Why, am I like this?

It's so tiring to live. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Feel free, anyway, whether it's a man or a woman, isn't it all a death in the end?

I rolled out of bed, finished my daily washing in the bathroom, and finally looked at my shoulder in the mirror.

You can't see that there's a strip, right?

Putting on his usual clothes and walking out of the door, he just saw Lin Hao also coming out of the room, he had already dressed and was about to go to wash.

If it was before, Lin Hao would only be a big pair of pants at home in the summer, and after I became a woman, I rarely appeared in front of me in the dress of big pants.

Unless I'm sleeping in him is breaking into his room.

"Wake up early, wait for me."

"Got it."

Lemon came out of my room, it rarely slept in my bed for the past two days, because I always kicked it out at night, after yesterday's events, the depression in my heart was cleared, and I allowed it to share the bed with me.

Actually, thinking back to Saturday, I feel a little incredible, I haven't been so depressed for more than two years, Mengqi's matter is actually not difficult to accept now when I think about it, maybe it was just a fuse, and all the things that I suppressed in my heart for a week after I became a woman were channeled out, so I became that inhuman and ghostly, right?

Hunger strike, smoking, rain, drunkenness......

Trying to masochize by all means, refusing to communicate with others, and hiding yourself in a corner......

Maybe I'm really depressed.

Sniffing his fingers, there was still some tobacco smell on them, and he couldn't help but feel uncomfortable in his stomach, and he covered his mouth and retched twice, which eased up.

"Let's go."

Lin Hao came out of the bathroom, his spirit looked very poor, his hair was messy and unkempt, and there was a small patch of black under his eyes, I guess he had insomnia last night, right?

"Hair." I stretched out my hand and patted his hair all over the place, "Comb it, it's ugly." ”

"Can you help me comb it?" He glanced at me, and he exuded a half-dead air.

"Huh." I froze for a moment, then ran into the bathroom, dipped my hands in some water, and combed my hair out, "Take a chair and sit." ”

Lin Hao sat down obediently, looking a little stiff, and I guess I didn't expect that a casual sentence would be taken seriously by me.

Carefully smoothed out the miscellaneous hair on his end, and wet his hair, which was really badly combed, with his hands wet with water, and then lay down obediently, and then walked to Lin Hao's side, leaning down slightly to take care of his bangs.

Suddenly, there was a ...... Warm feeling, as if it were a couple.

Shaking his head and putting this ridiculous idea behind him, he turned around twice in front of and behind him, feeling that the effect was not bad, and he was about to announce the call it a day, but suddenly Lin Hao grabbed me to his lap with one hand.

"What are you doing!" I tried my best to break free, but I never resisted Lin Hao's strength, and my body actually began to soften gradually when I felt the breath on his body.

The familiar feeling appeared again, blushing and heartbeating, more profound than the feeling of being with Mengqi.

"You're like a little daughter-in-law just now." Lin Hao chuckled, picked up my chin with his fingertips, and vividly deduced the son of a girl from a good family in ancient times, "Kiss one? Yesterday you asked for it. ”

"When have I ever asked you for such a thing!" I was so angry that I wanted to slap him, but I was afraid that it would hurt him, "Get out!" ”

"Okay, okay." Lin Hao put me down, "Let's go, go to school." ”

I always feel that Lin Hao likes to tease me more and more, but if you think about it carefully, it seems that it should be teasing, right?

Walking all the way with a wrinkled nose, when I walked into the class side by side with Lin Hao, I always felt that many people's eyes were focused on me.

It can't be the strap of the small vest that is seen, right?

I immediately looked over my shoulder, but I couldn't see anything wrong with me.

So what are they looking at? face? What's dirty?

Sitting in his place, lying on the table as usual, although he couldn't get sleepy because he slept too long on the weekend, it was still quite comfortable to be cold and cold on his face.

A pair of hands suddenly came up from behind and around the neck, and then I felt a pair of bodies close to me.

"Little Qiuqiu! Go buy something to eat. ”

"I'm not going." I pressed his head back in disgust, "You smell so much smoke!" ”

"Oops!" The squad leader was taken aback, "You have a smell on you, it smells good." ”

"Are you retarded? The smell of shower gel from last night is still there! I stood up at once, and I was free from the shackles of the squad leader's hands, I was afraid of being touched by the strap on his shoulder, "Find Lin Hao or Ah Hong to accompany you to the commissary, I have breakfast." ”

"You don't love me anymore." The squad leader put on a pitiful look, and I suddenly felt that if this guy became a woman, he would definitely be like a fish in water.

"It's useless for me to sell cuteness!" I sat down again, giving him a look of disdain, "I think you're a lot more fit to be a woman than you are now." ”

"But I'm not as pretty as you." The squad leader said as a matter of course, "You're getting more and more beautiful, if you hadn't gone to the toilet together before, I would have wondered if you were a girl." ”

No, I'm a woman now.

I waved my hand at him and motioned for him to get out.

When the class started, the head teacher first came over to inform me of the start of evening self-study tonight, and then the class was normal as usual.

Although the teacher on the stage seemed to have something wrong with his head, always glancing at me from time to time, and always asking me to stand up and answer questions, this is English, and I am thankful that I can recognize those letters.

So his face was flushed, and finally he sat down with relief at the teacher's signal.

There was nothing to do in English class, that is, I couldn't understand or understand, and I didn't want to memorize those cumbersome words, so I turned my eyes to Lin Hao in the two rows behind me, he sat straight and listened very seriously, but he smiled at me when he noticed me.

"Rachel, if you don't understand, memorize some English." The class leader noticed my bored appearance, let go of the book I had not touched, and turned to the words in the first unit, "It's very simple, elementary school English." ”

I took a few random glances, and it was really simple, and some of them even I could read, but it was a bit reluctant for me to memorize English that I couldn't read.

"It's okay, I'm okay with everything else, I'll die in the English spring exam."

I didn't care about continuing to lie down, feeling that the shoulder strap was slipping a little because of the amplitude of the movement, and I secretly glanced at the squad leader, and saw that he had already set his eyes on the blackboard, so I hurriedly lifted it, and then I looked around to see if anyone had noticed me.

Most of the people were busy with their own business, either drawing or playing on their phones, and occasionally a few good students were listening to the class, but no one looked at me.

With a long breath, my heart, which was beating rapidly because of nervousness, calmed down a little.

Speaking of which, I haven't paid attention to Zhu Ronghui for a long time, and since the last time I was taken out by Lin Hao and didn't know what to say, I rarely saw him dangling in front of my eyes.

turned his head to look for Zhu Ronghui, and finally found the pig sleeping in the corner on the other side.

I used to be annoyed by him all the time, but now that I don't see anyone, I feel that the class is boring......

Eh, I'm not going to shake M, am I?

What a terrible thought.

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Bifurcation! It's so powerless to take a title.

There is something going on during this time, so I can only keep it for one more.