Chapter 179: It's better not to see

"Yang Sang, long time no see. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info" Before he got closer, Zhao Shuangwei had already greeted him with a smile.

Yang Sang's heart warmed, and he couldn't help but show a shallow smile: "Xiaowei, how are you doing?" I see that you feel good, but you have lost a little weight. ”

The corners of Zhao Shuang's mouth lifted slightly, revealing her good-looking teeth: "It's good to be thinner." By the way, look for me early in the morning, is there anything wrong? ”

"That ......" In fact, what Yang Sang wanted to ask most was about the news, but he couldn't find a suitable way to speak for a while, so he had to ask from the previous topic: "Didn't you ask me for help last time, and you want to go to Zhengcheng?" Later, I sent you a lot of messages, and you guess you were busy, but you didn't reply to me...... How's that guy? Yang Sang didn't remember Li Zhijun's name, but he was never willing to call him "Zhao Shuangwei's boyfriend".

"Ah, he ......" Zhao Shuang was slightly stunned, and the smile on her face suddenly disappeared, she shook her head and said lightly: "The car accident is very serious, and when I go, people are no longer good." ”

Yang Sang was shocked and didn't know how to comfort her. Birth, old age, sickness and death are too far away from their age, even though Yang Sang, who has no experience, wants to say some comforting words to make Zhao Shuang slightly relieved, but all the words come to his mouth, and he still feels too powerless. He moved his lips and finally just asked her, "Are you feeling better now?" Xiaowei, if you need someone to talk to and accompany you, you can find me. ”

"It's nothing, I've accepted it, since I can't change it, it's better to leave it like this." She was obviously laughing, but why did such a smile make Yang Sang feel more distressed the more she looked at it?

He stepped forward and narrowed the distance between the two. Yang Sang wanted to reach out and hug her at this moment, but he thought about it and still didn't dare to take that step. It was Zhao Shuangwei, who stepped back a little and kept a safe distance between the two. "What's wrong? I always think you're weird today. It was an ordinary sentence, but she smiled again as she spoke. How did Yang Sang know that when Li Zhijun was mentioned, Zhao Shuangwei's heart was full of bitterness. Maybe no one can understand this pain, so it's better to hide it, why keep digging it up for others to see? Oh no, there really is one person who can understand, it's just ...... Forget it, don't mention it.

Looking at Zhao Shuangwei, who was smiling shallowly, Yang Sang was a little stunned for a while, he stood in place in a daze, and after a long time he remembered to ask her: "That...... Did you read Weibo today? ”

"Yes, which one did you say?" Zhao Shuangwei still looked calm.

"That's it...... That one...... Hmm......" Yang Sang squirmed for a long time, still not knowing how to ask.

Looking at his flushed face, Zhao Shuangwei couldn't help but laugh, and said first: "You want to ask Han Zhun about the news, right?" The girl who was photographed was me. ”

"Xiaowei ......" Yang Sang looked at Zhao Shuangwei, who had generously admitted, and had a stomach full of questions, but he couldn't ask them.

I can't say why, the Zhao Shuangwei in front of him is a little different from what he remembers. Zhao Shuangwei used to be very shy, no matter what she said, she was very embarrassed, and she didn't dare to look into the other party's eyes when she spoke. Only when Han Zhun is mentioned, her words will increase, and her eyes will become shiny as if there are many little stars in them. But now, when she said the name "Han Zhun", her face was calm, and she didn't have the kind of worship and madness she once had.

"You and Han Zhun ...... How do you know each other? Yang Sang still couldn't help but ask, in fact, what he wanted to ask more was: "Are you and Han Zhun really boyfriend and girlfriend?" ”

Zhao Shuangwei looked at Yang Sang and probably guessed what he wanted to ask. "It's too long, I don't know how to start." She smiled as if she were discussing something other than someone else's ordinary.

In fact, in her heart, she knew that Yang Sang was a person she could trust, and it was not a big secret, so it didn't hurt to tell him. It's just that the relationship involved in this matter has not been explained clearly for a while, and more importantly, Li Zhijun, the key person in the whole matter, is inextricably linked to Yang Sang, and it is still a little embarrassing to tell him these things as Zhao Shuangwei. Thinking about it this way, it's better not to say it at the beginning, and you can still settle quietly.

Where could Yang Sang think of so much, he only said that Zhao Shuangwei was unwilling to tell him, and he was a little lost for a while, so he simply stood like this, without saying a word.

"That'...... How are you reading now? I don't think I stopped this holiday either. Yang Sang still changed the topic, he didn't want to see Zhao Shuangwei once, so he ended the conversation unhappily.

Reading again. Zhao Shuangwei endured the disgust in her heart, and responded indifferently: "I haven't read any books, and I have no interest at all." ”

"Huh? Are you sure? But school is about to start, aren't you afraid that your grades won't keep up? Yang Sang was a little nervous for her.

"If you can't keep up, you can't keep up, it's not interesting to read, just let it be." Zhao Shuangwei's thoughts drifted far away, and his eyes became confused.

Yang Sang looked at Zhao Shuangwei in front of him, and an unprecedented strange feeling appeared at this moment. He didn't want to see her give up on herself, but in the face of Zhao Shuangwei, he had nothing to do. Yang Sang blamed herself a little in her heart: if she had been better to her at the beginning, maybe they wouldn't have broken up, in this way, Li Zhijun's accident would not have caused any blow to Zhao Shuangwei, so she would not have become like this now. At the end of the day, it was at the beginning that he didn't do a good job, and that made everything go wrong.

Yang Sang lowered his head, not daring to look at Zhao Shuangwei: "Xiaowei, can you give me another chance?" "There was no response, and his eyes slowly turned red." In the past, I wasn't firm enough, so I tried other people. I thought everyone was the same, I thought it was the same when I was in love. I couldn't have been more wrong, and the more time went on, the more I realized that no one could compare to you. Xiaowei, can you trust me again? I want to love you forever and be by your side to take care of you. Give me a chance, okay? I want to make up for it. I'm confident that this time, I won't disappoint you again. Would you like to? He plucked up the courage to look up at her and repeated over and over again, "Would you rather?" Tiny micro? Would you like to? ”

It took about ten seconds, or twenty seconds, or a minute later, before Zhao Shuangwei gave a reply.

"No need." She looked up, still with a faint smile on her face.

Bang dang. Somewhere out of sight, the sound of shattered hope sounded. (To be continued.) )