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The winter in the provincial town is not too cold, and the trees on the roadside are only flowering, but the leaves are still lush and lush, making the whole city look much warmer.

Zhao Shuangwei, who is preparing for the final exam, has been very serious recently, and being able to visit Han Zhun is just a small motivation, and more importantly, she herself is really infected by the tense atmosphere in the school, and she is determined to work hard.

Competitiveness is a very tough characteristic of Zhao Shuangwei's character, and Wei Qiyue makes good use of this, every time he talks to her, he is sneering on the surface and is not optimistic, but in fact, he is very patient and careful to guide and motivate her, trying to make Zhao Shuangwei slowly re-accept and adapt to all this.

On this day, when Zhao Shuangwei looked at the chemical application problem in front of her that she couldn't solve or understand, she finally took the initiative to propose to Zhao's mother: "Mom, I want to ask a tutor, some topics I can't figure out by myself, I need help from others." ”

This is probably the first time since Li Zhijun's accident that Zhao Shuangwei took the initiative to talk about topics related to learning at home.

"Okay, okay," Zhao's mother was overjoyed, and promised repeatedly: "Mom, I'll help you get in touch." Weiwei, you don't have to put so much pressure on yourself, in fact, Mom and Dad never ask you to get the first place. As long as you are positive, motivated, and willing to learn, it will be the greatest comfort to us. Don't make the mistake of thinking that if you can't get into the provincial university, we can't accept it, as long as you are healthy and happy, you are the greatest pride in your mother's heart. ”

Zhao Shuangwei looked at the emotional Mother Zhao and felt a lot in her heart. That accident was not her alone, Zhao's father and Zhao's mother were also invisibly forced to accept all these changes. She sighed softly, a little apologetic in her heart, after thinking about it, Zhao Shuangwei still swallowed back the words in her stomach, and there were some emotions, which were really not suitable for confiding.

"By the way," Zhao's mother suddenly remembered something, she added: "It's New Year's Day soon, why don't we invite Wei Qiyue to have a meal together, okay, Weiwei?" ”

Zhao Shuang nodded slightly and agreed: "I will definitely have a holiday, you can arrange the time, and tell me when it is booked." ”

Mother Zhao smiled and said "yes", and her heart was about to bloom with brilliant flowers. She always felt that her obedient, sensible, well-behaved, world-class good daughter Zhao Shuangwei was coming back little by little. Although sometimes, she also vaguely feels that her daughter is a little different, but so what? At least the current Zhao Shuangwei is much better than the Zhao Shuangwei who is locked in the door and plays games day and night and refuses to communicate with everyone. As soon as Zhao's mother thought of this, she was deeply grateful to her old classmate Wei Qiyue.

Zhao Shuangwei chatted with Zhao's mother a few more words, and then returned to her room, ready to start reviewing again.

She had just spread out the exercise book when Yang Sang's call came in. Zhao Shuang hesitated slightly, but still picked it up.

"Xiaowei, did I bother you to review?" Yang Sang's voice sounded full of energy.

Zhao Shuangwei sighed in her heart, but she still said, "It's okay, why are you looking for me?" ”

"I want to ask you what your arrangements are for New Year's Day, do you want to ...... New Year's Eve together? It's not just me, there are several people in total, it's quite lively, and everyone says that there will be a fireworks show this year, and it will be very beautiful. ”

Zhao Shuang was a little hesitant, she really didn't want to talk to Yang Sangla anymore, and she couldn't explain clearly. "Yang Sang, I'm not going, I have to eat with my family, and I have to review the things for the final exam, I really don't have time."

"It's okay, then what day do you have time on New Year's Day? Let's have a meal together, it won't delay you too much revision time, besides, you always have to eat, right? Yang Sang pressed step by step, unwilling to just forget it.

Zhao Shuang was a little helpless, she had to harden her heart and said, "Yang Sang, don't ask me out again, okay?" I don't want to do this, and I don't want to delay you, am I not clear enough about it, you misunderstood? Actually, we ...... It has long been impossible. ”

Yang Sang hurriedly explained: "Xiaowei, I don't mean to force you at all, I just want to ask you to have a meal and meet you, that's all." ”

"What's there to see? What's so delicious? Zhao Shuang was slightly annoyed, and her tone was not as gentle and polite as just now, "How can I say that you can understand?" Yang Sang, our previous affairs have ended, let's turn this page, okay? I don't want to think about these things now, I just study hard and make up for all the homework that I missed some time ago. ”

"Xiaowei, I'm not the same as before, really." Yang Sang is still desperately trying to hold on, "My grades are very stable now, work hard, and it is not impossible to be admitted to the provincial university with you." I'm really different from the unmotivated me before, and I won't ask you to do things you don't like, and I will never break my promise to you. Would you like to give me another chance to get to know me again? ”

"Yang Sang, I don't like you, I like Li Zhijun. Even if he is not here now, the person I like in the future will be someone similar to him, not you. Can you please stop coming to me again? I beg you, okay, let me go, okay? I've got enough things to worry about every day. Zhao Shuang frowned slightly, rubbing her temples gently, and her heart was full of overwhelmed boredom.

In her impatience, Yang Sang's voice gradually became smaller, he was afraid of making her angry, but he didn't want to miss it again. In the end, he just said, "Xiaowei, I won't give up on you." He scribbled and hung up the phone.

Zhao Shuangwei breathed a sigh of relief.

Why, in this world, any emotion, given too much, will become a burden? Zhao Shuang thought about it slightly, and couldn't help but re-examine her last relationship.

In her relationship with Li Zhijun, she always asks and he always gives. Will such a relationship sometimes be a burden for Li Zhijun? She doesn't understand anything, and under his patient guidance, she slowly grew into a better version of herself. And he always tolerates and loves without a bottom line, day after day, and never gets bored.

After leaving Li Zhijun, does she really have a way to fall in love with someone else? Could there really be anyone who, like him, would be willing to give everything to her?

Zhao Shuangwei once again fell into deep helplessness.

In the abyss, without you, I will never see the light again. (To be continued.) )