast?" Li Meng looked at Lu Yao and smiled slightly, and shook his head slightly: "No." ”
Lu Yao hurriedly rushed to the bathroom, washed his hands, and turned into the kitchen: "I'll make breakfast for you, what do you want to eat, Yangchun noodles or omelet or porridge?" ”
"Whatever, it's okay."
After that, there was no dialogue, and for a while I could only hear the sound of Lu Yao cooking and stir-frying in the kitchen, listening to these voices, Li Meng always felt inexplicably at ease, in a house of his own, his beloved person made your favorite food for you, this is the most beautiful picture in Li Meng's heart. After a while, Lu Yao began to set the chopsticks, spoons and prepared meals on the table: "You eat first, I'll serve you a bowl of porridge, there are no green onions in the omelette, if you don't like it, I'll give it to you." I couldn't remember it before, but I noticed it today. ”
"Okay."
Lu Yao is good at cooking, and as long as he has time, he will definitely not let Li Meng do it. It's not that Li Meng's cooking is unpalatable, but cooking for his beloved is also the most beautiful picture in Lu Yao's imagination, not to mention that he doesn't want Li Meng to be so tired when he comes home after work.
Lu Yao served porridge to Li Meng, and sat opposite Li Meng, only eating something occasionally, most of them were watching Li Meng eat, with satisfaction written on his face, expectation and a trace of worry. When something like that happened, it was impossible for Li Meng not to show his emotions. Even if he is angry, it is okay to beat him and scold him, he knows Li Meng too well, Li Meng is so calm can only show that she let go, what did she let go? Is that the thing, or has he been put down? He didn't dare to imagine the days without Li Meng, and he didn't dare to imagine the days without Li Meng's company.
Breakfast was very peaceful, it seemed that both of them cherished this short period of peace, put down the chopsticks, Li Meng leaned back on the back of the chair: "Thank you for your breakfast." ”
"Don't say thank you, please...... Please. When he heard Li Meng say thank you, Lu Yao felt that the blood in his body instantly became cold, cold to the bone, as if he had been beaten into hell.
Looking at Lu Yao's flustered appearance, Li Meng couldn't bear it, but if he didn't take this step, both of them would be psychologically tortured forever: "This matter will never get over in my heart, no one knows me better than you, isn't it?" ”
"Are you asking me to kneel for you to forgive me? What should I do if you want to leave me? I'm scared when I think about it. I was really drunk that day, and I lost my mind to ------."
"Huh---- Lu Yao, let's all stop torturing ourselves, okay. Let's be brave together, shall we? I'm tired, really tired. ”
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After coming out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, Li Meng and Lu Yao had completed some kind of closing ceremony, Li Meng felt that his heart had never been so relaxed, and it seemed that a tolerant and brave self was being reborn. And Lu Yao is already like a marionette, he has lost his vitality, he can't, there is no reason, and he doesn't know how to keep Li Meng, he only knows that he has lost the only person who is with him in the winter forever.
"Lu Yao." Hearing Li Meng's voice, he turned to look at this person with a warm smile, and his heart was sad. After that, I no longer have her smile, and I don't know who can be lucky enough to have. When he was hugged by Li Meng, his heart throbbed again, he clenched his fists and held back his crying, but his body trembled uncontrollably, and tears fell on Li Meng's shoulders, and he heard the most sincere blessing from the woman in front of him: "Lu Yao, I wish us all happiness in the future." ”