I've been annoyed lately. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

It's really annoying.

The happier I felt when I was tired of being with Lin Hao, the more I was afraid that if he found a new love in college in the future, I was afraid that he would hate me in the future, and I was afraid that he would be dissatisfied with my appearance and figure.

My appearance has long been stereotyped, I am a pretty girl, and the so-called use of the title of girl is completely because of my short stature and my face is too immature like a junior high school student, and my figure seems to have not developed, and it has not improved for more than a month.

It's not that I want my body to be better, I still can't accept that there are feminine things on my body, but I have been a man for nearly 20 years, and those feminine things are fine in the room or worn in private, but if I go on the street, I can't accept it at all, let alone a feminine body.

But I am not in good shape and always have no sense of security, and there are many people in the vocational college, a school of thousands of people, who are more beautiful than me, not to mention the university that Lin Hao will go to in the future.

I have been a woman for more than a month, and the consciousness of men has not been eliminated, although I have adapted to this body, and I have adapted to feminine products, but I have never been able to adapt to my makeup and dress up like a normal woman, although I say that I have a favorite women's clothing, but it is only limited to looking beautiful, I want to try, but I don't have the idea of wearing it out at all.

And I'm going to suddenly become a woman, and I'm going to be a man all of a sudden, right?

It's not a fantasy, it's a real possibility, what happened to me can't be explained by science, and I won't be surprised if anything strange happens.

If it's possible, I still hope that I can become a man again, of course, it would be better if Lin Hao could accept me as a man.

Not...... According to Lin Hao, he has liked me since he was a child, and if I become a man again, he won't mind, right?

Of course, these troubles may not happen in the near future, and the most annoying thing now is that the Games are about to start today, but I was told yesterday that the plagiarized cheering draft on the Internet is invalid and must be original before it will be recorded.

Is the person in charge of the sports day at school mentally retarded? This kind of thing is not said early, and it is okay to waste half of the undergraduate homework paper, the problem is how can I have the time to write a three-day cheering manuscript in one night, I still want to follow Lin Hao during the sports meeting, and now I can only set up a desk in the corner and write a cheering manuscript honestly.

Lying on the desk and yawning, I didn't sleep well all night in order to write a cheering manuscript last night, Lin Hao didn't let him help because there was a game today, and in the end I could only rack my brains alone and think of a bunch of messy cheering words, and I just glanced at it, I don't know what I wrote.

The playground was full of people, and there was a lot of noise, but I could only sit here alone and write some cheering scripts, and by the way, I had to help watch the snacks and drinks that the squad leader bought back with the class fee, which were for the athletes.

There were a few people in the class who wrote cheering scripts, but they ran to the balcony on the third floor of the complex building, where they had a good view and could watch the game while writing, but it was not so easy to hand in the manuscripts, and they had to run back and forth upstairs.

I looked around at the people around me, and didn't find the squad leader, so I secretly took a piece of bread, quickly tore open the package and stuffed the whole piece of bread into my mouth, my mouth was bulging, but I still pretended to be casual and lay on the table and continue to write.

Lin Hao has long been gone, he should be wandering around the playground, and in a while it will be the 100-meter qualifiers, and I will have to go over to see the situation no matter what happens.

Lin Hao's sprint is actually not very fast, and it is already good to be in the top eight in the qualifiers and participate in tomorrow's final.

I really want to watch the game.

Although the location is in the shade of a tree, in addition to the "station" of other classes, there are only a few people who are as miserable as me who are writing cheering articles.

His mouth was uncomfortable, but he couldn't swallow it at once, so he rubbed it with his hand, and then looked left and right as a thief.

"Xiao Qiuqiu, have you finished writing the script? It's ready to be delivered. ”

Suddenly the voice of the squad leader came from behind me, and I almost fell to the ground in fright.

With a vague "um", he pretended not to know anything and stuffed the unthrown bag on the table into his pocket, and then handed a few written manuscripts to the squad leader.

"You stole it."

"Nope!" He subconsciously covered his mouth with both hands and shook his head excitedly, "I was eaten by the people in the next class!" ”

"Why are you so excited, you love to eat, just don't eat too much." The squad leader took an unopened bottle of mineral water from the table and handed it to me, "Don't choke." ”

When he said this, I immediately unscrewed the cap and took a few sips, and then swallowed the uncomfortable bread that had been making my mouth swell.

"Didn't you say you can't eat it......"

"Only you will take what I say seriously." The squad leader sat down on the table, "You go to watch the game first, I'll help you write a little." ”

"Squad leader, you're a good person!" I immediately sent him a good guy card, and I couldn't bear it anymore and stood up and was about to run, but I was grabbed by the corner of my clothes.

"Handed in the refueling draft."

After handing in the cheering manuscript with a bitter face, I instantly felt liberated physically and mentally, and jumped down the stairs, but suddenly felt that this action was too feminine, so I pursed my mouth, pretending that nothing had happened and walked forward calmly, but my feet couldn't stop tiptoeing, and I couldn't help but feel the joy in my heart after sitting there for almost an hour.

I'm not in a hurry to find Lin Hao, I know from the squad leader that the schedule will be his game in half an hour, and when the time comes, it's much better to look for him than to look for him aimlessly in the playground.

Walked straight to the high jump venue, surrounded by a crowd of people who had already surrounded the field three times inside and three circles, occupying their small stature, and got into the gap in the crowd, and after some hard work, they finally got to the first row.

First, he stood on tiptoe and looked at the contestants, hoping to find his classmates, but only saw two classmates whose names he didn't know.

In an instant, I felt bored, and I poked my head to find the onlookers of my companions, but because there were too many people to look at the dazzling, I didn't even find a classmate.

How could there be so many people.

Dissatisfied came out of the crowd again, and then was patted on the shoulder, only to find that it was Ah Hong's guy when he turned around.

"What?"

Looking up at him, he instantly felt the power of the height difference, and pouted dissatisfiedly.

"100 meters are about to start, don't you want to see Lin Hao?"

"Isn't that yet there? And don't you have a part in it? What are you doing here? "Originally, I came out to find a few familiar classmates to accompany me, but now that I see Ah Hong, although the height difference makes me unhappy, I still follow him.

You must know that Ah Hong is 185, and Lin Hao is only 180, although it is only five centimeters, but in my eyes, the tall and thin Ah Hong obviously makes me feel inferior.

I really want to grow taller......

"I was escorted to the finals, and the teacher said that it was boring for me to go to the qualifiers."

As I said before, Ah Hong is the top three sprinters at the municipal level, and it is really not interesting in the qualifiers of the school competition.

Casually following Ah Hong, 185 Ah Hong walked in the open space is really eye-catching, but ten minutes, scattered in the playground began to gather, when we walked to the edge of the 100 track, most of the class was already in place ready to cheer for the students who participated.

It's just that I am so tall that I am mixed in with them, and I can't even see the road clearly.

There are so many people that it is easy to get things done, and after a group of people squeezed over, they immediately emptied a piece of lawn, sat down sparsely, and waited for the game to begin.

The classmates were already sitting staggered, either shoulder to shoulder or back to back, or simply lying in the arms of another person, but I had already been reminded by Lin Hao that I had already had a sense of precaution, although it would be quite comfortable, but I still sat cross-legged in the corner alone.

There is always a feeling of being excluded.

Pursing my lips, there was only one Ah Hong squatting half a meter around me.

I became more and more feminine, and I seemed to be more and more transparent in the class, and the classmates who had spoken to me in the past also stayed away from me.

Although he didn't say it, although he was accompanied by Lin Hao, he still felt uncomfortable in his heart.

When the announcement called the contestants into place, I finally saw Lin Hao walk from the crowd to the referee to register.

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Actually, I really want to break off today, because the perverts in the group teased me for an hour last night......

Then I reported my fanbase and casually told them that it was cut off today.

But I updated it anyway......

The next is not an example.